Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 130 I AM THE UNLUCKY BEARER

Who would not be heartbroken if he saw a friend who we love and love very suddenly left us without a clear reason. I deeply regret why Erika didn't tell her my mistake.

My daydreams were gone when my phone rang.

" Hello yes Brother Arsel what is it ??? "

" I'm in front of your boarding house, you all get ready because I want to take you somewhere. "

" Where is Brother ??? "

" Have gone. "

" Let's wait a minute, brother, I changed clothes for a moment. "

" Ok I wait. "

Not long after I came out to see Brother Arsel, he smiled to welcome me. Arsel opened the car door for me. It looks romantic and sweet, Arsel's attitude towards me.

" Where are we going, brother ??? " I started the conversation.

" I wouldn't be surprised if I told you right now. "

" Oh that. "

" yes. "

Finally, I was only silent during the trip while Arsel focused on the task of driving his car. It wasn't long before we arrived at a cafe called "Memory Cafe ". I don't know why the owner gave me such a name. But the place is definitely very good and very recommanded.

" You wait here, Riss, " said Brother Arsel while giving me a chair.

" Yes, Brother, "I replied with a smile to Brother Arsel.

It was not long before the food and drinks we had ordered came. And not long after a cafe waitress gave me a white rose. Along with that there is also someone who sings a love song that makes me re-remember the memories of my past.

And the one who was singing on that stage was Brother Arsel !!!!!!! I never knew she could sing, either. She's singing a love song that makes anyone who hears sure baper.

Here is a song by Arsel.

When I drown in sadness

Time is also reluctant to pass

I promise to close the door of my heart

I don't know for anyone

The more I see the past

The more my heart is uncertain

But one ray of light shone upon my soul

When I see your smile

And you're present

Change everything

To become more beautiful

You brought my love

Spacey

Makes me feel perfect

'But live life

Both with you forever

You are the best for me (Beautiful, Adera).

Whoever listened to that song must have melted. The song is very nice and romantic. An amazing and inspiring work.

When the song was finished sung by Kak Arsel, he expressed his feelings.

" This love song is dedicated to the only woman who has stolen my heart and loved me so much. I really wanted to get closer to her, build a more serious relationship. I accept all the advantages and disadvantages. Hopefully slowly and someday he will have the same feelings as me. Rissa, I truly love you, "Sister Arsel earnestly said those words while looking right into my eyes.

I felt like I felt this moment again. This moment is exactly the same as when I was with the late Farrell. I never thought that Brother Arsel could sing that song. I was confused by how I felt, whether I had started to open my heart to others, or I was just laughing at the feeling of remembering the same moment with the late Farrell.

After that, Brother Arsel headed towards me, I was nervous. But Brother Arsel smiled at me.

" You mean what's doing all this, sister ?? "

" Just want you to know how I feel. I'm serious about you Riss, I want to be a part of your life. "

" Yes Thank you brother for loving me, but sorry Brother I can not return your feelings for now because the time is not right Brother. Once again I'm sorry to Brother, "My eyes look teary.

" It's okay Riss, you also have the right to refuse my love. But I'm sure someday you'll want to return my feelings. But don't worry, I respect your decision. "

" Thank you, Brother Arsel has understood my decision. "

" But if you may know you have a problem what Riss, you tell me the same. "

For a moment I was silent in the sadness that now shackles my heart. My eyes glazed over considering the problems that came over me especially my problems with Erika. I could no longer hold back my tears as I told Arsel all my life problems.

" I don't know what else to do, the second time I have to lose a friend that I love so much. I love him so much, I think of him as my brother. But now he's leaving me for no reason. I didn't even know what my mistake was until he left me like this. "

" What is your best friend, why Riss ??? "

" But you promise, don't tell anyone what happened to my best friend. "

" Yes I promise Riss, why ??? "

" He had just experienced a tragic event that had ruined his life a few months ago. She was raped Sister, "I cried as much as I could remember the fate of my best friend.

" Raped ??? "

" Yes Kak, even until now the culprit has not been found. And since that incident my best friend changed even he cut off our friendship. I never thought, even though he made a promise that no matter what happens we should stay together. Until now, the regret for me is why I always lose the people I love so much. Even the people close to me are always unlucky. Is it true that I am the Bearer, Shit la Kak, "I replied with a sob.

" You can't talk like Riss, there's no such thing as a son of a pesky carrier. All that exists is that all this is the destiny of him. You have to be sincere, and you have to be sure that you can get through this. "

" Yes but why do I always lose people who are always close to me and also my friends ???? "

Brother Arsel wiped my tears and said, "Don't be like that, remember that this is all a sign of destiny, everything will be beautiful in time. "

" But I still haven't calmed down before my best friend hasn't told me what happened. "

" Yes I know, just give your best friend time until he can accept his condition again. I'm ready to start whenever I accompany you wherever you want. "

" What's it because of Brother ???? "

" Because I want to be a part of your life, even if I'm just a friend. "

We looked at each other.

" Friend ??? "

" Well, a friend who will fill your days. At least I just want to make sure you're okay, " Brother Arsel said as he pinched my cheek.