Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 204 BROKE UP ??????

Now I'm in my fiancee's car, Arsel's sister. And this is where I belong, but I don't know why I feel something strange in my heart. I felt like something was missing, but I didn't know what it was.

" You regret preferring to go with me, and not be with that man ??? " Sir Arsel said, disperse my daydream.

" Oh, let's talk about it tomorrow. I no longer have the mood to discuss our problems now, I'm tired of it, "I answered.

" Yes already. "

All the way we were quiet with each other. While I also somehow even think about my memories with Bryant during our KKN place. Until in front of our boarding house, I just kept quiet not to speak a word to my fiancee.

But my steps suddenly stopped when Brother Arsel said words that made me feel sorry for him.

" I know today I've made the biggest mistake of my life, I've physically hurt the woman I love the most. I know I'm stupid for ruining my image in your eyes. But you have to know one thing, all because I love even though my way is wrong. But...... "

" But what ??? " Task him.

" But if indeed now your heart has moved to another heart, I would like to see you in the arms of another man who can make you happy. I'll try to take you off even though I know it's gonna be hard. "

" I'm tired, I need a break, "I answer to close the conversation between us.

Without looking again, I immediately left Brother Arsel who was still glued to look at me. I know this isn't fair to him, and I know I'm wrong. I felt like I was between two hearts that I could not choose.

Am I really not in love with Arsel anymore ??????.

Or

Is it true that I have started to like Bryant who is able to make me comfortable while being around him ????.

I don't know, I can't find the answer either. I need to rest and think about this. And for a moment I want to close my eyes because tomorrow also the task of college is waiting in front of my eyes.

The next day.......

I accidentally woke up early to deliberately leave for college. I had to finish our final assignment in paper form immediately and put it together. After that we will take an oral exam of our results KKN for the month. Not only was my job as a lecturer Assistant also waiting for me.

At the campus cafeteria, where we gathered to complete our final assignment. Fortunately I have been insinuating our duties from the beginning, so only refinement is left. And Rayhan really helped me out a lot this time, even though I knew Bryant didn't like to see us working together.

Approximately three hours_an our task is completed and has been printed in the form of a paper. After that we just have to wait for the oral exam. While I know the other group is very busy at all, there are even those who have not been in installments at all. There were even a few other group friends who were trying to copy the results of our assignment, and I firmly rejected them outright. I don't want to trade my effort and hard work all this time for money or anything.

After that, one by one our group friends came home, and now there is only me, Bryant and Rayhan. And Rayhan opened a conversation between us.

" Riss, Bryant I'm sorry I didn't want to interfere but it would be nice if you thought about your relationship. Even if each of you has a taste, please you must remember that there is still Arsel here, " Rayhan said.

" You don't have to be pretentious to interfere, you yourself are also wrong because you fell in love again with Rissa. So why do you give me advice like everything, "Bentak Bryant.

" Bryant, I know I was wrong to ever fall for Rissa again. But you should know, I realized my mistake and tried to throw away those feelings. Because I know, Rissa's already someone else's fiancee. But what difference with you ??? You're bringing Rissa into a complicated relationship. Even now he did not know with his own feelings, "Said Rayhan.

" Enough Rayhan, you're right and now let me have a one-on-one conversation with Bryant, "Pinta ku to Rayhan.

" Ok Riss, I'll go first. "

" yes. "

Now I'm alone with Bryant, and now it's time for me to talk about our relationship.

" Bryant, we need to talk about our problems. About what we felt, about what we experienced together these few days. "

" Then ??? "

" I don't know how I feel right now either. "

" Lo mean, you are confused about your current feelings whether you start to like me or just get carried away with my feelings ??? And you're worried about how you feel about that Arsel ??? "

" yes. "

" I told you from the beginning, I'll never demand anything from you. Let me be a shadow lover for you, the important thing is I can still be beside you and make you happy. "

" I still feel guilty for you and Arsel. I should have been able to resist and fortify my heart just for Brother Arsel. Why did I open my heart to you, let you into my life and betray my own fiancee ???. I'm not a good woman, I can hurt my fiancee. Hyks, hyss, torment, "I weep and regret my actions.

Bryant tried to calm me down by giving me a hug.

" Lo is not entirely wrong Riss, wherever you are also ordinary people who are not separated from wrong and khilaf. You calm down, I also apologize if I have entered into the relationship between the two of you. Don't cry anymore, let me give up. You go back to Arsel, you don't have to think about me. I'm okay, what matters is that you're happy Riss. "

And at the same time Brother Arsel came with his friends. And strangely we just realized that the canteen was in a quiet state and my position was in Bryant's arms. I was in the arms of a man who was not my fiancee.

I immediately let go of Bryant's embrace and tried to chase after Arsel to explain this misunderstanding. But in fact I got something very painful and made me shock even make me shed tears.

" Dear, don't misunderstand me. It's not what you see. I can explain this, "Say me.

" That's enough, like I said last night. I will try sincerely you are in the arms of other men as long as it can make you happy. So from now on, we. I'm sorry, " said Brother Arsel as he passed away leaving me.

" Decided ????? " My inner heart is accompanied by tears that accidentally fall on my cheeks.