Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 77 FARREL....

Farrell and I sat back in our seats, and the restaurant was getting quiet. Farrell looked at me and smiled at me.

" Yuk's photo ???? " Farrell started a conversation between us.

" Come. "

" Just use your phone, Riss. "

" Just use your phone Rell, you'll know my phone is ugly. "

" Okay then, but later I bluetooth to you ya Riss. ''

" Tomorrow or whenever Rell sends it, like there's no other time Rell. "

" The tree should be bluetooth now Riss. "

" It's up to you to Rell. "

We immediately took pictures together and occasionally asked the waiter to take pictures of us both. Don't forget Farrell tipped them off as a form of gratitude from us.

After that Farrell immediately asked for my phone and sent us some photos of the two of us. We looked through the photos of the two of us, we looked like a matching couple. I'll keep the photos tonight as my album collection.

Farrell took me home from the restaurant, and took me to the town square. He said he missed the place with me. He wants to enjoy the beauty of this evening with me.

After our trip to the city square, we walked around the place while continuing to talk about the future.

" Riss, if you've become a psychologist, what's your next life goal ?? "

" Married, "I answered briefly.

" Married ??? "

" Yes, Rell, as high as a degree or a woman's education, she will not forget her nature to marry and become a mother. "

" Who do you want to marry, Riss ??? "

" Yes certainly the same soul mate that God sent for me Rell. "

" Who is Riss ???. I belong to your criteria instead of Riss ??? "

" Whoever my soul mate will be, I hope he is the best choice man God has sent me. "

" Dalem is your word Riss. "

" I want to be selective in finding Rell's life partner. I don't want to repeat mistakes like my old man Rell did. It was enough that I felt the pain of being a victim of parental divorce. I don't want my son to suffer a fate like mine, a fate that I don't want Rell at all. "

" Yes Riss, I understand how you are Riss."

" Yes, Rell, thank you. "

" Yes Riss, Oiya you want to drink coffee no ???? "

" No Rell, you know I don't like coffee. "

" I want to have a coffee, but I'll have a coffee tonight and hang out with my friends. "

" Where are you going to stop by after this Rell ???. Don't you want to go straight to Rell's house ?? "

" I want to hang out with Riss' friends. "

" But it's almost late at night Rell. "

" It's okay Riss, for tonight I also want to meet with friends mumpung has made a pact all Riss. "

" But Rell, what can't be delayed tomorrow is Rell, it's also like cloudy and raining Rell. I'm afraid you'll be on the right way to go home to Rell."

" Look down, Riss, I'm the king of the streets. Hehe. Yes, you calm down. "

" It's up to you that's Rell, the important thing is that I've advised you Rell. I'm worried about you, but you're like Rell. "

" Don't sulk that dong, please just for tonight. Let me meet my friends. "

" But there will still be tomorrow Rell, today it's too late Rell !!! "

" Help you know me, Riss, for tonight only Riss. Know me Riss.... "

" It's up to Rell. "

" It's still bad, "Farrell teased me.

" But you have to be careful, Rell. I'm like this because I'm worried about Rell. Not because of what Rell is, because I'm afraid of anything happening down the road. "

" Yes, it's Rell. Yes, let's take me home to Kosan. "

" Come Riss I'll deliver. "

Farrell immediately drove me home to the boarding house. It seemed like he was in a hurry because his friends were waiting for him. After arriving at the boarding house, I'm honestly going to lose Farrell. I felt this was really the second I saw Farrell in front of me.

" Rell, you'll come back here again right to see me after this ???? " My lips quivered from the fear and anxiety that haunted me.

" God willing Riss, " answered Farrell flatly.

" If you don't see me, I'll be angry and won't be your best friend anymore, Rell. "

" I must have come Riss, "

" Rell, I'll give you a surprise on your birthday. And I'll make sure you're happy. We'll be happy together forever, Rell. "

" I don't need anything Riss, I just need a prayer from you Riss. ''

" Prayer ????? "

" Yes Riss, a prayer. "

" You mean what Rell. "

" Just pray that I'll always be happy wherever I am Riss. "

" Rell, can I be honest ??? "

" What is Riss ??? "

" Why do I feel like these are the moments we can meet Rell, the premonition after premonition that I felt these few days is like the truth about our separation Rell. "

" Just fate can answer Riss. "

" .......... "

" Riss, I'm sorry about you if I had the same fault as you Riss. "

" You don't have to apologize to Rell, you've never had any fault with me. "

" Thank you Riss.. "

" Yes Rell. "

" Riss.... "

Suddenly Farrell hugged me, I was shocked by what Farrell was doing. Not only that, I heard Farrell crying while hugging me. I'm getting sure something's wrong with all this and it's a hunch.

" Rell, why are you crying ??? "

" I'm sorry Riss. "

" Sorry because what is Rell ??? "

" Can't make you happy Riss yet, I'm sorry Riss. "

" Rell, you always make me happy Rell. You mean a lot to me, Rell. You know and you must always remember, you are my wingless Angel Rell, "I answered while wiping away Farrell's tears that fell down his cheeks.

" Thank you Riss, " replied Farrell sobbing. "

" Yes Rell. "

Once again we hugged each other, we were both carried away by our feelings.

" Riss, I'll go home first. I'm not good with friends. "

" Yes Rell, be careful on the road ya Rell. "

" Yes Riss, don't be sad anymore. Whatever happens, you promised me to be a wingless butterfly. Keep fighting and dreaming Riss. I will always pray for your happiness Riss. "

" Yes, Rell, I promise. "

" I love you Riss, you are the greatest and most special woman I have ever known. Take good care of Riss.. Never cry again... "

" Yes Rell. "

We looked at each other, and I saw Farrell holding back his tears that were about to come out again. And I saw Farrell's face looking pale once, at once my hair was goosebumps. But I looked back at Farrell, and I hope this isn't the last time.

" Farrell...... " Instead wept...