Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 185 FINALLY

" I'm sorry Riss, I can't keep up with your request, " Bryant said.

" Why ??? " I asked.

" Because I love you too much, so if you tell me to stay away you're sorry I never will. "

" Let go of your arms Bryant, I'm afraid Arsel's brother is coming and knows what we've done. "

" Let me hold Lo Riss for a moment, I miss you. ''

" Bryant, how many times do I have to tell you to be sincere with me. And how else do I have to say that you have to start opening your heart to other girls. "

" Tough requests to fulfill, " Bryant said.

And simultaneously with Bryant releasing his embrace, Brother Arsel came to open the door of the room. There is a stiff feeling between us.

" Kok, you guys are tense what's up ??? " Said Brother Arsel.

" Oh no, we were just tense to hear the news we were about to hear from Lo Sel, " Bryant replied.

" Oh that, earlier said doctor Rissa should really bedrest for a few days. So, unfortunately you have to really rest and eat regularly in order to restore your health. So you have to obey the doctor and include what I told ya, " Brother Arsel explained.

" Yes, baby, "I answered.

" Yes, if so I'll go home first. And hopefully Rissa can get out of this Hospital quickly, "Bryant said goodbye.

" Kok rush the Bryant, we have not had time to chat, " said Brother Arsel.

" Yes next time we can hang out together. I already decided to go home first. "

" Yes, thank you. " Answer me.

Bryant went home and we both stayed in this room.

" Dear, how I feel Bryant cares so much about you. I think yes, she feels the same way about you. "

" Maybe it's just your feelings, baby. "

" Not that, I could've caught it from his eyes if he was really worried about you. From him looking at you too, I know he has a feeling for you. "

" Oh dear, your accusation is unwarranted. "

" Oh yes, then. I'm bribing ya, it's time to eat this. "

" yes. "

Honestly from the bottom of my heart, I could not bear to lie to Brother Arsel if indeed Bryant had a taste in me. I just don't want Brother Arsel to forbid me from being friends with Bryant because of his jealousy. But when the time is right I want to tell her the truth.

Not long after Erika came, I don't know what she meant and what she meant. Either really want to see me or there's something else.

" When I came here, I saw you with Bryant. He's not here, is he ??? " Erika asked us.

" Yes he's here. Why ??? " I answered.

" So it's true that he's here, because the moment he finds out you're in the hospital, he's freaking out and he's worried he's not playing. Yes we all already know la ya, how unfortunately he feels the same you. "

" What do you mean ??? " Task Brother Arsel.

" Enough !!!! " Shouted.

" Dear, now you're telling me what Erika said isn't true, right ???? " Sister Arsel asked me.

I just kept quiet, I didn't know what to do. And simultaneously Erika immediately left us with a happy smile.

" Why are you silent, so is it true that I said earlier that Bryant is indeed in love with you ??? "

" I'm sorry baby, please don't misunderstand me. I didn't mean to lie to you. Oh, honey, I'm not lying. "

" Then why don't you be honest with me, if Bryant is in love with you ??? "

" Because I'm afraid you also forbid me to be friends with him again. He's a nice guy, baby, even though he loves me, but he's not like Erika. He does not want to ruin our relationship. "

" What's Bryant worth to you ??? "

" It's not like that, at the faculty only she's my friend who really cares about me. The others are just using me. They just want to be friends with me when they need to. And only Bryant wants to be my friend. "

" It's all because she loves you !!! "

" I'm sorry, honey. "

" Oh yes, this relationship is free if it is on a landing based on lies !!!! "

Brother Arsel looked very angry and immediately left me alone. It's natural that Brother Arsel is angry, because I was wrong. If I were honest, maybe this would never happen.

I waited and kept waiting, until the night came, Brother Arsel did not come. Even when the food for dinner was delivered by the nurse, I had no appetite for food. Usually Brother Arsel feeds me.

Suddenly I felt like going to the toilet, usually Brother Arsel who brought my infusion. But this time I have to be completely independent. I slowly brought my own infusion to the toilet, maybe a little while because I also washed my face.

And I heard someone calling me, I turned off the water tap. And sure enough there was someone who seemed to be banging on my toilet room door. When I opened the door, I saw Brother Arsel coming with a worried face.

" I'm sorry, I had the heart to leave you alone earlier, " said Brother Arsel.

" It's okay. "

" Why haven't you had dinner yet ??? "

" Yes in a minute. "

I know Brother Arsel is disappointed in me, but he still serves me well. He fed me and did not forget to tell me to drink the milk and medicine given by the Hospital. After that he turned on the TV and lay on the sofa.

The atmosphere was so quiet and I tried to melt the atmosphere. But who would have thought precisely what I have done this, even made me still stunned unable to say anything more.

" Dear, you're still mad about me ??? "

" What do you think ??? " Answer Brother Arsel flat.

" Yes I know I was wrong, but please forgive me dear. I didn't mean to cover all this from you, baby. Anyway I don't have any feelings for Bryant, because you're the only one I love dear. "

" What if this were the case, you'd be in my position. Without you knowing, what if I still have feelings of love and affection for Erika. I covered all of this from you, so how did you feel ??? "

I was just stunned and still unable to say anything. And in the end Brother Arsel was really angry and disappointed in me.