Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 142 THE TRUTH

I just got home from college, and I'm really hungry today. Due to the busy schedule of lectures and the tasks that always accumulate, even the hours of rest I use to complete all the college tasks.

I walked alone on foot through my campus road, until suddenly someone called me.

" Rissa, "Two people are simultaneously calling me.

It turned out that they were Bryant and also Brother Arsel, they were coming from the opposite direction. I'm also surprised they can call me simultaneously like this.

" Why can you guys go together with gini anyway call him ??? I asked Bryant and Brother Arsel.

" I deliberately want to invite you to lunch together, you know yourself that all day we are very busy in class. I don't have lunch, let's have lunch together. "

" Yes Bryant, I'm hungry too. But Brother Arsel also called me, what is it ???? "

" I met you here at first, because I wanted to talk to you about something. But if it turns out you guys have made a deal, it's not so. Next time, it's okay. "

" We didn't make a deal, Brother Arsel, just happened to want to take me to lunch, because the busy schedule from morning until noon makes us hungry. Isn't that Bryant ??? "

" Yes, " answered Bryant briefly.

" Yes gini, I also do not feel good if you follow me. If you want to have lunch with Bryant is okay, we can talk next time. "

" No, I also have something that I want to say to you, Arsel. Bryant, it's okay if I go with Arsel now. There's something important I need to talk to him about as soon as possible. It's okay, right ???. Or just gini instead we're dinner tonight ??? "

" Okay, just relax. I know, you just go with Arsel. You don't have to feel guilty like that's me. I am nobody to you. I can't ask for anything either, because our relationship is just a friend. Yeah, you and Arsel are careful on the road. I'll go first, " Bryant replied.

I know Bryant was very disappointed in me, because it was so obvious in his eyes. Actually it is not my intention to reject his invitation and prefer Brother Arsel. But I'm not doing this for no reason. I want to help Erika so that her relationship and Brother Arsel remain fine. It's all because of my promise to Erika.

" Where are we going, Arsel ?? " I asked Brother Arsel.

" To the hospital. "

" To the hospital ????? "

" Yes, Erika can go home today. "

" Then why did Brother Arsel invite me too ??? "

" Because you have to come. "

" Why Brother ??? "

" I don't want to lie to Erika for long if I pretend to love her. Erika must know the truth. The more you force me to stay with her, the more unfair it is to Erika Ris. I don't want to live in a lie either. Then what do you want to talk to me about ??? "

" I promised Erika to help her keep Arsel in your relationship. "

" I'm sorry Riss, this time I can't keep up with you. Love is sacred, not a game. So you understand now. "

We arrived at the hospital, and Erika was ready to be picked up. And I knew Erika was uncomfortable when I was among them.

" You're going with Riss too ??? " Erika greeted me in a rather loud voice.

" I invited him to come with me to pick you up, " replied Brother Arsel spontaneously.

" I'm sorry if my presence here makes you uncomfortable, I'd rather just leave now, "I'm stepping away.

" No, " Brother Arsel took my hand and held me away.

" What does all this mean, why are you holding him away Arsel ?? " Sheep Erika.

" Of course, don't ask too many questions. Let me take you home now. And you're Rissa, you're coming with us. "

Inevitably I followed them, even in the car I sat behind them. I relented and let Erika and Brother Arsel sit in front.

Finally we arrived at Erika's house, and Brother Arsel asked us to sit down to solve our problems.

" Erika, earlier I apologized as much as you. I have no intention of hurting your heart. You are my first love and I loved you very much. But everything changed since the time when we were separated because I almost fell into poverty. Slowly the feeling faded and disappeared. I've tried to love you again, but in fact I can't. "

" Why do you want to get engaged to me ??? "

" It's all because...... " Suddenly Brother Arsel stopped his words.

" It's all because I'm Rik, "I answered.

" What do you mean Riss ?? "

" I'm so sorry Rik, I asked Arsel to be with you again. I can't bear to see you destroyed for losing your honor back then. I know your happiness is with Brother Arsel, so I did all this. Don't get me wrong, I don't mean anything. I just want you to be happy, Rik, that's all. "

" So you've done all this Riss, you can play with my life and love like this. Not satisfied you saw me destroyed because of being raped, even pregnant too!!! Keep miscarriage!!!. What with you doing all that I would be happy with Arsel ???. Look now, Arsel is getting more and more ilfeell to me because I am no longer holy !!!!! I knew no man would want a woman as stained as I am. "

" Don't blame Rissa Rik, none of this is entirely his fault. Here I am also wrong. I should have rejected it from the beginning, but I couldn't. But one thing you should know Rik, I originally accepted you for who you are. I sincerely want to open my heart again for you, but sorry it turns out my heart is not for you anymore. I've loved someone else Rik, "Sister Arsel finally opened the Truth of it all.

" Who is the person you love ???? What is that woman ????? " Erika pointed at me.

" Yes, " answered Brother Arsel slowly.

" It's great that you're Riss, you're really lucky. You took everything I had. My fault is that you are Riss, have you Riss !!!!! " Erika shed her tears while sitting down.

I was at a loss to explain where, because the truth was that I didn't mean to play with his life. I just want Erika to be happy, even to the exclusion of my own happiness.

" I refuse the love that Brother Arsel offers, just for your happiness Rik. If you knew the truth, "My heart is in my heart.

I shed tears, so sad that I never thought it would be like this......