Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 145 THANK YOU BRYANT

I had dinner with Bryant, but luckily Bryant didn't bother about it. In a place as good as this, an expensive restaurant I enjoyed my dinner.

No half-hearted Bryant ordered an incredible amount of food. I was shocked and didn't think he could do this for me.

" You ordered this food who finished Bryant ???? " I asked in astonishment.

" Yes, " answered Bryant casually.

" Am I a Gorilla can eat this much ??? "

" Are you not a species ???? "

" What the hell are you Bryant, really likes to insult me like this. "

" Yes, don't ask too many questions, have eaten there. "

" Yes, but a lot. "

" You know, neither I nor you have eaten all day. So tonight I need to eat a lot, so I don't go hungry anymore. Spend it all. "

" No ah, I'm afraid of fat. "

" You won't be fat and calm down. Lo is the type of woman who despite eating a lot, but still thin really. Do you know why ??? "

" What's the matter ???? "

" Because your intestines are long, so eat as much as you are not fat. "

" What does eating a lot have to do with a long intestine ????? " I'm confused by Bryant's ridiculous words.

" Hehehe, don't connect. Yes, I ate first. We'll talk again later. "

" yes. "

I ate some of the food that was served. I don't know how to thank Bryant for tonight's deal. Until it didn't feel like I finally felt really full.

" Would you like to add more Riss ???? "

" Bryant, you're asking, are you mocking me ??? "

" Yes ask. "

" Already know we've eaten so much, you still nawarin I added again ???? "

" Hehehehe, maybe I'm groggy times huh. Here's proof I'm tired of it, " said Bryant, wiping his sweat.

" It's not sweat because of Bryant's groggy, but you're just a piquant. "

" yes. "

I looked up, thinking about my future. At the same time Bryant took a picture of me. At first glance I did seem to smile, but not for both of my eyes. For those of you who are sensitive or have the ability to read the minds of others, must be able to understand my current state.

Look into my eyes, sadness in sight. You will never know what I feel tonight, the heaviest burden of trouble I will soon bear for the rest of my life. And it's possible that the wingless Butterfly is no longer a dream or an ideal of a Rissa who was born from this divorced and poor Family. The wingless butterfly will be the most beautiful memory that must be deeply buried.

" Lo, really going to get out of here Riss ??? " Bryant asked me.

" You don't regret losing all this ??? "

" I don't have a choice anymore Bryant. "

" Let's not be weak Riss, Erika has no right to treat you like gini. "

" All that happened to Erika, she was raped even to the point of becoming pregnant, miscarried and her future ruined it was all because of me. I have to make up for all this Bryant. "

" If you keep blaming yourself like this, I should be the one to blame. Because of me, you got into trouble me and Cassandra. "

" Once, this is also God's destiny. And it is my destiny to be like this. "

" Have you thought that you quit college, you want to do something ???? Work ???? High School diploma is now hard to find Riss work. Then what about your family, with your mother ??? Didn't he put high hopes on you to succeed ???. Remember well if you stop college, you will not be able to lift your degree. Do you want to live forever poor Riss !!! "

" Yes I know Bryant, but what can I do now ???. I also want to make my family happy, I want to lift them from the world of poverty that has ensnared us all along. What do you think, I'm not tired of facing this all by myself ???? "

" I'm going to meet Erika, I want to fight what's right. He can't believe I'm going to lo. You have to stay in college Riss, you're an accomplished student Riss. "

I buried my face on my hands at the table, I cried again at will under the weight of life. I can't control my patience anymore, honestly deep down I'm really at the bottom of my life. Soon I will lose everything I have fought for. Everything, from my future, my dreams, my love, my best friend, my happiness. And all that remains are memories and sorrow full of tears.

Bryant rubbed my hair gently while trying to calm my heart at this moment.

" This time if you want to cry, I let Riss. Cry, if this is the only way to reduce your sadness a little. Because I can't help anything either. I can't make your heart calm either, because I can't touch it. "

In about fifteen minutes, I enjoyed my own world of sadness and as I opened my eyes and looked around I was shocked because the one in front of me right now was not Bryant anymore but Arsel !!!!!!! How is it possible ?????????. Once again I rubbed my eyes to convince this man in front of me.

Arsel approached me, he gave me his jacket. He covered my body and wiped my tears.

" I'm here Riss, " Brother Arsel assured me.

" How is it possible ???? "

" A few minutes ago Bryant wrote me a message and told me to come here. He said he couldn't calm your heart. So he asked me to come here for help. Don't be sad anymore, I'm here. "

I know Bryant did all this so I could get close to Brother Arsel. But I never thought how could he leave me without saying goodbye, for the sake of Brother Arsel ????. What about his feelings then ???.

" I know you must still be thinking about Erika's request right ??? Don't you have to do all this, because what ???? "

" For what ??? "

" Because what happened to Erika, it's not entirely your fault Riss. "

" What does Arsel mean ??? "

" Oh, we don't need to talk about it. We go home, because I have to take you home because it's almost night. We'll see you tomorrow afternoon. It's beautiful, don't cry anymore. Trust me, everything will be fine. I promise I'll always take good care of you, Riss."

Arsel's sister took me in her arms and embraced me to go home.

" Don't ever leave me here alone, Riss, because I'll never be able to live without you. I really love you, Riss. "

With eyes still puffy and a sad look on my face, I just gave an answer by trying to smile at him.

Thank you Bryant, you have presented Brother Arsel even though I know there must be a wounded heart that you are covering.