
I finally arrived at Kos, after Brother Arsel drove me earlier. Now my heart feels flowery remembering what happened today. Even tonight I wish you a good dream with Brother Arsel who is present in my dream.
Until at last I slept in the cradle of the night, after the fatigue that I lived all day. For the first time I was able to sleep quietly in the happiness that had just come my way.
The next day........
I woke up and immediately got ready to study because the day was an exam schedule. After all, education is a top priority for me. I must still maintain the achievements that have been attached to me. I am a student who relies on scholarships, so every semester I am always required to get an above average GPA that must be above 3.00. But thanks to my persistence, I was able to get a GPA close to Cum laude.
I finally headed to the College to take the exam. And I'm grateful for all the material that I learned, out all in all the questions in this exam. Even in the second exam, I was able to do it easily and quickly.
After I finished doing all my exams, I immediately left the room. This time I deliberately waited for Erika to solve my problem with her. And not some long money people I'm waiting to come too.
" I want to talk to you, Erika. "
" Otherwise Riss, I'm actually really lazy to talk to you. "
" This time it's important, however, Rik, I want to solve our problems. "
" Have you talked. "
" I want us to talk about this in the campus cafeteria right now. "
" Oh come on, sneak. "
We finally arrived at the campus cafeteria, and we ordered a drink to quench thirst. And not long after the drinks we ordered were served on the table. And it's time I started our conversation.
" Erika earlier said thank you to you, because you were once the best friend for me. And until whenever all your kindness will always I remember Rik. "
" Have no need to be convoluted, just to the point you want to say what. "
" I actually want and hope we can fix our relationship like we used to. But it seems like you still can't forgive me Rik. "
" Have nothing to say, what you want to say. "
" I'm sorry about you Rik before, maybe for you what I did was wrong and selfish. But all this time I've been trying my best to get your forgiveness. But you never appreciated my every effort. And I want you to know one thing and hear it from my own mouth, not from someone else. "
" What ??? "
" I became with Brother Arsel, I have decided to accept his love. "
Erika was instantly speechless, and I saw a puddle of tears in the corner of her eyes. And I really understand for sure Erika hurt and disappointed in me.
" Fence eat plants, maybe those are the words that are suitable for you Riss. I didn't expect you to take it from me, Riss. You know that I love Arsel very much, even he was my first love. You have no feelings, you snatch everything I have Riss. You've ruined my future, and you've taken everything I have. "
" Do you think I've never felt guilty for you Rik ????. I'm sorry that I brought up the incident that night, but it's all happening because you're also Rik. "
" What do you mean ??? "
" Didn't from the beginning before the incident I have advised you many times to go home as soon as possible. But you even fun to spend time at the cafe with your friends until late at night. Even that night I couldn't sleep either, because I repeatedly called me but couldn't. If only you had complied with my request to go straight home, surely none of this would have been possible, right ??? "
" But all of this is because Cassandra's revenge on you, Riss. "
" Try now you think Rik, why do you always make me the prime suspect here. So what about your friends who have invited you to the cafe until late at night ???? "
" How come you even corner my friends !!!!! "
" It's not fair to Rik that you always make me the one who is always guilty here. Try to think all this time I've been trying to apologize to you, even I try to make you happy by putting aside my own happiness. I relented by letting Brother Arsel be with you, despite the fact that Brother Arsel loves me more than you. I've given up a lot on a lot of things just like you Rik. Even when you were dying, I fought to save your life, even though I was so scared to see a syringe. "
" You counted Riss ??? "
" I'm not counting Rik, but I want you to realize that I've tried to sacrifice and fight for you. Even though you never appreciated it. "
Suddenly Erika took out a few hundred thousand dollars from her purse and immediately threw it right in my face.
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" I pay all your kindness to me, and never bring it back. No hypocrite, poor people like you need it most. "
Erika did the same deed by throwing money in my face, just as she destroyed my pride. This time Erika was completely overdue, and I could no longer bear to be treated like this.
I immediately picked up Erika's money scattered everywhere. And I want Erika to feel what I feel. I threw Erika's money right in her face. At least so that he also knew what it was like when self-esteem was trampled.
" I don't need your money, at least before you throw the money back at me make sure the money is your own sweat. Not the monthly ration money from your parents !!!!! Don't be arrogant while the wealth you enjoy belongs to your parents and not to your own hard work. "
" I will not give up and I will take revenge for all this humiliation. You get ready because I will make your life suffer. And don't expect that you'll be happy with Arsel. Quite the contrary, I will make you suffer and miserable when with Arsel. "
" Please put together all the plans you want to make to destroy me. I was never scared. You know why ??? "
" Why ???? "
" Because You're Not God, Erika. "