Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 178 DON'T CRY MOTHER...

I looked at my mother's face, a face that had shown her aging but whose maternal nature was deeply attached to her. His gaze seemed blank forward and as if he was thinking of something. I approached him too.

" Mommy, why ?? What do you think ??? "

" No boy, I'm fine. "

" Rissa knew right now Mom was thinking about something right ??? "

" Think of just one thing, son. "

" About Mama Arsel, right ??? "

" How do you know, son ??? "

" Yes Mom, Rissa also felt what I felt. Mother do not think too much yes, Mama Kak Arsel is like that. But

Her father Arsel and Oma are very affectionate and support Rissa completely Bu. "

" But still, it will be a barrier to your love and relationship. ''

" Mom, I know that love has to be fought for, right ???. Rissa knew from the beginning that her Mama Kak Arsel did not like Rissa, but Rissa did not care about Mom. Because what ??? Because Rissa loves Arsel very much as he is and so does Brother Arsel Bu. "

" But I think and fear that if you marry Arsel later, your life will never be happy and tormented Son. I can't imagine you living at home and looking at your mother-in-law who doesn't like you. He must have justified any means to make you separate from his son. I'm afraid, son, if you say this from the beginning, maybe I'll rethink agreeing to this engagement. "

" Mom, trust Rissa and Sister Arsel. We will show Mom that our choice is the best and right. We will always try to take the heart of Mama Kak Arsel Bu. Sooner or later our relationship will definitely improve as Mama-in-law and her daughter-in-law Ma. "

" You know, from childhood to now I can never give you what makes you happy. Even just to help you in the cost of education I can not. Not only that, to go to Surabaya to see you just see your campus, you can't afford. Although at that time you once offered to send money to Mother so that Mother could Go to Surabaya, but I did not have to bother you. Because I know you in Surabaya struggle alone with money that is not much. "

" Mom don't talk like that, ma'am, Rissa is sad. Seeing that Mom is still healthy like this, Rissa is already very happy Mom. "

" We are poor, my dear, and I apologize that you had to be born into poverty and have to suffer this kind of humiliation. I felt so hurt when Mama Arsel insulted us like that, I felt like our family had absolutely no meaning at all. But Mother's feeling is that you will be happy with Arsel someday. "

" Rissa is grateful to be born like this, because having a mother like Mom is a great gift for Rissa. Don't worry, Rissa must be happy living with Arsel's sister, because Rissa really loves her. The same is true when Rissa loves Alm. Farrell was Mom. So please bless us wholeheartedly Mother. "

" Daughter, my whole life has never been able to fulfill your desires. From childhood you always live full of shortcomings and different from other children. You always live in concern and always cry. So if you really love Arsel and it makes you happy, I'll fulfill it. As long as you are happy, son, " said Mother while shedding tears until as much as you pleased.

" Don't Cry Mom.... " I wiped away Mother's tears that ran down her cheeks.

As she continued to cry, she told me, "Whatever happens to you one day, and if you are no longer expected to be there, come back here, son. Your door will always be open to you as long as you are in this world, son. "

" Mom don't worry, yeah, none of that will ever happen Mom. Don't think that far, Mom, just calm down, "I'm trying to convince Mom.

Mom immediately hugged me, she was crying as much as she could in my arms. I understand how Mom feels, she's just worried about me. He won't let me cry or feel sad.

" Mom also told you, even though you are engaged to Arsel you still have to finish your college. Keep your dreams alive all this time, son. Instead of anything, you should be able to be an independent woman in everything. Look at me, I'm just a graduate of Elementary School so it's hard to find a job so I only depend on your father. You must always remember for the ideals that you have fought for so far to become... "

" Wingless Butterfly Ma'am, "My answer cuts my Mother's words.

" Yes, Son. "

" Yes already then let's sort things out, ma'am, Rissa help. "

" Yes, Son. "

We also cleaned our house. And after everything was clean, I went straight into my room. I checked my phone and there were 15 missed calls from Arsel. So I called him back directly.

" Hello, honey, what are you calling ??? Sorry I was still helping Mom clean up the house. "

" It's okay, baby, I'll call you just to say sorry. "

" I apologize for what, baby ??? "

" About what my mother said. "

" It's okay, baby, it's normal. Your mom is speaking according to reality, baby. I know that my family situation is like that. "

" No dear, Mama I missed insulting you and your family just now. Please convey my apology to your family especially your mother huh. "

" Yes it's okay, you just close it is not good if later heard by your dear Mama. "

" He's asleep, so don't listen, baby. "

" Oiya already then baby. "

" I promise you, no matter what happens, I will always make you happy. I promised your mother that, didn't I ??? "

" Yes dear, we both have to promise to always take care, appreciate, love and also make each other happy. "

" Dear, I have invited you to the bismillah, and I will keep our sacred promise forever. "

# Cie cie...... So sweet... 😍🥰😘