Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 80 ON THE VERGE OF DEATH

I'm finally in front of the hospital where Farrell is being treated. My legs began to tremble, it seemed like I could not see Farrell's current state lying with blood-filled wounds from the accident.

As Farrell's older brother said, Farrell is currently in the ICU. I searched around the hospital looking for the room but didn't see it either because this was the first time I came to the hospital.

So confused, I did not ask the hospital where the ICU room is. I just walked around all alone through every hospital hallway crying. I accidentally hit a hospital nurse. Seeing me like a confused person crying, the nurse asked me. I told him everything, and in the end the nurse took me to the ICU.

Mama Farrell was sitting in front of the room crying. I greeted him and shook hands while introducing myself.

" Aunty, I'm Rissa Farrell's best friend. "

'' Yes son, Farrell has told me a lot about you. "

'' May I see Farrell Aunt ??? "

" Yes, please son. "

Slowly this foot stepped towards the ICU room where Farrell was being treated. I could only see it from the glass because it was forbidden to enter. My heart started to break because I was afraid of not being able to see Farrell's current condition.

The first time I saw Farrell lying weak in a hospital bed, I couldn't see him for too long. His body was covered in several wounds to the point that his head and also his face were also filled with bandages. Farrell's body was also assisted by several aids to help him survive.

Farrell, whom I had known all along a strong man, was now lying weakly unconscious. It's like I can't believe it was Farrell. I cried for the umpteenth time lamenting Farrell's current condition.

Until at the end I felt dizzy and the surroundings looked dark. And now I'm fainting. Today I haven't had breakfast yet plus I keep thinking about Farrell. It was so felt that I had completely lost the figure of the man who meant so much to me.

If I was really sensitive, that a few days before the incident Farrell had given some suspicious debate that always discussed death, even he also always gave a code to always wave at me.

If I could turn back the clock, I would want Farrell to not have that tragic incident. I'd be harder on Farrell to tell him to go straight to his house without first hanging out with his friends. Surely the accident will not happen to Farrell.

Now that regret is useless, the rice has become porridge. The accident left Farrell severely injured and unconscious. The accident, which happened at 02:00 in the morning, reminded me of waking up and I really saw Farrell coming to my boarding house. If that's true, maybe Farrell did it because he wanted to say goodbye to me for not being able to call me as he promised. Because he is a man who is always committed to his promises.

Until I finally began to wake up from my fainting, now I see his brother Farrell has arrived at this hospital. He's been looking after me until now I'm starting to realize. There are no words I can speak, only these tears that represent my heart's current feelings.

Her brother Farrell understood what I was feeling now, so he hugged me. He wiped my tears and comforted me.

" Sister knows how you feel Riss. "

" Farrell Brother, I cannot see Farrell's situation Brother. If possible, let me take Farrell's place now, "My tears are bitter.

" Riss, we are both worried about Farrell's current state, which is important at this time our prayer is one way to help Farrell to be aware quickly. "

" Yes Brother. If you can know how Farrell Kak is, why so many tools are installed on his body ??? "

" In fact Farrell's condition is not okay Riss, he suffered a fracture in his leg and several injuries all over his body. He also had a serious injury to Riss's head. That was what caused him to be unconscious until this moment. The doctor suggested surgery. "

" Yes Riss, the operation. That was all the doctors could do to save him from his unconsciousness. "

I came back crying. My shadow of the operation will make the pain very painful.

" If you're feeling better let's hang out with Mama Brother in front of the ICU room. "

" Sister, sorry earlier yes, I have not seen Farrell's father at all ''

" He'll never come Riss, because he doesn't care about us anymore. Even at times when Farrell's circumstances On the brink of Death alone he was indifferent, "Answored his Brother Kak Morgan hoarsely.

" I'm sorry Brother, if my question was too presumptuous Brother. "

" It's okay Riss, just relax. "

" Yes Brother. "

We immediately headed to the ICU, where I saw Farrell's mother still weeping at Farrell's condition. I know a mother's heart must have been broken to see her child in a tragic accident to the brink of death like this.

As I sat near Mama Farrell, she said something to me.

" Rissa, Auntie is very happy because since you know Farrell to be a very good boy. Farrell's told me a lot about you, you're an amazing woman. And one more thing Farrell used to say over and over again about you Riss. "

" What is Auntie ???? "

" Farrell loves you so much, Rissa, he repeats the same words every day, "Her mother Farrell replied, crying with a smile.

" Yes Aunt, Farrell is also a good and responsible man. I'm lucky to know her Auntie. "

" Yes Riss, since you know a lot of changes in Farrell. Aunty is very happy to see the only Aunt boy become a child who appreciates women, especially Mama and her brother. He never hurt Aunt in the least. "

" Yes Aunty, Farrell also once told Rissa that he loved his Aunt and Brother very much. "

" Yes Riss. "

" But now is just one of Rissa Aunty's biggest regrets. "

" What is Rissa ??? "

" Rissa is so sorry to start loving Farrell at this moment. If time could Rissa turn back, Rissa wanted Farrell to know how Rissa was feeling right now that she was starting to love him, "My answer trembled while shedding my tears.

Farrell's mother immediately hugged me and gave me advice to remain patient and continue to pray for Farrell's best. We were both swept away by our cries.