Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 129 FORGIVE ME ERIKA, MY FRIEND..

I kept waiting at the hospital until Erika could come to her senses. I always pray for the best for him. When Erika realized she was crying hysterically in light of the incident she had just experienced. Even Mama and her Papa tried to calm her down, but still could not make Erika control her emotions.

I saw Erika behind the glass of the Hospital room, I cried as much as staring at the painstaking condition of my best friend. I could not see how devastated my friend was.

" Riss, try lo who came in, who knows Erika can be a little calm if there is lo inside. "

" But I'm afraid Erika's getting emotional when I get in Bryant. "

" Lo is her best friend, and I'm sure Erika is more comfortable with the same story than her parents. Just try Riss. "

" All right, I'll try. "

" Yes, I'm waiting here. "

I saluted both of Erika's parents, and asked for permission to enter to accompany Erika. Thank goodness they wanted to understand and gave me permission to accompany Erika. And they left Erika to me for a while.

Slowly I approached Erika, my heart was broken and sliced up looking at her situation closely like this. Erika not only lost her honor, but her face and body were covered in wounds and bruises. Besides what I heard Erika was also sexually assaulted, because she was trying to defend her honor that night.

My tears rolled down my cheeks again, I could not see my dear friend lying helplessly like this. I strengthened my heart to try to calm the friend who was like a brother to me.

" Erika, "I held Erika's hand.

Erika just kept quiet with a blank look and did not react to anything as I tried to get her to talk. Until finally Bryant also came in and tried to help me.

" Erika, this is Rissa coming. He loves you very much, he is very worried about your situation. You know, the same story Rissa. "

" Yes Erika, you're patient. I love you and don't you ever promise that no matter what happens to us, we must strengthen each other. And here I want to strengthen you Rik, "I rubbed my tears that kept dripping on my cheeks.

Erika shed her tears, but her gaze remained blank. I hugged him and kissed him. I wiped her tears that kept dripping down her cheeks. I know it looks like he really did have a great trauma that happened that night. I know it looks like the tragedy of that night left Erika completely devastated and downright painful.

Erika's condition has not improved, even she has also been taken to consult with Psychologists and Psychiatrists but there have been no significant changes. The tragedy of that night really made Erika's soul shaken violently.

Every day I always visit him even though he still can't tell me the same story. He was silent when I came, and this made me wonder. Even when I hugged Erika, she just kept quiet. I don't know until when Erika can recover from her condition as usual. It must not be easy for him to get through this.

Up to a few months running....

Erika had started to change a bit, and she could already be spoken to even though she was a little bit crying every time. But I finally ventured to meet Erika again.

I went to Erika's house, I hoped once this time Erika could share everything with me. The first time the impression I got from Erika was, Erika just kept quiet. Looks like there's something he's covering up for me.

" Erika, how are you ??? "

" Yes as you can see now, " answered Erika flatly.

" Is there anything you want to tell me about Rik, I'm always ready to be a good listener to you. "

" Alright then, I guess you're still not ready to share your problems with me. "

" What are you doing here ??? "

I was shocked to hear Erika's words, only this time she said that to me. I'm sure Erika is covering something up for me. Because as far as I know Erika is very happy to see me. There must be something wrong with Erika, and I really want to know.

Not only that, even on campus, when Erika had started to go to college, she was like avoiding me. I always try to get close to him, but he keeps his distance from me. I was very confused by Erika's change in attitude towards me.

Until I finally came to him when we finished the lecture. I have to get some clarity and answers from Erika's own mouth why she's been avoiding me lately.

" Erika, I want to talk to you. "

" What the hell, I'm in a hurry. Very disturbing !!!!!! "

I was shocked by Erika's words just now, for the first time she said such harsh words.

" What is Rik ??? Disturb ??? You are now feeling disturbed, why did you become like this Rik ??? "

" Of course, I'm busy and have a lot of business with my friends. I want to hang out with them. "

" But I'm also your friend Rik, even we've been best friends. "

" Because I realize now that our world is different, I can't survive in your world. I deserve to hang out with a friend who is my level. So please understand my current situation, and I'm sorry. "

" I know Rik, you're doing this because there's something that you're deliberately covering for me. Even since the incident that night you changed completely I Rik. I don't know where I went wrong, but I definitely want to fix our relationship, Rik. "

" Never bring back the events of that night. I don't want to remember it anymore, and one more thing, from now on our friendship relationship is broken !!!!!! "

" What ????? You sure Rik said that ???. Didn't we promise each other to always keep our friendship this no matter what ??? Why are you denying it Rik ??? "

" Smuch stupid, "Jawab Erika while passing away left me alone.

" Wait Rik, "I'm trying to prevent Erika from leaving me.

" What the hell else !!!!!! " Erika looked angry.

" One thing you should know Erika. We started our friendship well, so I also want us to end this relationship must also be good. I know you keep things from me and you don't want to tell me. You punish me this way, that's okay. But I just want to say this to you. Whatever my fault is with you, I'm sorry Erika, my best friend. "

" Former friend !!!!! "

I immediately burst into tears when I heard Erika say that. I never thought that the friend I thought of as my own brother would break that relationship. But once Erika did this to me, I don't even know what I did to her. If only he knew that I loved him so much as a blood relationship.

Until now I don't know what really happened to Erika ????.