Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 13 THE PAINFUL BREAKUP

I started to open a gift from Rayhan in my room, because I was curious about the contents.

" Beautiful Butterfly "It turns out Rayhan gave me a colorful butterfly-shaped hairpin. In addition Rayhan also gave me a poster with a picture of a butterfly flying over a colorful flower.

I was confused and wondering what this all meant. It turns out there was a letter in it. More specifically it's like this.

"My prettiest butterfly, happy birthday dear. I wish you could be like a butterfly. Even though you are still a cocoon, be patient. And one day when you metamorphose and in the end you become a beautiful butterfly, fly sky-high. Achieve and reach your ideals as high as space. Show them that you can fly and fly. Be a successful person someday.

I will always remember Rayhan said. I will use it as an encouragement within myself. I must be like a butterfly, someday I will reach my sky-high mind. I have to be a successful person. That's my promise in my heart.

After going through the holidays of class I finally now sit in the 3rd grade. During the vacation, I don't know why Rayhan sent me messages and didn't even return messages from me. He seemed to want to stay away from me.

When the class split I looked up my name on the signboard and wished I could go to class with Rayhan. And it turns out that God granted my prayers, I was Rayhan's classmate. But on the other hand I was sad because I was no longer in class with Mella, instead I was in class with Raysa !!!.

Somehow in the future my life will be. I went to class and hoped to find a suitable friend like Mella. I took the number two seat from the front.

" I'm sorry, there's no one here, "Suddenly the hooded and friendly-looking boy greeted me.

" No, I'm alone. "

" I'm sitting here. "

" Yes please. "

" Can I contact you? I'm Intan. "

" I'm Rissa, it just so happens that my class2 friends are no longer my classmates so I'm alone now. "

" Same I am too. "

Finally I found a new friend, hopefully this will be a new and good start for our friendship.

Rayhan entered the classroom while occasionally glancing at me and took a seat right behind me. I don't know why he did it because I was afraid someone might suspect us.

After that it appears Raysa takes a seat parallel to Rayhan, and unblinkingly sees Rayhan.

On the other hand I was happy to be in class with Rayhan but on the other hand it was my relationship with Rayhan in the ghost of Raysa shadow.

Raysa comes near Rayhan.

" Rayhan,,,, "

" Yes Raysa what's up. "

" God, we're one more class. "

" yes. "

" You're also happy about what is not a class with your ex-boyfriend. "

" What does Raysa mean. "

" Tuh right in front of you there is Rissa, think you're cool isn't she the same class as us ??"

" Ordinary. "

" Heh, Rissa you heard what Rayhan said that you have no meaning now. "

I was silent as if I hadn't heard their conversation. Intan seemed to have understood our problem and tried to calm me down.

" Keep saying you're sitting right behind your ex. "

" Yes too. "

Raysa immediately left and returned to his stool.

That day of the Fashion Lesson, I loved this lesson. At that time the models of clothes were not as good as they are now. But somehow I already have the imagination of the current trend clothing model even though in the end my dress design in the value is too controversial.

The story is like this, the teacher asked us to make a dress design and at that time I designed a dress shirt that skirts between the two sides are not the same in the sense of slanted (like the current model model ). For the fabric I choose a fabric brukat with peach color. At that time my design by the teacher was judged the model is not clear because where there is a skirt model is slanted so (In fact now again booming ), keep the cloth brucat is identical to the fabric of parents and for weddings only.

Though I am here his intention to make a breakthrough that the cloth brucat can be formed into a beautiful dress. We can wear a cloth for birthday clothes, party clothes, festive clothes, even brukat can be conjured for children's and baby clothes. The important thing is that we look for a soft and not hot brucat cloth.

Though I was interested in this Fashion Planning lesson but I was not motivated because my design work was considered nyeleneh. But it's okay I still respect my teacher's opinion.

Days change, for some reason even though I'm Rayhan's classmate I saw Rayhan change for me. He never talked to me at all, he rarely even looked at me. I sent a message that was never answered.

Until one day the lesson was over and a friend of mine left the class I tried to talk to Rayhan.

" Rayhan, I want to talk. "

" Yes, what do you say. "

" Why are you now changing Ray ??? "

" What do you think ??? "

" Is there something wrong with me, Ray ?? "

" No Riss, absolutely not. I'm just tired of this kind of relationship. "

" Ray, get bored ! you say bored ??? "

" Yes to be honest I'm tired of Riss, waiting in uncertainty. Every time I think of a love that can no longer be saved. The longer my love is less and less now Riss."

" What do you want now, Ray? "

" I want us to end our relationship. "

" What does Ray mean ??? "

" Yes break up. "

" Disrupted "My eyes glazed over as if I couldn't believe Rayhan saying those words.

" Riss, I don't want to be selfish in maintaining our relationship but if we stay in this relationship for a long time I realize that we'd better be friends. "

" Just be friends ??? Are you sure Ray ??? "

" Sure and I thought I was cooking and actually I from yesterday wanted to talk about this but wait for the right time and it turns out you started this first. "

" But I still love you Ray. "

" Yes I know Riss, I love you too but love shouldn't have right ?? "

" Your tega Ray "I cried sobbing Isak, my tears fell down my cheeks. And Rayhan hugged me tightly while wiping my tears. "

" I'm doing this also for your sake riss, you have to stay in school without any obstacles, so we better end our relationship, sorry I Riss. "

Rayhan just left me. I can't believe all this is like a dream, a Painful Farewell.