Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 51 GOODBYE NEK......

Arriving at the boarding, I immediately pay the fare to the Ojek Buyer. I quickly went into the room because I was afraid that Brother Morgan was after me. In the room I was sitting languidly on the floor, I couldn't believe what had just happened.

I ended my relationship with Brother Morgan even though Brother Morgan still wanted to maintain this relationship. I honestly still love Brother Morgan, too, but I'm afraid of Kak Morgan's parents' threats to me.

Suddenly my phone rang, my mother called me.

" Hello, yes ma'am what's up ??? "

" Riss, you're not surprised. I want to tell you the bad news Riss. "

" What do you mean, ma'am ?? "

" Your Grandpa and Grandma were in a Riss accident, " answered Mom in a hoarse voice and cried.

" How could it be Ma ??? " My crying broke.

" They were hit by a truck when they got home from work. And now they're being treated at the Puskesmas. "

" Mom, I'll try to go home in the morning. Because it's late at night and I'm afraid I can't get a bus when I come home. "

" Yes Riss, come home tomorrow. "

" Yes ma'am, keep Rissa ya ma'am. "

" Yes Riss. "

I'm spilling my grief tonight. First, I have to end my relationship with Brother Morgan, and Second My Grandpa and Grandma are dying at the health center. They are the people who have contributed to my life. Those who have supported me since I was a child. I will never forget their struggles and sacrifices for me.

I have not been able to repay their kindness, may Allah extend their age so that I may make them happy. Since I was a child until now they have not tirelessly worked in the fields as farm laborers. His meager wages were weakening their spirit to make a living.

Suddenly an SMS came in, My mother told me that my grandfather is dead now. My grandmother is struggling to survive. If I had been there I would have encouraged them. I want to go home tonight, but it won't be possible. It's late at night.

I forced my eyes to go to bed so I could go home early tomorrow. I was finally able to fall asleep because I was so tired today.

It did not feel like the morning came, I immediately prepared my bag and earlier left my friend a license not to go to school. I immediately looked for a motorcycle taxi driver to take me to the bus stop.

After I got home, I saw my Grandfather's body stiffened. I was crying nearby, at an old age he had to have an accident that left his body injured and bleeding in his brain. Until the funeral procession was over I went straight to see my Grandma at the Puskesmas.

My grandmother had started to open her eyes, I immediately hugged her and held her hand. He loved me more than his other grandchildren. Because what ??? Because he was the witness to how I suffered since childhood. He was the one who always cried to see me living in deprivation.

Suddenly Grandma wanted to tell me something. I also leaned closer to him.

" What's up, Grandma, what's the matter with Rissa."

" Yes, Grandma is strong. Rissa wanted to repay Grandma all this time. If Rissa becomes a successful person later, Rissa wants to make Grandma happy. Pray that Rissa can be a successful person. "

Grandma shed her tears and held my hand tightly. I hugged Grandma and cried. Until I finally felt Grandma not breathing anymore and took her hand off me.

" Grandma. My tears rolled down my cheeks to my clothes. My heart hurts so much to lose someone who means so much to me in my life.

I still don't want Grandma to leave me right now, I still need her and owe her a favor. My grandmother is my angel, she means as much as my mother.

Until the process of being bathed, in the cafeteria until my tears were prayed, I did not want to stop to let go of my Grandmother.

How hard it is to lose someone who has loved me sincerely and cared for me from childhood until I was this big. And my last regret is that I haven't had the time to make her happy.

Finally it's time to deliver my Grandma to her final resting place. Although with deep sadness I still go to my Grandma's grave.

And when I sprinkled flowers on my Grandma's belly button, I shed my tears again. But here I began to realize that my Grandmother now only needed my prayers, not my cries. I stroked my Grandma's belly button and poured water over the flowerbed.

" Happy Nek's Way, during Grandma's life, Grandma was a good person. May Grandma have the most beautiful place in her paradise. "

I stepped home, and at a glance I turned again to my Grandma's grave. My grandmother and I are in a different world. May my Grandpa and Grandma be happy in heaven.

Finally I arrived at home, so tired I immediately slept soundly. Suddenly my phone rang and I saw Brother Morgan calling me. He'll ask me why I didn't go to school today. Finally I just turn off my phone and resume my sleep.

Tonight will be held at home for my Grandpa and Grandma. I'm helping my mom and my other brothers to set up tonight's event. Tonight is my last day here because tomorrow morning I have to go back to the city. My school can't be left for too long.

The next day I woke up early and prepared to go home. Suddenly my mother gave me something.

"Riss, this is Mom there is a little simple for you to hold life in your boarding house. Not much, but at least enough to pay for a month and eat everyday. "

" But Mom needs him more now than I do Mom. I definitely need a lot of money for Grandpa and Grandma. "

" It doesn't matter, I can borrow it from Riss' brother. Oiya one more Riss, yesterday your grandmother had left the ring he bought from the results of his labor for you. He hopes this ring can help you survive in the city. You can sell it when you need money. "

" Yes Mom, it turns out that my grandmother really loved me all this time. " I am overwhelmed by Grandma's gift to me.

" Yes Riss, yes you have quickly left. Afraid the bus is passing. "

" Yes Ma'am, Rissa left first Ma'am, "I kissed my mother's hand.

" Yes Riss, be careful. "

" Yes Ma'am, "I answered while waving my hand.