Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 163 I WILL NOT GIVE UP

Arriving at the boarding house, I could only cry considering what had happened tonight. I wish tonight was a very happy night for me. But the fact that I get such an incredible insult hurts my heart. Even Brother Arsel also in the end did not defend me, instead he was more concerned with the feelings of his mother. He did not care how I felt being humiliated in such a way by his mother.

I know for Brother Arsel, his mother is his wolf and no one should hurt his heart. Even though her mother repeatedly insulted me, she only asked me to always understand. Then until when do I have to endure all this for the sake of unlimited patience ??????.

Then what should I do ??????

Here I do not get injustice, then do I have to be silent until my pride is trampled continuously. Just for the sake of keeping the heart of Mama Kak Arsel ?????.

I kept crying, dripping my tears so that the pain in my heart was a little treated. I really love Brother Arsel, but on the other hand his mother Kak Arsel hates me. He will do everything he can to get rid of me in Arsel's life.

Erika, she is the dream daughter-in-law whom Mama Kak Arsel wants. For her Erika is an amazing woman and quite perfect as a life companion Arsel.

" Of course, if the soul mate is not going anywhere, "My mind ends the sadness tonight.

Finally to calm my heart, I prayed isha' while praying to spill all that I felt in this heart. After that, I laid my body on the bed. I closed my eyes and rested. And not for how long, I finally fell asleep too.

The next day I was preparing for college, but on the way I met Brother Arsel. Looks like he's also in college at the same time as me.

" Come with baby, " said Brother Arsel while holding me in my car.

" No, I can walk. Then it's close to the campus, "I answered while releasing my hand from Brother Arsel.

" I know I was wrong baby, please forgive me."

" Then I should understand Brother Arsel ??? So keep going ????? Until when ???? "

" I'm going to find a way out baby, I'm also trying to ask Mama to be able to accept you dear. "

" And the answer is he still won't accept me right ??? ''

" Yes baby, but we have to keep fighting together to be able to take the heart of Mama dear. I'm sure one day Mama will be able to accept you completely dear. "

" It will not be possible, while the attitude of Brother Arsel who on behalf of his Mother Brother is like everything in this world. While I here must continue to be patient to receive treatment from him. I will still respect and appreciate him if he is right. But Kak Arsel knew his own mother Kak Arsel was wrong, but instead of reprimanding him instead of blaming others. I also have a limit of patience too Brother, especially when my pride is trampled !!!! "

" Dear, my mother is my weakness. That's why I can't hurt her heart. "

" Yes that means Brother Arsel wants to make his mother's brother happy right ???? "

" Yes already Brother Arsel just married Erika, isn't that his wish all this time ??? "

" Why are you saying that, baby ??? "

" I'm just trying to help Big Brother to make his Mama Big Brother happy. "

I immediately left Kak Arsel alone, at least so that he realized that I also wanted to be understood by him.

Today I do not focus on following the lecture, I always think about Brother Arsel. Until I didn't feel like the lecture was over, too. And someone patted me on the shoulder, it was Bryant.

" Lo why Riss, I'm noticing you have a problem. You can confide in me. I'm ready for your trouble, "Bryant asked me.

" It's just, "I was a little hesitant to tell Bryant.

" Just what is Riss ??? Don't worry, I love you. But I still care about you, all about your problems. Never think badly of me. I just want to help you. Even though I can't have lo, you still want to accept me as your best friend replacing Erika's position in your life ??? "

" Yes Bryant, thank you that you still care about me. "

After making sure it was safe, it was more like Erika had gone home. I started to tell Bryant my problem, because I honestly needed a friend to listen to my complaint.

" Bryant, you know that I love Arsel very much, but it seems like our relationship has a very big obstacle. "

" What is Rissa, you tell me the same story. "

" His mother Arsel did not approve of our relationship. He hated me so much and wanted to separate me from Brother Arsel. He even more agree that Erika is the candidate for his dream daughter-in-law. Moreover, Brother Arsel loved his mother very much and did not want to see her sad. In other words, her mother is her weakness. To her the feelings and happiness of her mother were much more important, even though it put my feelings aside. But I also have a limit to patience as well, especially when my pride is trampled. I was so hurt that she always called me a village girl. "

" Lo never back down Riss, let alone ignore your happiness again just for Erika's sake. I can feel in the position of Arsel, because I too loved my Mama. But I will try to be fair because now there are other women who also want me to fight and be happy. I'm sure Arsel just needs time, someday he will realize too so that he can be more fair to the two women he both care about. Lo do not give up, instead you help Arsel to continue to fight for the blessing of his mother. The more you back off and avoid, the more you give Erika a chance to reclaim your happiness again and take over your position."

" Yes too, it's true what you said. I Will Not Give Up, I will fight for my happiness. I will help Brother Arsel to fight together. At least there is still a Father Arsel who approve of our relationship. "

" Yes, it should be like that. The Rissa I know, has unlimited power. She's not the weak kind of person, she's the greatest woman I've ever seen. And one more thing you should know, show that even if they call you a village woman but you are not a stupid woman !!!!! Because what ???? Because you're a great, intelligent woman, Riss. "

" Thank you Bryant, you have given me spirit and want to be my best friend. Again, I thank you. "

" Yes, " Bryant replied with a smile on his face.