Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 4 MENSTRUATION ???

" Why does my stomach hurt??? "

It's lucky today it's the last hour so I can quickly go home and rest. Maybe I ate wrong so I should feel this kind of pain.

But on the way home I somehow felt something wet in my pants. At home I immediately checked and how shocked I was like being struck by lightning in broad daylight.

" Blood????????!!!!!! "

For a moment I almost fainted and darkened instantly, but slowly I checked back and the blood was still there and real. For the first time how could there be blood in my pants??? I dare not ask my mother because I am afraid and ashamed. All day I was in my room full of questions and fears. My mind was only one time was I suffering from a hard disease that caused blood to come out of my cock???.

" Rissa, let's go out for a meal first, "Shouted my mother.

I was shocked because I had just fallen asleep, because there was no answer from me, my mother went straight into my room.

" Riss, what are you ??? " I just shut up and bowed.

" Riss, you're why, tell Mom"

Because of the insistence of Mother who continues I finally honest and say what is. The mother who understood my condition only smiled and said that I was now a teenager.

" Juens??? " I screamed in shock.

" Yes Riss, Rissa is a teenager now, "My mother replied.

" How can you, Mom??? "

" The natural Rissa now is called Menstruation, every month later Rissa will experience it. "

It is taboo for mothers to provide education about menstruation in their children, especially their daughters. Had Mom explained this to me in the first place, I probably wouldn't have been this scared. Mother also taught me to wear pads and maintain cleanliness in my feminine area. In addition, it gives me advice that from now on be more careful when hanging out with the opposite sex.

" Mell, can you ask me??? but answer honestly. "

" What's riss?? "

" Have you been menstruating yet??? "

" Oh yes, why. "

" Why didn't you tell me??? "

" Heyyyy says a story to you, it's a personal matter. Iiih there is only you. "

" No, let me know that my mother never told me about this, Mell. "

" Oh, " answered Mella

" I'm not very comfortable if I fit menstruation like this Mell. "

" Patience Riss, just live one week. "

" Yes mell. "

During this menstrual period all I felt was nausea, stomach ache and body ache all. Eating is not lust sometimes. In addition to maintaining hygiene **** ********** I had to go back and forth to check if the sanitary napkin was full because otherwise it would be an incident like my classmate, who was found in her uniform skirt penetrating fitting her menstrual period again. Maybe he was so busy doing schoolwork that he forgot to change his pads.

While I was having fun eating instant noodles and iced tea in the school cafeteria I was surprised by Melly's voice, "Riss, how do you eat noodles and drink iced tea ?? "

" Why did you mell ??? " Tanyaku.

" Aren't you still not finished, huh menstruationnya ?? "

" Not a little yet, and this is my appetite back again I eat instant noodles and iced tea. "

" My mom always forbid me if you eat instant noodles too often let alone ice. "

" Why is mell? "

" Don't understand I'm the same as you. "

" The point is mending us eat vegetables and drink warm warm if longer menstruation so as not to leave the disease later in the day. "

" Mell's disease??? "

" Budeku died of a cyst whose size was already large enough in his womb. "

" Cysts, I've never heard of this disease."

" The cyst is some kind of lump that grows inside our organs, one of which is in my Bude's womb. "

" Cysts can cause death??? "

" Yes because there are cysts that are benign and malignant. Well the danger is fierce especially if the size is too large and too late for treatment and handling the Budeku kayak. "

I just nodded my head beginning to understand Mella said.

" Therefore Riss, from now on we must be able to maintain our diet in a healthy way, stay away from instant food let alone fizzy and others. Never stress, just enjoy life. "

" Yes mell. "

" It is better if you want a snack to eat fruits only than snacks that contain preservatives. "

" Ok mell, yuk has entered the class."

" Come. "

Not yet in front of the class, there was a commotion and excitement that occurred in class A because I happened to be class E so far away and did not know any information. News spread that the commotion was due to an A-class student whose eyes were injured by a pen. How can??????.

Usut had a mouth turned out that the student was playing with his friend throwing pen to each face and accidentally maybe with a strong throw the tip of the pen directly hit his eyeball. As a result, the tip of the pen damaged the eyeball of the student so that from the direction of his eye produces blood and white fluid.

The student was immediately taken by one of the teachers to get first aid and get incentive treatment. Yes, maybe the intent just wants to joke, but because of the delay then it happens.

When in front of the class, Mella and I witnessed the incident, the guy who made me kasmaran accidentally passed in front of the class. I felt Dig Dug's forehead again, but it turned out that the guy didn't go to see me but wanted to go to the school toilet.

" Riss, Rissa, hey!!! "

" Yes, "I was stunned because I accidentally did not blink looking at the guy I was appraising.

" He's Mel, he just walked through here. "

" Who is he??? "

" That guy, who made me fall in love. "

" Oh, that class B guy? who just passed through it Tah?? "

" Yes mell. "

" Cie cie, deg deg an yes.. "

" Yes mell. "

" The more days somehow I fell in love with him more and more, if only he knew how I felt and he also had the same taste of me. "

" The soul mate is not going where Riss is. "

" Yes mell. "

I know this is indeed monkey love, a love that is far from perfect. First love for a teenager who's still snot like me. Even though my love will be unrequited and clap one hand at least I will always remember that you, the first guy in my heart will always be remembered forever. At least I started to know what love was and love was always there to shadow me when I went to school in a blue white uniform..