Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 69 PORTION OF HAPPINESS

I was still crying in Farrell's arms, and Farrell was still devastated to learn by now that I was in financial trouble.

" I'm sorry Rell, "I started the conversation.

" Why are you hiding your problem from me Riss ???. Are you no longer willing to consider me as your best friend anymore ???? "

" That's not what I mean by Rell, I just don't want to keep bothering you Rell. "

Farrell wiped my tears, and he kept crying in front of me.

" My heart hurts Riss, it hurts so much !!!!!!!. You know why Riss ?????? "

I was silent and could not say anything.

" I can't bear and can't stand to see you carrying two sacks of junk stuff that was Riss. I can't imagine you looking for these used items from what time until what time until you can get money from the results of being a scavenger. You're friends with trash on the streets and trash cans, and I don't know anything. Tega you Ris hid all this from me. "

" I don't mean like that Rell. ''

" I'm not ashamed to see you become a scavenger. And it's true that your words are that scavengers are more dignified than the trash of society and I agree. But I don't like the way you're like this, Riss. "

" I'm sorry Rell. "

" After all we've been friends for a long time, what's wrong if you need your help calling me. I will definitely come and help you. "

" Yes Rell, please don't be mad at me Rell. "

Farrell immediately left me. I thought he'd go and go home. Precisely to his amazement, Farrell picked up used items scattered on the streets because of the near collision. Even his friends came to help him. I was moved by Farrell and his sincere friends without feeling shame and prestige.

Finally Farrell brought two sacks that were full and tied them on his bike.

" Rell, "I'm approaching Farrell.

" Please show me where you sell it."

" Yes Rell. "

Finally we arrived at the garbage dump. After weighing I get the money.

" I hope this is the last time you become a scavenger. "

" But Rell. "

" For a while, inevitably you have to accept my help. "

" But I don't want to take your help for free with Rell. "

" I know, and who says you'll get money from me for free ????? "

" Then ???? "

" Replace later if you succeed. "

" But Rell. "

" Don't refuse or I'll get angry and leave you. "

I was in a dilemma, on the one hand I was the one who could least accept help for free and on the other hand I didn't want Farrell to leave me. But since it was inevitable that I needed money to survive, I finally accepted Farrell's help.

" Someday I'll give you back that money, Rell. "

" Yes I'm waiting. "

Finally Farrell took me to the boarding house. Farrel said goodbye but he told me to wait for him in front of the boarding house.

" Yes you've been waiting here for a while. "

" Where are you going Rell ??? "

" Just wait for me here and don't go anywhere. "

" Yes Rell. "

Not long after, I saw Farrell coming. He brought two packs of rice and two bottles of cold drinks. But Farrell gave me an envelope with money.

" This what is Rell ??? "

" Just open Riss. "

I opened the envelope with trembling hands. It turned out that a million rupiah worth of money was now in my hands.

" Rell, isn't this wrong ???? "

" Wrong of what ???? "

" Is this not excessive ???? "

" Just use it for your needs and pay Kosan. Don't worry it's my own money and my own savings. "

" Thank you Rell. "

" Yes, but remember yes don't be a scavenger anymore. I can't bear to see you like you were. "

" Yes, Rell, I promise. "

" Yes let's eat, you must not have eaten, right ??? "

" Yes Rell. "

" Don't worry, later if the money runs out I can lend you again. Don't worry, I'm your best friend Riss. "

" Yes Rell. "

I ate the packaged rice Farrell bought in tears. To make Farrell worry.

" Riss, why are you crying ???? Are there any words I said just now that hurt your heart ???????? "

" No Rell, not at all. "

" Why are you crying. ''

" If only I could be like you, like other children, I could live a decent life without having to work hard to make money on my own. I also really want Rell to live a normal life to be able to enjoy my teenage years. "

" Don't be discouraged, Riss, God is fair. God has divided our happiness according to its portion. Maybe for now your Happiness Portion is under, but who knows someday your Happiness Portion is above Riss. "

" But honestly I'm tired of Rell, I'm different from the other kids. I have always been independent in everything. Especially when I entered this High School I woke up alone school while working. Can you imagine how my struggle to get this far like what Rell ????? "

" Yes Riss, I know and understand what you're going through right now. "

" It feels like I'm tired, I want to rest and sleep a long Rell. No one even cares about my situation at all Rell. "

" I still care about you, Riss. Even if no one cares about you, I will still be there for you Riss. "

" But I'm tired of Rell, so tired, "I answered until my voice was hoarse.

" Yes Riss, don't act like this Riss. With your attitude like this makes me even more unable to leave you Riss. I can at least watch you suffer like this. "

Farrell hugged me again, once again I shed my tears. Farrell rubbed my back as if to strengthen my heart to remain patient until happiness would come.

" Rell, can I have one more request ???? "

" Could, just say Riss. That could make you happy, Riss. "

" I want to play to Rell's beach, I want to shout as loud as possible to get my uneg-uneg this Rell. I'd love to refresh Rell. "

" Yes Riss, tomorrow also we leave Riss, do not be sad again. As long as I can, I will definitely try to fulfill all your wishes Riss as long as you are happy Riss. "

" Thank you, Rell, you're always the best for me. You're a wingless angel to me, Rell."

" Not only do angels take lives Lo yes, "Canda Farrell laughs.

" Apaan the hell Rell, "I replied with a frown.