Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 62 THE PROMISE I MUST KEEP

" Don't be sad anymore huh, "Pinta Farrell to me.

I can only nod. Suddenly Farrell hugged me and I couldn't help but cry.

" Cry, if it calms you down. "

" Yes, "I answered, sobbing.

" I can be honest not with you Riss ??? "

" Honestly what is Rell ??? "

" In the past, I actually disliked the whiny girl the most. I don't even like seeing my mom cry. But somehow different with you Riss. "

" That means Rell ??? "

" When I see you crying, I know that a girl's heart is very sensitive. Very different from the boys. If for us guys, abstain from the law to cry. Maybe all this time I thought a crying girl was a crybaby type but everything changed when I saw you cry Riss ?? "

" Why Rell, "I was curious about Farrell's words even though it was still in a sobbing voice.

" Yes, I just found out and probably realized as a girl that crying is the way she spills all her sadness or grief. From a different point of view, for a girl after crying for sure she will feel relieved for all the problems she feels. Really, right ??? "

" Yes Rell. "

" From now on don't be shy if you need my arms to back up when you're sad and crying, " said Farrell, stroking my cheek gently.

I baper hearing Farrell's words and a romantic touch on my cheek. The more days I don't know why I'm always thinking about Farrell. Every time I meet him, I want to be close to him. Like in a romantic hangover I want to be in Farrell's arms continuously. But I dare not say it, because I am ashamed and afraid.

" Riss... "

" Yes Rell, what's wrong. "

" Can I not ask you for something ??? "

" What's Rell, just say it. As long as I can, I will definitely fulfill it. "

" I just want you to promise me. "

" What promise is Rell ???? "

" I ask you, promise me that you never cry alone. Share all your sadness with me. I want to be a very valuable part of you, Riss. "

I wanted to say that I was beginning to accept his love. But I dare not say it in the slightest. I was confused where to explain it. I don't know, let everything be like running water.

" Rell, thank you for all your attention to me. I'm so happy to meet a guy like you, a guy who cares about me so much. You listen carefully Yes, This is the Promise I Have to Keep that I will never cry alone without you. I will always share my sorrow with you. "

" Yes Riss, may you always remember this promise. "

" Yes, Rell, I promise. "

" Smart kid, "Farrell patted my hair softly.

" What the hell, I'm not a kid knows. "

" It's okay to be a kid that doesn't matter. Aren't you ??? "

" Yes Rell. "

We finally arrived at my house. Farrell went straight home because he had business with his friends.

" Riss, I'm going straight home. ''

" You didn't stop by Rell, you're tired of Rell. ''

" No Riss, I'm sorry I had business with my friends Riss. "

" What business is Rell, "I get jealous when Farrell says there's business with his friend.

" It's Riss's usual guy business, you don't need to know. "

" It's not Riss, okay I'm honest with you. I have a hangout with my friends at Riss' house. Can ya ??? It's so rare that I can get together with them. Not necessarily, I can still see them again. Please, just let me meet them this time. "

" Yes, if that's Rell, now you can go straight home Rell. "

" Thank you, Riss, for your understanding. I'm so glad you want to understand me, Riss. "

" Yes with Rell "

" Yes Riss, I go home first huh ??? "

" Yes Rell, be careful on the road huh. Don't speed, just slow down.

" Yes Riss. I go home first, you take good care of yourself. ''

" Yes Rell. ''

Farrell left me, and I went straight to my room and rested.

It was ringing in my ears when Farrell asked me to promise never to cry and grieve when he wasn't around. Then what if Farrell really someday leaves me in this world ???. Can I live without it ?????. I admit that I could never live without him, because I started to depend on him. I could be crazy to be left behind by him. I wish I could stay with Farrell forever.

I just closed my eyes and suddenly my phone rang. There was an entry number that I didn't know and then I declined the call. But the number I didn't know repeatedly called me. Since I was afraid it was an important number, I immediately picked it up.

" Hello, sorry who is this ??? "

" Hi Rissa, I know Sofia Farrell's sister. "

" Oh Farrell's brother who's studying out of town right ???? "

" Yes Rissa, oh yeah sorry if you've interrupted Rissa's break. "

" Oh no kok Kak, sorry if I was reject because if I have an unknown number directly I turn it off. "

" Yes sorry yes should have been your SMS brother first. "

" Hehehe is okay, brother, just relax. "

" Yes Rissa when was the day you asked Farrell for your number because you wanted to know more about you. But because Big Brother is too busy on campus so only now can contact you. Sorry yeah. "

" Yes, it's okay, brother. Oh yes Brother has almost graduated from college, brother. "

" Yes Rissa, Alhamdulillah Brother has almost graduated from college. "

" Well very good, Brother can go to college and now Brother almost graduated. "

" Yes Riss, I pray that Rissa can also go to college and reach her goals as high as possible. "

" Thank you Sofia for her prayers and may her prayers be commended. By the way Brother majored in what Kak ??? "

" Sister majored what is there Kak ??? "

" Sister majored in Riss Nursing. "

" Well, big brother yes and soon Brother will become a true Nurse. "

" Yes Riss pray yes so that Brother is always given ease and smoothness. "

" Yes, Brother, Amin. "

" Yes already closed sister first yes phone, sometime we connect again phonenya. You rest first, right now the hour is rest. "

" Yes Kak, sometime I may yes Kak phone Brother first because there is something I want to tell Brother. "

" Yes Riss, I can. "

" Yes, brother, thank you. "

" yes. "