Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 85 IS WAITING FOR TIME

Farrell's condition is getting worse and worse, and this is worrying us. His mother Farrell is still trying to persuade the Doctor to do the best the Medical Team can. Because Mama Farrell still can't make Farrell's departure.

The doctor raised his hand and advised him to remove all the tools attached to Farrell's body. Doctors told Farrell's life could no longer be saved. Just Staying Waiting for Time.

We were still in shock with the doctor's explanation. If the family has also agreed to release all the tools on the patient, then the patient will now be moved to the VIP room room as before.

" Aunty, what about Doctor Aunt's advice ???. Rissa also could not bear to see Farrell tortured like this Aunt. "

" But Aunt is still not ready for Riss. Aunty is still not ready to lose Farrell, Aunt's only son. "

" Yes aunty, same with Rissa. Rissa also lost Farrell. But if we continue like this, does Farrell not feel the pain of Aunt ??? "

" Aunty is also confused Rissa, Is it really time for Aunty to learn about Farrell's departure. What Aunt should follow the advice of the Doctor to agree to it at this time as well. "

" Let Aunty see Farrell, he's lying helpless. He's fighting life and death Auntie. If I can be honest Rissa still hopes there will be a miracle for Farrell Aunt. But the odds are very slim aunty. "

" Then Auntie wants to try contacting Farrell's father once again and Farrell's brother. In a difficult situation like this, Auntie could not decide for herself. "

" Yes Aunty, please Aunt. It's better that way, Auntie. "

Farrell's mother immediately contacted Farrell's father and Farrell's older brother. As I waited for Farrell's mother's decision, I looked at Farrell through the ICU's glass. Seeing him like that I can't bear him to keep fighting between life and death. Moreover, the doctor has raised his hand to Farrell's recovery.

Finally Mama Farrell came and seemed ready with the decision that would be taken for the good of Farrell.

" Riss, Farrell's father remains unreachable. But Aunt agreed with Farrell's sister to agree to the Doctor's advice. We can't bear to see Farrell like this either. Because if we were selfish in keeping Farrell alive, every day Farrell would feel unseen pain in our eyes. "

" Yes Aunt whatever Aunty's decision, Rissa will always support Auntie. Aunt is Farrell's mother, and Aunt is Farrell's paradise. This decision Aunty took was for Farrell's good."

" Yes Riss, Bismillah Aunt agreed to the advice of the Doctor to remove all the aids attached to Farrell's body. An important resigned aunt Farrell can calm down and not feel the pain that is very sick again Riss. "

" Yes Aunt. "

Eventually Farrell's mother immediately signed an agreement to release all the aids to Farrell and allow Farrell to stay in the VIP room for as long as he could survive.

We watched with our own eyes how the doctors and nurses removed some aids from Farrell's body. From the glass we look while crying and try to be friendly with this very difficult situation.

Now Farrell only survives with an infusion hose only. We don't know how many days he's been able to survive in this situation. I hope the decision we made was the best one.

Farrell was taken to the VIP treatment room, we followed him from behind. Then I wiped Farrell's body lovingly. At least this is proof of my love for him and the good he has given me so far.

Not feeling these tears dripping, it seemed like this parting was getting closer. If only time could I turn back, I would like to repeat my wonderful days with Farrell. There are so many wonderful memories with him that are deeply embedded in my memory. It may take a very long time to be able to remove and forget about it.

" Rissa, "Farrell's Mama's voice broke my daydream.

" Yes Aunt. "

" You have to promise in front of Farrell now, that whatever happens to Farrell you have to keep going on with your life. You have to keep fighting for your future. Never stop stepping. Keep fighting even without Farrell on your side. Auntie believes Farrell would want your happiness too. "

" Yes Aunty, in front of Farrell's Rissa promised to continue living Rissa's existence or Farrell's absence. Rissa also promised to continue fighting for Rissa's future. Everything Rissa did for Farrell Aunt. "

" Yes Aunt. "

Farrell's mother immediately hugged me and we both shed tears.

Tonight we slept all three, and somehow I felt like I was going to lose Farrell soon. I stared at the face I always missed.

" Farrell, even if farewell is our last and best course. At least I want you to realize even if it's only for a moment, so you know that I love you too. Don't let me regret it because you don't know how I feel. Let me not feel guilty continually for our unequal love, "I said in a soft and tight voice in my heart.

Somehow Farrell's face looked more shady tonight, I rubbed his face gently and smiled painfully to comfort myself.

" Rissa, let's have dinner first, "Mama Farrell's voice breaks my daydream.

" Yes Aunt. "

" Let's eat Rissa's food, let's face reality. "

" Aunty could have. "

" Let's not get sick, and keep Aunty company here with Farrell Riss. "

" Yes Aunt. "

" Don't be sad, Riss, just save your grief for the time to come. "

" That means Aunt ??? "

" What should be done now ??? Farrell's still with us. At least he's giving us time to be with him. So keep our grief in time. "

" Yes Aunty, Auntie's right. If we continue to be sad, of course Farrell is also a sad follower Aunty. "

" Yes Riss. "

We finally enjoyed our dinner, but Mama Farrell bought me some fried rice. It was very fitting to fill my stomach which was very hungry from now on.

" Thank you Auntie, the food was delicious. "

" Together Rissa. "

" Yes Aunt. "

" Then this feels like having a real daughter-in-law, Aunt Riss. "

" Aunty could be, Rissa's so shy about Auntie. "

" Rissa, really, if Farrell is cured, the first aunt who gives you the blessing if you mate and get married later. "

My eyes sparkled and were moved by the words of Mama Farrell..