Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 151 IS COMPLICATED

" How is your relationship with Arsel now Riss ??? "

" Yes that's how it is. "

" Why ??? "

" I don't want to be selfish Bryant, I'm still thinking about Erika if I'm with Arsel's sister. But on the other hand, I also want to be happy with Brother Arsel. Then what should I do ? "

" Lo still cares about Erika, after what has Erika done to you ???? You should think Riss, you've sacrificed a lot with Erika. Even you have often succumbed to him, but what is his reply the same lo ???? "

" I don't know why I'm still thinking about Erika Bryant, I can't be happy about her suffering. "

" You should start thinking about your own happiness Riss. I wonder the same lo, actually your heart is made of what the hell ???? Repeatedly you are hurt, insulted like that but still you still think and care about him. "

" I'm not Bryant's vengeful type, because I believe Erika will one day change and become my best friend again. I believe all of that will come. "

" It's up to you, stubborn really lo. "

" Thank you for caring about me Bryant, and thank you for loving me. Even though I can't repay your love. "

" It's not important, it's also not important for you. Yes, I went home yuk. "

" Yes, "My answer is short.

We came home soon, but in the middle of the trip Bryant said he wanted to stop by for a while somewhere.

" We stopped by for a while somewhere huh. "

" Where are we going Bryant ??? "

" Come by the perfume for a while huh, I happen to have my perfume run out. "

" okay. "

We also stopped at a place that contained luxurious perfumes lined up. I was busy looking at the classy perfume. I accidentally hit someone and almost made me fall. Luckily the man held my arm so I didn't fall.

" Brother Arsel ????? " My mind is in my heart.

I didn't expect to meet her+ here. We looked at each other for quite a while until Bryant's voice finally brought us into the real world.

" Rissa, "Bryant called me.

Just contact me to immediately release the handrails from Brother Arsel. And just like me, Bryant also did not expect to meet with Kak Arsel in this place.

" Arsel, you're here too ??? Ask Bryant.

" Yes, I was this way so all of you stopped by to buy perfume for stock at home. Let's not run out of it. Yes, I want to go home first. "

" Aren't you going home with Rissa ??? If you want to be with Rissa please. We just happened to come home together because we finished the group task, "Bryant tried to explain.

" I'm sorry, I'm in a hurry to have an event at home. I tipped Rissa the same you're okay, right ??? " Answer Brother Arsel.

" It's okay, but I don't feel good. "

" Look easy, I've come home first. Thanks again yes. "

Brother Arsel really left regardless of me. But before he left, he had a chance to glance at me and I happened to see him. Well, a look full of disappointment !!!!!. I could only watch him leave sadly.

" Why did you just let Arsel go ???? " Task Bryant.

" Then what can I do ??? Do I have to scream and scream and she's gone ??? Aren't you ??? "

" Pursue him Riss, it's time you pursue your happiness. Prioritize your happiness now than anyone else. "

" No Bryant, let it be, I know Brother Arsel is like this because he hurt me

" And you just get it ?? ''

" I don't have any other choice Bryant. Since I told you, I'm still thinking about Erika right now. "

" What about your love for Arsel Riss ??? "

" It's like looking for a needle in a haystack, complicated. From the beginning my relationship with Arsel was very complicated, especially when I knew that Arsel was Erika's former first love. I could have put my ego aside and received love from Brother Arsel, and we could have lived happily. But I'm not that bad as Bryant, I'm still thinking about Erika's feelings. "

" Lo not afraid of regret someday if you have to lose Arsel ??? "

" The soul mate will not go where Bryant, not necessarily Arsel will be my soul mate. And if Brother Arsel is my soul mate, he will come back to me. "

" It is not as easy as you imagine Riss, let alone you just stay quiet and do not fight for your own happiness like this. And you expect your happiness to come by itself ??? This time I disagree with you. That love must be fought for, and even if Erika was a good person she would have let you be happy with Arsel. Like me Riss, I love you the same. But the truth is your love is not for me, it's for Arsel. I accept all that as long as I can see the person I love, happy with the choice of his heart. "

I was just silently pensively pervading Bryant's words. Honestly I was too innocent, and did nothing to fight for my love with Brother Arsel. For Erika's sake, I refused all of Arsel's sacrifices for our love. I let Brother Arsel fight alone to fight for our complicated love. Isn't this already very selfish ?????.

" If you are still like this, do not regret that someday you will lose Arsel forever Riss. If I were you, I'd follow Arsel now and tell him everything I'm feeling right now. We will fight together, fight for our love. That's what I'd do if I were lo Riss. No need to make Erika as a problem lo and Arsel happy. Lo has done a lot for Erika Riss, but in fact all your kindness does not mean in her eyes. So until when do you think you keep going ????? "

" I'm just afraid people think I've taken away the happiness of my former best friend, Erika. "

" The fact is that fate has united you with Arsel. It is not you who comes into their lives. Fate unites you with Arsel, while Arsel and Erika have no relationship anymore Riss. And even Arsel prefers lo now. I just want to see you happy Riss. That'sthat's all. "

I was confused as to how, but Bryant's words had a point as well. I have to try to fight for my own happiness, because here I am not destroying someone's love relationship. But fate has united me with the love of Arsel.

" You are the witness, from now on I will fight for my happiness. About Erika, I'll finish it later. I'll talk to him from heart to heart. For now, you're helping me to chase after Brother Arsel. I'll tell him I love him too. "

Without a second thought, Bryant immediately ran while holding me in his car. In an instant he immediately drove his car as fast as possible to chase after Arsel's car. I was moved by Bryant's sacrifice to me. He's a really nice guy, he loves me a lot but he just wants to see me happy with the guy I love.