Wingless Butterfly
CHAPTER 138 HONESTY BROTHER ARSEL
Bryant was still misbehaving when I asked him who was the better man for me. In the end, he tried to cover up all his misdeeds.
" Whoever the person is, he is the luckiest person who can love you and be loved by Lo Riss. "
" Oh so, but you also do not have to misbehave also dong Bryant. I'm just asking you. "
" No, I am ordinary. "
" Oh yeah, let's go home yuk. "
" Ok, we need to say goodbye to Erika and Arsel not Riss ?? "
" Come on a second. "
" okay. "
We immediately went to Erika and Arsel to say goodbye. When we arrived, Erika was busy leaning on the chest of Brother Arsel while wrapping her hands around the waist of Brother Arsel. I was a little awkward when I saw that sight. And just as the two of them were aware of our presence, Erika took her hand off the waist of Brother Arsel.
" Where are you going ??? " Sister Arsel asked us.
" We want to go home first, Arsel and Erika. Once again we congratulate you on Erika and Ms. Arsel. I'm also happy to see you guys being happy like this. Hopefully given smoothness to the pelaminan, "Unaware there are tears dripping on this cheek.
Once again I looked towards Erika and Brother Arsel. I tried to smile at them until I finally strengthened my heart to walk away.
" Come, "I'm taking Bryant to get out of there.
Now it's like in the story in the soap opera, I was left engaged by someone I just started to love. But I felt a pain in my heart. And a piece of the song Memories of the Most Beautiful (Samsons) represents my current feelings.
I am weak without you
I am vulnerable because
The love that was lost
From you who can flatter me
As long as the eyes are open
Until the heart doesn't beat
For as long as I can
To remember you
From you I found my life
You are true love to me
When it is written to me
Is the best for you
I'll make you
The most beautiful memories of my life
But it won't be easy for me
Leaving traces of my life
Which has been etched eternal
As a beautiful memory
From you I found my life
You are true love to me
I stared at Bryant while wiping away the remaining tear grains and smiled.
" I can't cry anymore, I really have to give Brother Arsel to Erika. I'm sure God will send a better man than Brother Arsel. Let Brother Arsel be the most beautiful memory of my life. "
" Yes Riss, you can't be sad anymore. The road is still long Ris. "
Bryant hugged me tightly, he also stroked my hair. For a moment I could forget my sadness.
Until we finally got home..
The next day I had just finished college and suddenly there was someone pulling me in. Who would have thought that it was..... Brother Arsel !!!!!
" Someone wants me to talk about you Riss. "
" But sister, what if Erika finds out. I don't want him to misunderstand me. "
" You just follow me, there's something I want to say to you. "
Brother Arsel forced me into his car. Honestly, I'm really scared that Erika is seeing me with Arsel now.
" Where are we going, brother ???? "
" Somewhere, you have to know one thing. "
" What about ??? "
" I'll tell you later. "
" Yes already then. "
" What do you have to do with Bryant, anyway ??? "
" I have nothing to do with Bryant, we're just friends. "
" But he seems to care a lot about you, and I know Bryant is the one who made you beautiful like yesterday. I was even amazed. "
" I also don't know why Bryant is so good with me. He said once a duck was as ugly as me being as pretty as a goose. Funny, right ??? "
" Romantic is also the Bryant, and you like him. "
" I don't have any feelings for him, I just think he's my friend, Arsel. "
" Oh, thank goodness then. "
" So that means sister ???? "
" It's okay Riss, " replied Mr. Arsel with a smile.
Finally Kak Arsel's car stopped our subscription Cafe, Cafe Memories. Brother Arsel told me to sit down while he ordered drinks and food for me.
" I'm bringing you here, because there's something very important and it has to be said right now. "
" What's up, Arsel ?? "
" You should know the truth Riss. "
" What's the truth about sister ??? "
" I can't love Erika anymore. "
" What ????. But why Brother ?? "
" Because my heart doesn't make him anymore, the more I'm forced to love him the more I suffer. "
" But didn't Brother Arsel promise me to go back to Erika and make Erika happy ??? I know Erika loves Arsel very much, and her happiness is with Brother. "
" Then what about my own happiness Riss ????. Am I not entitled to determine my own happiness ??? "
I am stunned by the words of Brother Arsel, am I too selfish to force Brother Arsel to love Erika and make her happy ???
" I'm sorry Brother. "
" What's Riss for, you've never been wrong. "
" Because I have forced Brother Arsel to love Erika, despite the fact that it is now like this. But anyway Erika will definitely be very sad if Kak Arsel cut off his relationship with her. Moreover, you guys just got engaged. What the heck does Erika lack, isn't she a perfect woman ???? "
" I know Erika is perfect, she doesn't lack anything. But my heart can't lie to Riss, honestly this heart doesn't belong to Erika. But this heart is already yours Riss. I love you so much Riss, I really love you so much, " Brother Arsel said as he looked into my eyes.
" I really appreciate the Honesty of Arsel's Heart. But I can't take it, brother. "
" I will always wait for you to melt down and be able to accept me Riss. "
" Don't expect too much of me Brother Arsel, I'm not worthy of Brother Arsel. There are so many differences between us. We are like the heavens and the earth. Erika is much better than me, sister. Give him one more chance, please him for my sake Brother Arsel. "
" He reneged on Riss' promise, but I used to go back to him at your request. And I also hope that after I'm with Erika, she'll see you as her best friend again. But he forgives you only. I'm really disappointed in him Riss. "
" It's okay, Arsel. "
" Then what about our happiness Riss ??? Do we not deserve to fight for our love ???? "
