Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 105 LOVE OF THE PAST

Not even morning came, the sound of the alarm woke us up.

" Riss, jog yuk all buy breakfast. "

" Yes, let's go Rik, but I wash my face and brush my teeth first. "

" Yes Riss, I want to clean up too. "

After that we jogged together, and this was the first time we spent time like this.

The streets have started to rame and many students and students are waiting in line to buy food.

" What do you want to eat Riss ??? "

" I want to eat breakfast yellow rice like Rik, because it's been a long time also never eat yellow rice. "

" Okay then we'll find yellow rice. "

" You also want to eat yellow rice breakfast ??? "

" It's okay, Riss, I like it too. "

" Oh yes, then we go around near the campus over there who knows there is yellow rice. "

" Yes Riss. "

We went around while exercising looking for depots or stalls selling yellow rice. Until finally we found it too, stalls on the side of the road more precisely.

" Rik, you want to eat in a place like this ??? "

" Why Riss ??? Is something wrong, huh ?? "

" It's not what, it's a stall on the side of the road I'm afraid you're not comfortable eating here. If you're not comfortable we'll find another stall. "

" It's okay to eat here. Hunting laper nih yuk in his yellow rice message. "

" Yes already then. "

We chose the front seat while enjoying the passing vehicle. We immediately ordered yellow rice with a side dish of our choice.

" Buk, I have yellow rice with fried chicken side dishes, ma'am, "Erika ordered the mother of the yellow rice seller.

" If I just side dish the egg, ma'am, "I chimed in.

" Yes Neng, "Answer answered the mother of the yellow rice seller.

" You are just an egg pesen anyway Riss, do not want chicken ta ??? "

" So, I want to eat eggs again. "

" Let me buy Riss. "

" Don't Rik, for today let me just treat ya. "

" Oh let me buy Riss. "

" No, just today let me treat. No Comments !!! "

" OK ok then, it's up to you. "

We also enjoyed breakfast this morning by talking about our respective Past Love.

" Riss, have you ever loved someone so much but because of the circumstances you finally lost him ?? "

" Ever Rik, why ??? "

" Whether I'm Riss, I lost someone we really loved but I lost him too. "

" But he's still alive isn't Rik ??? "

" Yes alive, I haven't seen him in a long time. Even he went to college wherever I didn't know. We have completely lost communication. "

" You should still be grateful that the person you love is still in this world Rik, while I lost the person I love so much forever. "

" Well, there's at least a chance for me to see him again. "

" Then you, is there no aspiration to open your heart again and fall in love again ??? "

" Even though he's dead ??? "

" For me he is a great man and the only one who is very special treats me well. He was always there for me both joy and sorrow. To me, he is everything to me. "

" When are you going to be like this, Rissa ??? "

" Until there's someone like Farrell in my life. "

" But how could Riss, there be the exact same person as the late Farrell ??? "

" Maybe someday God will send Farrell's replacement for me Rik. "

" Yes, then Riss. "

" Then what is special about your ex Rik ??? "

" He was my first love and I was his first love. "

" Wah soo is so sweet, Rik. "

" Yes Riss, because at that time we still did not know so much love and our ego is still equally great so that no one wants to give up. "

" That means Rik ???? "

" My spoiled and childish nature made him illfeell to me Riss. He asked me to change but I didn't want to, and in that moment he asked me to break up because we didn't have a match anymore. "

" Then what now ??? "

" I'm so sorry that Riss didn't listen to his words to change. After a few times I know some men, I just realized there is no one as good and sincere as him. If only God had given me a chance, I would have met him again and repeated the good times like back then. "

" Yes Rik, hopefully someday you can meet your true love again. "

" Yes Riss, thank you. I also pray that you soon meet your soul mate and can fall in love again. We should be happy together, Riss. "

" Yes Rik, thank you for your best prayer. "

" Yes Riss, later if we have met our true love, we must know Lo yes. "

" Yes Rik. "

" I can't wait to see one day we go out with our respective partners. It's exciting, isn't it ???? "

" You're all there, but it's funny that I love it too. "

" Well, yes it is there quickly open your heart and start to fall in love again. "

" Yes yes, let it flow like running water."

" Let fate speak so ?? "

" Yes Rik. "

" Yes let's go home, I want to keep my promise to go home today. Let you calm down, won't you ??? "

" Yes must be dong Rik, must be able to keep the promise. "

" Yes dear Rissa. "

I just smiled at my new best friend's behavior, I was getting used to it.

Finally we went home to the boarding house, I told Erika to take a bath first before returning to her house.

" Thank you Rissa, you let me stay here. You are the best friend I have. I'm very lucky to know you

Riss. "

" Same Rik, I'm also happy to get to know you. Getting to know you is like changing my view of the arrogant, selfish rich. In my view, you are very different from the other rich people. "

" Thank you, Rissa. "

" Yes Erika. "

We hugged each other, and Erika came home first to solve her family problems and her future fiance. And I always wish my best for my best friend.