Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 72 NIGHTMARE

Finally we arrived at the boarding house too, I was really tired today. But I was more worried about Farrell, I knew Farrell was still thinking about his parents' problems.

" Rell, you're okay, right ???? "

" Why Riss ??? "

" I mean about your parents' household problems Rell. "

" Yes how else Riss, everything has happened Riss. I can what. "

" Don't be sad and desperate Rell, hopefully your parents' relationship can improve again as usual Rell. "

" I'm not sure Riss. "

" Why are you so pessimistic like that Rell ??? "

" Because of my Papa's mistakes Riss can't forgive."

" Why Rell ????. If you can know what mistakes Papa made you ?????? "

" A very fatal mistake Riss. "

" Please if you want to tell me the same story, Rell, but if you mind telling me your problem, I'm not why Rell. "

" My dad could hurt my mom who loved him so much. I didn't think my dad was that bad. "

" That means Rell ???? "

" My dad cheated on me with another woman Riss. And how depraved she is, she gets caught sleeping with Riss's affair. A very fatal mistake, right ???? "

I was shocked to hear an explanation about Farrell's parents' domestic problems. I did not expect that the social status of those from well-respected families, could do such a lowly deed. There must be a cause behind all this. And all the answers are with Papa and Mama Farrell.

" Rell, I know it's not easy for you and your family. But you have to be strong, yes Rell, hopefully soon there is a way out for your family Rell. "

" Yes Riss, hopefully. I just couldn't bear to see Mama who was crying every day. Mama is not as happy as Riss, she changed after Papa made the fatal mistake. I'm really scared of Riss. "

" Why are you afraid of Rell ???? "

" Fearing that until they divorced Riss, I wasn't ready to lose one of them. I don't want that to happen, Riss. "

" You must have positive thinking, Rell, believe that God will not give a test in the limits of the ability of his people. "

" Yes Riss. I went home first, Riss. "

" But Rell, are you feeling a little better ????. It is not good if you ride a motorcycle in this situation. "

" Look down, Riss, I'm kind of better now. And it's all thanks to you, thank you. "

" Yes Rell, be careful. "

" Yes Riss, I'll go home first. "

" Yes Rell be careful. Don't speed, just slow down Rell. "

" Yes Riss. "

I stared at Farrell's departure with anxious expectation. I wish Farrell's safety to his house. The problem Farrell was facing right now was not easy, so it was only natural that I thought about it so much.

I finally went into my room. I cleaned myself up and went to bed. I fell asleep really fast. In my sleep I dreamed Farrell was riding his motorcycle at a very high speed. Farrell really felt angry and vented his emotions on the streets. He was riding his motorcycle. In the end there are trucks that in very high speed can not control the vehicle.

Accidents are also inevitable. Farrell crashed into the truck until his motorbike was badly damaged. Even Farrell was seriously injured. His life could not be helped, he died at the scene right then and there.

I cried regretting Farrell's departure, I couldn't believe that now between me and Farrell was in a different world.

I can't afford to lose Farrell for now. I still need it so much, I'm not willing Farrell to leave me alone in this world. I kept crying as much as I could, hoping for a miracle to come.

I cried during Farrell's funeral. The mounds of the burial ground that were still wet and the sprinkling of flowers left me even more helpless. I cried bitterly hugging Farrell's bellybutton. This whole thing feels real, Farrell left me forever.

Suddenly the sound of my phone broke my Nightmare. I opened my eyes, I was still trying to digest what just happened. I patted my cheek, meaning what happened just now was just a dream ????. Means Farrell's not dead, he's alive and I can still meet him.

I just realized someone called me earlier. When I saw my phone, it turned out to be a number I didn't know. Until I ignore the phone.

Then I called Farrell straight away, hoping he would pick him up.

" Hello, Rell you're okay, right ??? "

" Hello, yes Riss I'm fine. I've reached this house Riss. What's the matter Riss, I think you're worried like that Riss. "

" Yes Rell, I'm running out of Rell's nightmares. Nightmare once and hope that dream will never come true Rell. "

" What a nightmare Riss. "

" I dreamed that you... "

" I why Riss ???? "

" You were in an accident and Rell died. "

" Oh that's Riss. "

" How you used to be Rell. "

" Then I have to how Riss, do I have to be shocked and add to your panic Riss ???. Aren't you ??? "

" But I'm really scared of Rell. "

" Soul, death, sustenance is arranged Riss. If it's any time soon I have to go back to the lap of the Divine, I don't want to have to go back Riss. "

" Don't Rell. "

" Don't do Riss, we live in this world only while Riss. It is like this world is a place to stop for a while while looking for the best charity before heading to the realm of eternity Riss. "

" Your words are so Horror and make me shiver yes Rell. "

" There you are Riss. It's there, you rest again. "

" But Rell. "

" Other than Riss ???. I'm sleepy this is Riss, so tired. We'll connect tomorrow again, will Riss ??? "

" Yes, then Rell, you rest. "

" Yes already then. You also quickly go to sleep again, do not think again. Relax right now I'm fine Riss. "

" Yes Rell. "

The phone connection was also cut off. Honestly because of the nightmare, now I can't sleep anymore. The nightmare was real. I'm still not ready to take another bitter pill if I have to lose someone who means so much to me.

Farrell, I'm starting to have a taste for my best friend. Although my love was only growing, I was afraid that Farrell would never know my feelings until the end of his life.