Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 134 IS GONE

" Get out, I'm in front of your boarding house, "Bryant called me.

" Yes, "My answer is short.

I'm gonna get out of bed, and I'm gonna get right up to Bryant.

" I already know everything that happened to Erika. "

" How do you know ??? "

" Erika told me everything and she told me to help you. "

" You said Cassandra's sorry for me, but she's destroying Erika's future. I'll never forgive Cassandra, because she's been destroying people I've been close to. "

" Yes that's why I'm ready to anterin you to the police station now. "

" It's been a while, I'm ready. "

" Ok, I'm waiting. "

Finally we head to the police station to report Cassandra's crime and the evidence. I hope everything goes well.

On the way home, Bryant took me to drop by for lunch. I agreed to her invitation because she helped me this time.

" Lo kok diem is Riss, why lo. "

" It's okay. "

" Oiya by the way Erika who is your friend whose name is Arsel yes, very compatible with them. "

" Yes, Erika is Arsel's first love. "

" Yes hope they are a match, at least there are men who want to accept Erika as she is. I am concerned about Erika's situation. "

" yes. "

" Today I saw them dinner at the restaurant, romantic really know not lo. Like a man dating that lo. "

" Oh, yeah. "

" How do you think they're not happy that they're getting closer, don't tell me you like Arsel ??? "

" What the heck are you, don't just recite kayak like dong. "

" Truly deh lo like a person who is jealous again, ngaku only me if you are in love with Arsel. "

" Not to talk about them, not my business anymore. Even I want to end this. I'm tired of living like this. "

" What do you mean Riss ?? "

" I want to live all my dreams and go back home. I'm tired of living like a gini. "

" Riss, I know you are currently in a state of inner pressure due to the many problems that come. But you can not give up that way, is not this lecture is your dream all along. Remember your struggle until here is quite long, do you not regret giving up just like that ??? ''

" I'm tired of living like this, from childhood to now it's always been like this. I was bored because the exam came over and over, I also wanted to be happy once in a while. It feels like my life is full of misfortune and far from happiness. I want to live a quiet life, let me go home and leave all this behind. I was so tired, "I replied in despair while holding back the tears that wanted to fall.

" If it takes a shoulder or a shoulder to lean on, I'm ready for it. Cry if you want to cry, don't be held like that. If not, your heart will hurt. "

Finally the tears that I deliberately held since earlier, dripped already. I really feel a deep sadness for all the problems that keep coming in my life.

" I'm tired of living like this, I used to hope that I would get a better new life in this place. My life is more ruined here. Erika blames me for what she's been through, I admit I'm stupid. Had I reported Cassandra to the police earlier I might still have been friends with Erika. I've always lost people that I love so much, maybe it's true I'm the unlucky carrier. "

" Thank you Bryant. "

Suddenly my phone rang and I never thought Erika would call me again.

" Next night come to the usual place we meet, I want to show you something. "

" Yes, Rik I must have come. "

" Okay, don't be late. "

" yes. "

The phone was turned off, and I was swept away in my own mind.

" Lo kok even daydream, Erika said what the same lo. "

" He invited me to meet tonight. "

" At the very least he would point to you if he had turned it back to Arsel. Old love is back. "

I don't know if I felt pain in this chest when Bryant said that. Though all this time I did not love Brother Arsel, and I myself told Brother Arsel to return to Erika.

But now......

Why do I feel pain and pain in this heart hearing Erika and Arsel back ????.

Or maybe I started falling for Arsel without me noticing ????.

" Have it, "I'm trying to deny my feelings.

" I'll go see you tonight. "

" No, I can go alone. "

" I can't bear to let you go alone, because I know there your heart will be broken to see the person you love with your best friend. I can't bear to cry alone after seeing their closeness and romance. "

" It's up to you, the important thing is to get me home now. "

" okay. "

It didn't feel like the night was coming, I was getting ready for tonight. And it's true that Bryant was waiting for me outside the inn. We left immediately to get there on time.

After arriving at the destination, somehow my heart feels racing when I see Brother Arsel with Erika. Especially when Arsel smiled at me.

" Tonight I want to tell you Riss, that from today I and Arsel have been turned back. I hope you can understand and take Arsel with me. "

" Thank God that in the end you find your happiness again Rik, I'm glad to hear it. May your relationship last until marriage. I will always wish you both the best. "

" Thank you Riss, but I'm sorry yes because I will never be able to accept you as my best friend again. But from now on I forgive you. "

These tears want to fall again wet my cheeks, between happy and sad to hear the news of Erika and Arsel back again. Happy because Erika has got her happiness again and sad because I will not be able to meet again with Brother Arsel.

Could it be that I came back too late to realize the love that was beginning to grow in my heart ????.

Brother Arsel, the man I accidentally met on campus and for me his character was like the late Farrell. He accepted my situation as it was and he always tried to make me happy. But now I have to throw away that feeling because I don't want to let Erika down.

Now I just realized the seed of love that began to grow is forced to be extinct instantly. Everything I did to make amends to Erika.