Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 86 FARRELL

My heart was flowing when Mama Farrell praised me and said she would give my blessing to Farrell. Which unhappy woman has a future Mama-in-law like Mama Farrell whose heart is as good as that of an Angel.

" Rissa, whatever happens to Farrell never forget Auntie. Never break the friendship with the aunt family. Auntie loves you as much as Auntie loves Farrell. "

" Yes Aunty, often we are together lately for Rissa also considers Aunt like Rissa's own family. "

" Yes Rissa, Auntie likes your attitude and sincerity that is what it is and not made up. A very innocent and sincere woman. "

" Thank you for the compliment, Auntie. "

" Yes Rissa. Uh why did you suddenly feel sleepy once tonight huh. "

" Same Aunt, Rissa also felt very sleepy. "

" Yes already slept yuk. "

" Yes Aunt. "

It's so weird tonight that we're really sleepy. Though usually we can still stay up late and sleep late at night while chatting. Farrell's mother also slept on a spring bed provided by the hospital.

I also slept in a chair beside Farrell while holding Farrell's fingers. We're all fast asleep once tonight. Like a beautiful lull at night, we really slept well.

At exactly 00.00 WIB I suddenly dreamed of meeting Farrell wearing all-white clothes and his face looks very handsome and shining. He smiled at me and threw a hug at me. I immediately ran to her and hugged her. We hugged very tightly and very tightly. It could be said this is a hug to let each other off our very deep misses.

Farrell stroked my face and shed his tears.

" Thank you for being my best friend all along. Thank you for filling up my days over the years. You are the woman I love and love after my Mom and Brother. "

" But I love you too Farrell, I'm sorry I was late to realize that I loved you. And I really regret it because I didn't have time to tell you how I felt until you had this accident. "

" Without you telling me how you feel, I already know. "

" How do you know ??? Even I haven't had time to tell you until this accident happened ??? "

" Look down, I know, baby. But I pretended not to know. "

" Why ??? "

" Because I don't want to make you sad. "

" Sad ??? Sad why Farrell ???. "

" Because our destiny cannot be together in this world. I'm sorry, this might be the best thing for us, Rissa."

" What do you mean Farrell ??? "

" I can't keep our love in Rissa's world, but I promise to take our love to heaven. "

" Farrell, don't tell me that you.

" Then why did you come to me tonight Rell, if you have to go ??? "

" Because I want to say goodbye to you, Riss, and I want to ask you one wish. "

" What is Rell ?? Just tell me, as long as I can I will definitely do it. "

" Please promise me Rissa, that whatever happens to me you will continue to live your life. Don't be sad, cry, despair, let alone end your life. Because if you do that, there I won't calm down. "

" You have to keep fighting Farrell, for our love you have to keep Farrell alive, "I'm starting to shed my tears.

" No Riss, this time I can't keep your request. Let our love be eternal in heaven, you must continue on with your life. "

" You can bear Farrell, and leave me alone in this world. Do you think I can live my own days without you beside me Rell ?? " I started crying sobbing Farrell's chest.

" Do you think I too am not sad and devastated to have to part with you Riss ??. I'm much sadder than you Riss. You are the woman I love so much, even how many years have I kept my love for you Riss ???. If I could choose, I would also like to live longer with you Riss, "Farrell replied as he rubbed his tears that kept flowing down his cheeks.

We embrace each other, the separation is getting closer.we both shed tears because we will be separated for ever. Then Farrell waved his hand which meant goodbye.

Don't ask me how I feel right now. You know the pain of a farewell ????.

I also woke up from my sleep.

" Thank God this is just a dream, "My inner self.

I checked Farrell and thank God Farrell was okay and was still breathing. Then I got into bed and lay down next to Farrell. I looked at Farrell's face.

" Is it true tonight is our last night Farrell ??? " My mind is in my heart.

I still hope that at least Farrell can come to his senses even if it's just for a moment. I just wanted to say that I love him so much. That's all the desire I've achieved right now.

Now that I'm sleeping next to Farrell, I shed tears when I see him. I hugged her while these tears that couldn't stop dripping. I wept as hard as I could not resist the pain that cut him in my heart.

I finally fell asleep in the night cradle, and definitely kept on hugging Farrell. I feel Farrell sleeping peacefully tonight, somehow I can think like that.

When it was almost dawn, I felt like someone was stroking my hair and said, "Rissa, I said yes. Take care of yourself, continue your life even without me by your side. I love you Rissa, don't cry anymore huh. "

Suddenly I woke up and at that time also the voice of the morning adhan reverberated. I immediately took ablution water and performed dawn prayers.

I had not yet let go of my face when I finished praying, I saw Farrell open his eyes.

" Farrell, you're sober now. O God, thank you for granting my prayer. Farrell, you know I love you a lot too. You have to endure for our love. "

But not yet able to answer, Farrell immediately closed his eyes again. And then Farrell's mother and nurse came and told him Farrell was dead. I was in a shock of disbelief because she just opened her eyes and heard you say love.

With my heart breaking and breaking as I shed tears I said, "Farrell 😢😢."