Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 16 THE END OF MY WHITE-BIRTH STORY

Not to be felt today was the division of rapots and the announcement of the class champion. I got the 2nd place while the 1st was Rayhan. I'm getting excited about studying because soon there will be a national exam and that will be the standard of our graduation.

When many of my friends who are middle class and above are competing to take additional lessons in one of the education courses that are quite expensive, I just study at home myself. This is the fate of poor people like me.

Suddenly that time during the break Intan, my colleague and my close friend also expressed a regret to me.

" Riss, I can't be honest with you. "

" Well, why Tan, what's wrong. "

" I feel so guilty about you Riss, I'm so sorry about Riss. "

" I don't understand Tan the more why the hell. "

" Riss, after I've spoken honestly to you I hope you never hate me huh, please forgive me Riss. "

" Yes Tan yes. "

" Riss, I am the source and one of the people who has damaged your relationship and Rayhan "Inan cries as much as she wants because she feels sorry for making a mistake with me.

" Athaghfirullah thing adzim Intan.you, "Like lightning in broad daylight I was shocked to hear the confession of Intan.

" Yes Riss, I regret doing that and didn't know it was going to be like this. "

" How can you do this to me Tan, it's my fault that you are Tan. "

" No Riss, you never got it wrong with me. At that time I did it just because I needed money for my sick mother's treatment. "

" Who told you Tan. "

" Your stepbrother Tan, Nita and Sinta. "

" So they told you to spy on me. "

" Yes Riss, because they envy you. "

" How can you know each other. "

" We knew him when we met at the photocopier. At that time we got acquainted, and from there he volunteered to provide information about you as he did. "

" Whether I'm wrong with them, why would they do this to me. "

" All I know is they don't like you Riss, they want to make you look bad in the eyes of your Old Man Riss. They're so cunning, Riss. "

" Yes Tan. "

" Now you are talking to me Riss, what can I do to you so that I can make up for all my mistakes to you Riss. "

" The broken glass will not come back intact. "

" Do you think the glass that has been broken can be repaired again, although it could not be shaped as usual. "

" I gotta how Riss. "

" So does love and feeling, if it is destroyed it will not be as before. "

" If I had to bow down, I would bow down and beg for forgiveness from you and Rayhan Riss. "

" No need Tan, I've got nothing to do with Rayhan now. He doesn't care about me anymore either. "

" You're wrong Tan. "

" What's wrong. "

" When you fell unconscious, the first one to run to save you and carry you to the UKS was Rayhan, and he asked me to keep this a secret from you Riss. "

" why. "

" Since she doesn't want you to know that she still cares about you, Riss, I know that Rayhan actually still has the same feelings as you Riss. "

" ........... "

I'm leaving diamond, I just want to be alone right now. Intan, the best friend I thought was the one who ruined my relationship with Rayhan. I wanted to slap Intan back then, but I didn't have the heart because Intan did it all for her mother's treatment.

I go to the library, I vent my anger there. I cried as much as there, I accidentally saw my place and Rayhan meet it makes me even more sad. The usual seat I met with Rayhan was in the corner and a little quiet because it was blocked by several bookshelves.

There are so many memories here, I wiped my tears and I went to the toilet to clean my face.

After that I went to Musholla At my school, I took ablution water and prayed fervently'. I poured out all my sorrow and grief at that time and hoped that God would give me peace.

Had Intan not wanted to spy on my eyes maybe I was still with Rayhan. But I don't want to be dissolved in grief, maybe behind all this there is a silver lining.

Day after day passed and today was the National Examination, I was ready to follow it. Some Try out I managed to pass with satisfactory values.

The final school exam and the practical exam I passed perfectly. I studied late last night and wished I could pass the national exam on this first day well. Problem for the sake of me doing well until I can finish it before time is over. During the four days of the implementation of this national exam I went through without obstacles. Well until it's time to wait for my graduation.

Until graduation time is announced. We all gathered in the school field. Turns out 100% passed all.

Until the time comes for the best graduation score announcement. Unknowingly my name was called by Mr. Headmaster with Highest Value Achievement. Subhanallah, which other favors I will deny. I also went forward, Thank God I was given a Charter Award and Scholarship Admission to Favorite High School in my city.

I cried happily, my efforts and efforts bore sweet fruit. The teachers embraced me all, well all thanks to them too this achievement could happen. The sadness I feel. Happy because soon I will go higher to reach my goals and dreams. It's sad that I'll leave memories here soon. Beautiful memories, memories that might be etched into my heart.

God made me realize that even though I lost my love, but behind it all became a stronger and more energetic person. And I present this charter of my appreciation to my Parents, because no matter how hard they educate me, it may be how they love me and take care of me. Without them I wouldn't be able to be like this.

My Beer White Uniform, you've been with me for three years. Likes and sorrows we pass together and you also as a witness to the beautiful monk of my teenage years full of stories. This is where I first met and met my first love, my first cheek kiss, and this is where I dreamed of becoming a flying butterfly. Although I am not winged but with my dreams as high as the sky hopefully someday I can succeed and my name airs.

Although my first love stopped and foundered here, I hoped that there would be my last love in the future that would welcome me.