Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 179 A MEMORY

It was not time to go back to Surabaya. Soon I have to attend the Real Work College (KKN). The activity program is mandatory we follow as a prerequisite for graduation later. Just like Kak Arsel who had participated in the program last year before we knew each other.

I also have prepared all the items that I will bring back to Surabaya. Actually Brother Arsel wanted to pick me up but he could not because he had to replace his Papa's duties in the Office. So I have to understand the situation, Arsel.

Finally night came, I immediately slept in the room. I have to get up early tomorrow, so I don't have to leave for Surabaya. And not for how long did I sleep well.

Suddenly I saw Alm. Farrell smiled sweetly beside my bed. He looked at me with a look like that. The look that finally melted my heart made me fall in love with her.

I shed my tears, not expecting her to be again by my side. He's stroking my hair.

" You've kept your word Riss, I'm happy now. "

" You mean what Farrell ?? "

" You've kept your promise to move on with your life, and now you can get a much better replacement than me. I'm really happy you've met your soul mate, a nice guy who loves you so sincerely. "

" How do you know Farrell ??? Then what about you Farrell ??? "

" I've been happy in Riss's paradise, and I just want you to promise me one more thing. "

" What is Rell, just say it. "

" Please promise to keep your dream all this time to become the Wingless Butterfly. Your ideals should still be prioritized Riss, you still remember how your struggle can be at this stage. There is still your family to be happy with. "

" Yes Rell I know. "

" I hope the man who is with you now can always make you happy. I'm not worried anymore now, because right now there is a replacement for me who can take care of you. Now that I've calmed down, I can leave right now. Goodbye Riss, goodbye my love that didn't come. But my love for you will still be brought to death, until someday we are reunited. I love you Riss, and I will pray that you are always happy with someone who is currently in your heart, "Farrell shed his tears.

" Farrell, whenever you have space in my heart. Forever you will be irreplaceable, I love you Farrell, "I answered sobbing.

" I have to go now Riss, reach for your ideals and happiness Riss. I love you Riss, "Farrell hugged me.

" I love you so much too, Rell, that whenever you will remain in my heart. Although your body is gone, but your love will always be stored in my heart. Why do we have to be separated like this Rell, "I answered crying in Farrell's arms.

" It's fate to be like this Riss, maybe God has other plans for your life ahead of him. But I am grateful to be a part of your life even though I have to stop here. Believe me everything will be beautiful in time Riss. "

" Yes Rell. "

" Be careful, take good care of yourself, " said Farrell, waving to me.

I was shocked and woke up from my sleep. Cold sweat washed my body. Not only were my tears also wetting my cheeks.

" It turns out all this is just a dream, "My inner self is in my heart.

I was pensive with the dream I just had, it felt so real. A Memorandum that really treated my longing for Farrell. I feel very happy, at least God has presented Farrell even though only through a dream.

I immediately got out of my bed, I immediately took the water to perform the evening prayer. At least to make my heart calm.

After the evening prayer I went back to sleep. Tomorrow I have to return to Surabaya with the usual routine. I came home early in the morning on the bus.

The next day I woke up and got ready to go back to Surabaya. I also love all my family. Especially my mother who I love very much.

" Yes, Mom, just calm down. Mom's messages and advice will always be remembered Rissa. "

" Yes, son, I have also given my greetings to Arsel. "

" Yes ma'am, Rissa will tell Arsel. Rissa went to Surabaya first, ma'am."

" Yes, be careful. "

" Yes Ma'am. "

I walked and waited for the bus, and for about five minutes I finally got the bus. At least do not need to wait for the bus too long to get to Surabaya quickly.

All of a sudden my phone rang and it must have been from Brother Arsel.

" Hello, "I answered the phone from Brother Arsel.

" Hello baby, are you leaving now ??? "

" It's a pity, it's been on the bus. "

" Yes, I'll let you know when you're almost there, let me pick you up at the terminal, baby ?? ''

" Say you're busy baby, don't force me to ride the angkot. "

" Calm down, if I just pick you up I try to be sure I can. "

" Could you really love ??? "

" Well, I can do it anyway, I can't wait to see you. I'm tired of just looking at your pictures, baby. "

" Yes already then, the important thing is you who means yes dear. "

" Yes dear. "

" Oma how's dear ??? "

" He wants you to go on, and wants to see you again, baby. Sometimes he wants to stay at home if you are already in Surabaya. "

" What is it really ??? "

" Yes, baby, just so you know Oma loves you very much. He even calls you his favorite daughter-in-law's granddaughter. "

" So touched me, baby. "

" I don't know why Oma loves you. The treatment is very different between you and my mom. Oma had never liked Mama, maybe because of Mama's nature like that so Oma did not like it. "

" It's okay baby, I'm sure someday your mom will change anyway. Trust me the same. "

" Amin, hopefully, baby because I hope so too. "

" Yes dear. "