Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 76 PREMONITION

I changed my clothes and polished my face to look beautiful in Farrell's eyes today. Don't forget I put my bouquet of white roses on my bed. Then I immediately rushed to meet Farrell in front of the inn.

" Are you ready ???? "

" Yes Rell, let's go. "

" Come. "

We immediately got on the bike and headed to where Farrell had prepared for me. I don't know where we're going. Farrell just told me to enjoy what happened today.

Suddenly Farrell stopped his bike and stopped at our favorite restaurant. Farrell took my hand and led me in. The servants let us go to the place Farrell had ordered.

When I want to sit down, there's a pretty doll on the table, I love the dolls. I don't know when and how Farrell got this all set up. This beautiful doll, I like it very much.

" Do you like her doll ???? "

" Yes, Rell, really likes it. Very pretty doll. "

" As beautiful as you are Riss. "

" Thank you, Rell. "

" Yes Riss. "

Food was served, I really enjoyed this romantic moment. I didn't expect Farrell to be this romantic. Farrell was unceasingly staring at me, like he would never see me again.

Not only that, he then grabbed my hand. Groped my hand warmly and kissed my hand.

My heart was pounding, for the first time I had a romantic dinner with Farrell with a burning feeling of love. I can't wait for our relationship to change status from best friend to girlfriend. Our days must have been beautiful and romantic.

Farrell also promised me that he would always be with me and strengthened me when I was sad because of the test of life. He will not leave me alone in this world. I trust him so much and hope he keeps his promises.

" You're happy today, aren't you Riss ??? "

" Yes Rell, I'm so happy to be with you today."

" I have one request on you Riss. "

" What is Rell ??? "

" But you have to promise to fulfill it. "

" What the hell is Rell. "

" Please promise me, there is or is not there for me you must always strive to reach your ideals Riss. Keep dreaming of becoming a wingless butterfly. You must fight to achieve your happiness. "

" Yes Rell, but you must also always accompany me Rell to any time. "

" Yes Riss, I can only promise you. But we have to think rationally anyway. "

" That means Rell ??? "

" If I really want Riss to be your soul mate, but what if for example God wants something else. What if at any time I am called to face God first ???. I don't want to let you get crushed crying over my departure. ''

" But didn't you just promise not to leave me alone Rell ??? "

" Riss, I know. But somehow suddenly I got a hunch that my time really isn't too long Riss. I feel like these are my last seconds in this world, Riss. "

" Enough Rell, don't continue. I can't hear Rell's farewell words. "

" Riss, please listen to me !!!. You have to promise me that no matter what happens to me, you have to keep fighting for your future. I'm sure there will be other men who are much better than me, who will later accompany you. "

" Not Riss, I'm not as good as you think. "

" But Rell, "

" Try to understand Riss, make peace with the reality of Riss, even though it is bitter. "

" If you're still talking about death, I'd better get out of here Rell !!!! Threaten me and I'm trying to get away from Farrell.

But Farrell managed to prevent me and clasped my hand. He tried to soften my heart with his words.

" You're beautiful Riss, even I once dreamed of marrying you Riss. I want to build a relationship with you. You know if I aspire to be a policeman, I want to be able to achieve my goals. And at that moment I hope you finally melt down and can accept my love Riss. "

" Rell, let alone being a cop, you seriously go to college I'm proud of Rell. For me we have to both fight from the bottom, from zero weave our love story. Hopefully all of that will soon be accomplished by Rell. "

" Yes Riss. "

" Can I sing a song, no Riss ???. Just one song. "

" Please Rell. "

" Thank you Riss. "

Farrell came forward and started singing songs for me. But how surprised I was, he instead sang a romantic song, but a heart-wrenching sad song.

The above photo illustration is only a visual sweetener of the story.

This is a song and many know it.

" By the tombstone now

You've been leaning

Your love is so deep

I really can't afford this to happen

Because I'm so in love

This is the last time I saw you

Falling tears I cry bitterly

Only able to say

Goodbye, love.. "

Hearing the song that Farrell sang, I became swept away and carried away by the feeling. I cried sobbing with no power to hold back my sorrow. I don't want that song to come true in my life. I don't want to...

Why did Farrell sing that song, what does this all mean ???.

Wanting it to feel like this foot was stepping forward towards Farrell, I wanted to hug him. I couldn't help but grieve because of the song Farrell sang, the song really broke my heart.

When Farrell finished the song, he told everyone in the restaurant.

Here is a snippet of Farrell's heart.

" For everyone here, I just want to give you a message. Do good to everyone, because life is too short. Like this world is only a temporary stopover before heading to the realm of eternity. Sooner or later all of us in the world will experience what Death is. Then for those of you who have people you care about, love them wholeheartedly. Don't waste people loving us. Do not let you regret after you feel a loss. Lost by Death. "

Everyone applauded what Farrell had done. Many appreciated Farrell and praised his voice and words.

When Farrell approached me, he knew how I felt. Farrell gave me a hug and I came back crying in his arms. I feel so sad today, why do I also feel this is the last moment I can meet Farrell. God why does my heart hurt so much, why ????.

Could this really be a hunch that Farrell will leave me soon ?????.