Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 201 ON WHOM IS THIS HEART ANCHORED ???

Days change and it does not feel we have almost completed this KKN task program. Just counting the days, we will all leave this beloved village. We will all miss our time here.

As I sat down while finishing our work program papers, Rayhan suddenly came up to me with a very serious face.

" Riss, "Sapa Rayhan.

" Yes Rayhan, what's up ??? "

" Riss, you're busy ???. Can I confide, no ??? "

" No, just want to nyicil our paper task only. What do you want to confide in ??? "

" I want to talk about my feelings Riss. "

" Oh, yes, please Ray. "

" If in your opinion, for example, we are jealous to see people who have been part of our lives with others is not natural ??? "

" It's only natural that we still have a heart in him. Who the hell do you mean ??? Raysa ta ???.

" No. "

" Then ?? "

" You. "

" I ??? "

" Yes, I'm jealous to see you with another man. I don't like every time I see you with Bryant. I wanted to be close to you again Riss, but Bryant never allowed me to get close to you. Even when I overheard you receiving a phone call from your fiancee Arsel, I somehow felt this pain in my heart. "

" Why are you being honest and saying it now Ray ?? "

" When do I have time to be with you Riss ??. You know Bryant is always full time with you. When can I express my feelings ??? "

" Rayhan, I appreciate how you feel and I don't think you love me anymore either. But sorry Ray, I don't have that feeling anymore. You still remember how you treated me, you left me when I still loved you. You follow your parents more than your own heart, you can throw me out just for the sake of another woman and it hurts Ray. But now I've always thought of you as nothing more than a friend. You're still part of my past, Ray. You were my first love, but I'm sorry you weren't my last. Again I'm sorry about you Ray. "

" It's okay, Riss, I can't force you to love me anymore. You are indeed my first love Riss, the good memories with you I will never be able to forget. I'm a stupid man who took off a diamond just to get gold. There really is only the greatest regret of my life left, releasing angel-hearted women only for the sake of demon-hearted women. Now I can only see you from far away Riss. Seeing you happy with the man you love is more than enough. "

" Thank you Rayhan, you're willing to understand me. "

" yes. "

Not long after Bryant came, seeing us together, he reacted immediately and told Rayhan to leave.

" What are you doing here ??? " Task Bryant.

" I just want to say what I have to say to Rissa, "Rayhan replied.

" What do you mean ??? "

" I just wanted to tell him that I still love him. "

" How dare you talk like that, who are you ??? Get out of here !!!!! " Hardik Bryant's.

" Bryant, I beg you to leave us. We need time to talk about something, "I asked Bryant to leave.

" What ??? Do you ngusir me Riss ???. Do you push me in front of this guy ??? " Task Bryant.

" Yes, "My answer is short.

" Tega lo Risss, " said Bryant, glazed over.

I still didn't budge, but Bryant left us. I know he's gone with hurt and disappointment. I just want to talk about my problem with Rayhan and get it over with.

" I think the problems between us are clear and done with Ray. I appreciate your feelings, and I hope you can also appreciate my decision that I cannot reciprocate your feelings. We can only be friends, nothing more. "

" Yes Riss, I can understand and respect your decision. I'm sorry, and I hope we can still have a good relationship forever. "

" Yes Ray. "

Rayhan hugged me, and I just kept quiet because maybe this was the last hug between us. After that, I went to look for Bryant. I have to apologize to him for throwing him out.

I searched in his room there was nothing, I searched around the village hall was also not there. But the car is still parked in the garage. Bryant must have gone not far from here. I kept looking outside the village hall and hoping to find him.

I kept walking where this step went. I don't know why this step stopped somewhere. I feel Bryant is around this place. A rice field treated with rice plants that are still green, make the mood better.

Not far from there is a river whose water is very clear, and makes me go down and enjoy the ripples of flowing water. I looked ahead while daydreaming about my heart. Suddenly someone hugged me from behind, a warm hug that seemed to calm my worried heart.

When I realized I was trying to let go of that hug. A well-built and athletic man, but his eyes were full of tears was now right in front of me.

" Bryant, "I said softly.

" You're the same as Riss. "

" Bryant, are you crying ??? "

" yes. "

" Is this all because I kicked him out earlier ?? "

" You may not know the full extent of my character, you can be angry, snapped at me at will. But I could at least be kicked out like that. My heart hurts so much. "

" Bryant, I didn't mean it that way. I just wanted to solve my problem with Rayhan earlier, so I did that to you. "

" I know you might hate me, because I love you too much but please don't hurt me like that. Anywhere I have a feeling, too, "Isa Bryant.

I don't know where it came from, I felt like my heart was hurting. I really can't bear to see him like this. Seeing Bryant cry, I finally cried too. I hugged her, tried to calm her heart and tried to apologize for the wrong I had done to her.

Now I feel a dilemma that plagues my heart. I don't know at this moment Who Is This Heart Happening to ????

Bryant or Arsel ????