Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 71 ROMANTIC MEMORIES

" Picture here yuk Riss, "Take Farrell.

" Ok Rell, "I answered.

" Smile dong, let's be more beautiful. "

" Yes Rell. "

After taking pictures at the place, Farrell told me to sit down. He asked me to talk seriously.

" Riss, I want to say something very important. "

" Well, by the way, I think it's serious. "

" Riss, if I'm not really here, don't be sad. "

" You're always talking about Rell's death, I don't like to know. "

" Hear me first, Riss, don't get mad. "

" Why else Rell ???? "

" I'm not in the world anymore, you have to be sure there will be a much better replacement for Riss. You should be able to open your heart to her Riss. It's not that I brought up our relationship with Riss, but I'm afraid I can't keep you company any longer Riss. Believe me not all men in this world are evil Riss. "

" Yes I know Rell, ok I'm honest with you. "

" Honestly what else is Riss ?? "

" It seems...... A. a. I started to like you, Rell, I stammered.

" No Riss, don't over-exert matters of heart and love. I know you just want to please my heart. There's no way you're changing that fast there's starting to be a liking for me. I'm self-aware, Riss, whenever you'll always consider me your best friend. "

" But Rell, I... "

" Enough Riss, don't act like that because I don't like it. It doesn't matter if we are friends forever. What matters is you're happy Riss. I'm sure one day you'll get a much better companion than Riss. "

I can't afford to argue with Farrell. I'd really like to be honest with Farrell, if I'm starting to like him now. The seeds of love are beginning to emerge. But strangely Farrell is insensitive to my current feelings. I was confused where to explain it from. My lips stiffened to put out the words that made Farrell believe in my current feelings. Finally I could just shut up and put off explaining this growing love to Farrell.

" Riss.. "

" Yes Rell. "

" What do you like about me ??? "

" Everything Rell. "

" That means everything ???? "

" It's all about the good that's in you, Rell. L like it. "

" Explain dong more specifically Riss. "

" Your sincerity means our friendship, your responsibility to take care of me, your warmth to calm me when I am sad and hurt, your sincerity to help me when I have problems, your unabashed maturity when I was at my lowest point of being a scavenger. It's all that goodness that's on you, and I like it a lot. "

" Why so in so much yes Riss, your words. I was touched and moved by Riss. Wish I could record your words just now, Riss. The most beautiful words I ever heard about myself were Riss, " said Farrell praising me.

" There's one more thing I like about you Rell. "

" That's Riss, I'm curious. "

Farrell was stunned to hear me say that. He could barely say anything. I wish my words would have opened her heart that I realized I was starting to love her. I want him to know my true feelings. I want to be in a relationship that is more than a friend's. Didn't he want me to accept his love ????. I hope he realizes this.

Farrell was still trying to digest my words, and he was still a thousand languages silent. I don't know what he was thinking at the time. He distracts me and invites me to move away from that place.

Now we sit on the beach with the waves moving slowly towards our feet. Farrell was still silent and had yet to give any answer from my words. After a long wait, Farrell finally gave an answer that surprised me.

" I want to rest Riss. "

" That means Rell ???? What rest ??? Are you tired now ???? "

" I want to take a break from Riss's current mundane affairs. "

" Rell, what do you mean ??? Don't worry me like this, Rell. "

" I realized all this time I've hurt a woman a lot. And now I have his karma. "

" Karma ??? You mean Rell ???? "

" Yes, I got the karma. Before I knew you I always played with a woman's heart and love. Now I can feel his pain in play. "

" Who played you Rell ??? "

" I'm not the one being played, but my mama. "

" Tell me Rell, what happened ??? "

" My father was caught cheating on me with another woman and my mother was very hurt. I also felt sick seeing my mother being treated like that. I'm just afraid that if they divorce Riss, I don't want to lose one of my parents Riss. "

" Patience to Rell, I can understand your current situation. "

" Yes Riss, you must be very understanding of how I feel right now. Yes, I don't want to talk about it. Please turn my attention so that I can be happy today with you. "

Honestly, I still want to listen to Farrell's comments on his parents' household matters, but Farrell seems lazy to talk about it and asks me to shift his grief.

I had an idea because I wanted to take better pictures with Farrell. Coincidentally not far from where we have a photographer who offers his services to take pictures beautifully. Not only that they also offer clothes and makeup rental at once. We are also interested and use his services and hope the portrait is good. This way I'm sure Farrell can forget his sadness for a moment and be able to smile back.

We posed as good as we could, so we had Romantic Memories In this place. We even rent clothes and make up so that our photo portraits are more optimal and better. I rented an orange dress while Farrell rented a black shirt to make it look the same as me. Farrell seemed so happy and happy when he saw my beautiful appearance with him.

" You know Riss. "

" What's Rell. "

" You're so beautiful today, I feel that today is like going to be a real prewedding photo with you Riss. "

" Yes Rell, I hope you like it. "

" Yes Riss, I'm so happy and happy today because of you Riss, " said Farrell while stroking my cheek.

Here is one of our memories of Prewedding photos that we managed to capture.

After seeing the results of our photos, we feel satisfied and immediately save it. And the bottom photo itself is our last photo when going home. We hired other photographers with views of the sunset and the waves of the beach are very beautiful.