Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 135 LET ME DIE

" Cry if you want to cry, "Bryant broke my daydream.

" I'm grateful that Erika can smile back like just now, but why do I feel like my heart hurts so much. "

" It's because you're jealous of Erika and Arsel. "

" No way, because all this time I didn't have any feelings for him. "

" Love is we never know when it will come. And that means unconsciously you actually started to like Arsel Riss. "

" I don't know, but for sure now I have to delete everything about Arsel. Because Erika deserves to be happy after everything that has happened. ".

" What about your own happiness ??? "

" I don't know when my happiness will come. Because I'm always used to sadness, "I answered poignantly.

" It looks like your brain needs refreshing. Tomorrow to the beach yuk, mumpung college we have a holiday. "

" Who are you taking me to the beach. "

" Hey, we're college friends, one more school. Forgetting you, "Bryant grinned.

" I don't want to. "

" Why do you always refuse my invitation ??? "

" Because every time I get close to you, my life gets more unlucky. I'm afraid Cassandra's doing me again or someone close to me. "

" This time you believe me, Cassandra is currently scared because she is being sought by the police. Even he was currently hiding outside the city."

" How do you know ??? "

" I told my men to get Cassandra's nyari, and that's the news I got. "

" Can you make sure that this time I am safe walking with you ??? "

" Yes, you believe me the same. How do you want to go to the beach with me ???. Or did I take Erika with Arsel ???? "

" No need. "

" Well, it's better for both of us. "

" What is it ??? "

" Because I don't want to see you cry anymore. "

" Why ?? "

" Because......... "

" For what ??? "

" Because if you cry, ugly knows. "

" What the hell, no need to go to the beach. ''

" Ye ngambek this.. The more beautiful I know, "Bryant teased me.

" It's up to you. "

" I'm sure you need a friend right now, Riss, after the problems that have come along. You can't face this problem alone. And right now I'm the only one who understands your circumstances. So you don't need prestige or shame, you just tell me whatever you are like me. "

" Thank you Bryant. "

" Yes, I'll see you tomorrow morning, we're refreshing to the beach. "

" I thought about it first. "

" Wouldn't want, like I don't like to pick you up here tomorrow. "

" It's up to you, I go in first. "

" Riss.... "

I stopped and turned to look at Bryant.

" What else is it ?? "

" Remember yes, don't cry anymore when I'm not next to you. "

" yes. "

I tried to forget about them, but Arsel's face kept appearing in my memory. Finally I forced to close my eyes while listening to rock songs that make my heart not sad anymore.

And sure enough, not how long I fell asleep because I was so tired. For a moment I could forget all the problems that plagued my life and my heart.

Until the morning came. I was still sleeping and lazy to wake up in the morning. Until I suddenly rang my phone, it was Bryant who called me.

" Have you woken up yet lo Riss ?? "

" Just woke up, why the hell ???? "

" Lo this woman really wake up in the afternoon, ah already quickly get ready soon I will pick you up in kosan. "

" but... "

The phone was turned off, and I was forced to comply with Bryant's request. I immediately got ready and waited for Bryant to come. Until Bryant came I went downstairs to see him.

" Come on in. "

" yes. "

" Finally you want too yes, after I repeatedly maksa lo. Why is it so hard to walk ??? "

" Because I'm afraid. "

" Ok, but I make sure from today you'll be safe with me. "

" yes. "

We also arrived at the beach, and honestly I really enjoyed being here. Here I feel calm and peace.

" Do you like the place?? "

" Yes I like, at least here I can release all my sadness from all the problems that have plagued me all this time. "

" Here you can scream or cry as you please. I will try to be a good friend to you. "

" Why are you good with me ??? "

" Because I care about you, at least this is my way to make amends. Because I've brought you into pretty big trouble. "

" It's all Bryant has done, maybe it's my destiny. "

" You are patient. "

" I want to leave all this behind Bryant, I'm tired of living with this condition. "

" Don't be stupid lo Riss, didn't you yesterday get the highest IP value in our generation. Lo don't give up. "

And suddenly my phone rang, an unknown number contacted me. Then I lifted it up. "

" If you and your family still want to survive, withdraw your charges from the police station right now!!! "

" Hello, who is this??? Hola... "

" Who ???? "

" I don't know, but he threatened to kill me and my family Bryant. I'm scared, "I'm really scared.

" Lo calm down, I promise I'll protect you. "

Suddenly a photo was sent from an unknown person. And when I opened it was a picture of my home in the village. I was shocked and cried for a moment because I was really worried about my family.

And out of nowhere the demon who suddenly possessed me, I immediately ran and drowned myself to the beach so that the waves rolled me into the middle of the beach. Bryant was trying to save me. But then all I had in mind, just wanted to end it all.

I was unconscious when Bryant saved me. Even Bryant gave me artificial breath so my life could be saved. And when I realized I looked at Bryant's face full of worries for me.

" Bryant.... "

" Lo already realized Riss, you're okay, right ??? "

" Why did you save me, you should have Let Me Die. I'm tired of living in fear like this, "I answered with tears.

" I'm sorry Riss, but you don't worry about tonight I've asked my men to look after your family. "

'' But I'm tired of living like this, I want to die. I can't live under this kind of pressure. From childhood I always suffered like this, God is not fair because he always gives me endless tests. Let me die Bryant, "I keep crying bitterly.

Bryant hugged me and tried to calm me down. At first glance I saw his eyes also glazed at my alarming situation.