Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 202 LAST NIGHT AT KKN'S PLACE

This river may be a silent witness to my outpouring today.

" I don't know what I'm feeling right now right or wrong. "

" What do you mean Rissa ?? " Task Bryant.

" Nearly a month we've been here, the two of us every day together, and it's brought us closer together. "

" then ??? "

" I don't know and probably don't understand my feelings at the moment. I was confused and didn't know what to do either. But I definitely feel comfortable with you here Bryant. "

" Gu... I didn't hear wrong Riss ???. You said you were comfortable with me. What does that mean, you're starting to fall in love with my Riss ??? "

" I don't know, I don't know, which I'm comfortable with. I also don't know if this is all because I'm starting to fall for you or is it just an impingement. I don't know. "

" Then ??? "

" I don't know Bryant, and if it's true I'm starting to fall in love with you then what about my relationship with Arsel ??? "

" I don't want to burden lo Riss, but if you really start to fall in love with me I swear I'm really happy. "

" But everything's gonna get complicated, Bryant, because I don't want Arsel's disease. I still love him so much, I'm confused about what to do. "

" Riss, let's leave our relationship like running water. I don't want to make you sad because of all this. It's okay, even if we can't be together. The important thing is I can still be next to you, I'm very fond of Riss. "

" Thank you Bryant. "

Bryant held my hand and we looked at each other. We are committed to letting this relationship be like running water. Let destiny answer everything. And we also enjoy the atmosphere today by enjoying the ripples of this clear river water.

The more days between me and Bryant got closer, and I was more and more afraid of losing him. KKN will be over soon, and everything will change. I don't know what's going to happen next.

And not felt today is the Last Night In Place KKN. We celebrated it by doing a grilled fish cooking event that we bought in the next village. We're very busy tonight. We really enjoyed these last moments by capturing them in photos. One of our group members even took pictures of us while we were alone burning fish.

After the fish was ripe, I took the rice and a piece of grilled fish. When I was about to feed the rice into my mouth suddenly Bryant put it in his mouth.

" Thank you for being bribed, " said Bryant with his pedal.

" Who nyapuain you, thou art the one who maksha, "My words defend myself.

" Bribery again dong. "

" Yes, here. "

And again this moment is immortalized in photo shots by members of our group. And Bryant got into action in style hugging me and leaning on my shoulder. I can only laugh at his ridiculousness.

" Riss, " said Bryant on the sidelines of tonight's show.

" What's Bryant ?? "

" Tomorrow we will return to reality as before. You'll be Arsel's fiancee again and I'll be your shadow lover. But it's okay as long as you're happy Riss. "

" Yes Bryant, but I still hope that someday you can get a much better woman than me. "

" If I wish someday you could go back into my arms Riss. "

" We'll see later. "

The night was getting late and we had to go back to rest. But in the room, I couldn't close my eyes at all. I feel like I'm feeling a deep turmoil tonight. Eventually, I gave up and went out of the room.

But I was surprised to see someone in the dark of the night. I almost abandoned my intention to go back to my room. But somehow this heart is very steady and beat the fear that is now whack. I slowly headed towards the figure, and I was completely shocked as the figure stood up to me.

" Not slept yet ??? "

" hasn't. "

" Why ??? "

" Yes, why are you here ??? "

" I can't sleep, I don't know why I'm really feeling the turmoil tonight. "

" Just like Riss, I can't sleep. That's why I'm daydreaming in this hall. I was thinking something. "

" What about ?? "

" About us. "

" About us ??? "

" Yes, I still can't accept the fact that tonight is the last night we spent here. I can't believe we've spent a month together here. I am so happy to know a woman as well as you. If time can be repeated, I want to repeat the time with lo Riss. "

" Yes Bryant, but anyway we have to accept the reality. We still have to continue the time that goes on. "

" Lo promise not to be the same as me Riss. "

" What's Bryant ??? "

" Whatever happens to me, you have to stay happy. "

" What do you mean Bryant, don't talk like something's going to happen. "

" It's not like that, it's just that I'm afraid you're sad. "

" That's Bryant, don't talk like that. "

" Riss, if God ever meant we could be together, what would you like to do with me ??? "

" Help me to realize ideals that I might not be able to get from Arsel. "

" Okay, I promise you Riss. I will realize whatever you want, as long as it can make you happy. I will wait until anytime. I will always be there for you and will always accept your situation as it is. Hold my promise it's Riss. "

" Thank you Bryant, you're a good man. "

" I want to be the second Farrell to lo Riss. "

" Maybe if Farrell sees us here, he's happy too. But you must know, Farrell will never be replaced. Never try to be Farrell, be yourself. But there's one thing you have in common with Farrell, Bryant. "

" What is Riss ?? "

" Everything can make me comfortable. You always try to keep my heart calm. "

" Thank you, Riss. "

" Yes Bryant. "

" Yes Riss. "

" Bryant, can I tell you something ??? "

" Just say it. "

" I'm so sleepy and tired, let me sleep on your shoulder. Let me borrow your shoulder for a moment. "

" This shoulder is always ready to accommodate the fatigue lo Riss. Whenever and wherever this shoulder will always be ready to provide comfort for you. "

" Thank you Bryant, what do you think I am for you Bryant ??? "

" Lo is like a star in the sky to me Riss, although you are far away and I can't touch and have, but you can light up my life to be more beautiful... "

So sweet, right ??? 😍🥰😘