Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 46 THE LAST GIFT OF THE LATE STEFFAN

I have also returned to Kosan, and so tired I immediately overslept. I didn't even have time to take a shower and definitely missed my dinner.

That night I had a dream about Steffan. He came to my dreamland, I saw Brother Steffan wearing all white and smiling beautifully at me. I also smelled the fragrance on Sister Steffan. Perhaps this is a sign that Brother Steffan died in the state of Khusnul Kotimah and got the most beautiful place in heaven.

He told me.

" Rissa, you're calm here. You just pray for Steffan now. But Brother only asks for one thing with you Riss. "

" Is that Brother Steffan ?????? "

" Please continue the ideals of Brother who did not deliver Riss. By seeing one day you can lecture Brother relieved Riss and Brother will be very happy to see you from here "

" God willing, Sis, Rissa will try as much as Rissa can to go to college and reach the ideals of Rissa Kak. "

" Remember Brother's message, be the Wingless Butterfly as your dream. And do not forget to come later to the Tomb of Brother if you succeed later. "

" Yes, I promise you, brother. "

" Yes Riss, Big Brother is really calm now. Goodbye Riss, take good care of yourself. "

" Yes Brother Steffan, Goodbye Brother. "

I also woke up in the middle of the night.

" Athaghfirullah Hal Adzim, "I said that night.

Steffan's brother is in my dream tonight. He gave me a message and a dream. And I promise to fulfill his dream.

I remember the Last Gift From the late Kak Steffan to me that can only be opened when Mr. Steffan is dead. I started looking for him. And I finally found Kak Steffan's handbag box.

I started to open it, it turned out to be a gold necklace and a butterfly-shaped pendant. In addition there are also butterfly dolls and butterfly-shaped glass statues. I accidentally dropped a letter from Brother Steffan

More like this, the letter.

Dear Rissa, please,

When you read this letter, we are already in a different world. But trust me, you always have my sister by your side Rissa. For Big Brother, you are Big Brother's little sister who is covered even though you never realized it.

Ever since our first meeting back then when Brother bumped into you, I liked you. But this liking is not for love but rather for caring.

And since our second meeting in the library Brother was stunned by your sky-high ideals. Brother admits you are an optimistic figure even with unfavorable circumstances.

Rissa, don't be sad, don't complain and don't cry. Do your best as long as we are still given the pleasure of healthy and long life. Brother knows your struggle is not easy, there are even times when you give up on circumstances. But please never stop.

Cry !!!!!! Because by crying you will feel better and more excited to organize life.

Rissa, promise me brother. Continue the ideals of Brother who can not reach Brother. I'm sure that one day Rissa will be the Wingless Butterfly.

In order for Rissa to get more excited, Big Brother deliberately bought things that are in the form of Butterflies. And for the necklace Brother bought from the results Brother won the Olympic race. Later if you need can you use it for your needs Riss..

Congratulations to Rissa, my beloved sister who I have always loved.

Brother Ur

Steffans

I immediately kept the gold necklace and the butterfly pendant in a safe place. While my butterfly doll I put in my bed. As for the glass sculpture I put and tata on my study table.

All these memories I will keep well. Because it's the same as if this is the trust from Brother Steffan to me. I promise you that even if Steffan is gone, the last gift from Steffan will forever remain in my heart

After that, I went to bed at night and wished I could rest until dawn.

The dawn prayer woke me up, and soon I fulfilled my obligation to pray on time. My daily routine after dawn prayers is to study and do schoolwork.

Until I finally got ready to go to school. Turns out Brother Morgan was waiting for me in front of Kosku.

" Sister Morgan, I don't think Brother Morgan picked me up today. "

" Riss, after school I'm going to Steffan's grave, do you want to come ? "

" Yes, my sister wants to come. "

" Yes, after school we go there. "

" Yes Brother Morgan. "

Arriving at school I immediately entered the class and prepared to start today's lessons well. I was serious about doing every school assignment in the hope that I would still win her class.

Finally school is over.

" Come on Riss, let's go straight to Steffan's grave huh. "

" Yes, brother, come on. "

" Wouldn't we have lunch first Riss, after that we go straight to the tomb how. "

" Mending us directly to the tomb, brother, lunch business can be later. "

" Yes, then Riss. "

Arrived on our way to Kak Steffan's Tomb. Brother Morgan took me on a walk towards Kak Steffan's navel. After reaching Kak Morgan immediately sat beside Kak Steffan's navel. He helped me sow the flowers we bought on the street.

After that we pray for Steffan. Brother Morgan kusu' once prayed for his best friend. And every now and then his tears fell down his cheeks, his wounds from losing Kak Steffan still very sick.

Brother Morgan spilled out his heart-wrenching heart in the grave of Brother Steffan.

" Steff, my best friend, please calm down. I miss the time we were together. I can't really accept that we're in a different realm than Steff. If I could turn back time, I would like to repeat my memories with you again. Why are you leaving so soon Steff, but I haven't had time to take you for a walk like I used to. I miss you Steff, I want to see you again Steff. Promise to wait for me there Steff, "Sister Morgan cried as he pleased. Her crying spilled as I tried to strengthen her with my embrace.

" Patience, don't cry anymore. Brother Steffan is happy there, brother. At this time, Mr. Steffan must have been peaceful in his new nature. Our job now is to pray for it all the time. "

" Yes Riss, my last regret is that I made up again with Steffan in the rest of Steffan's life. I'm sorry I was with her again when she was diagnosed with cancer. "

" At least Brother Steffan is happy for the rest of his age can still meet Kak Morgan. "

" Yes Ris, thank you all for this thanks to you Riss. "

" yes. "