Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 61 MY FINAL SCHOOL EXAM

Day after day has passed, it does not feel today is the day of the Final Examination My School*** in my High School days. I fought for my future so I could graduate with very good grades and get a scholarship to go to university. I do not grandiosely target entry to the best university, because it can be accepted free college anywhere I am very grateful.

The most important thing for now is my mother's blessing. For I am sure that his prayer will be blasphemed by Allah, for every one of his most efficacious prayers is heard and granted.

I asked for his blessing prayer. I went home to see my mother, and kowtowed to kiss her feet. Farrell was the one who drove me home to see my mother.

" Mom, Rissa apologized if there was a wrong word so far, Rissa also asked for Mother's blessing so that Rissa could graduate school with the best grades. Pray also that Rissa's ideals are granted to get a scholarship to go to college huh Ma'am ??? "

My mother told me to stand up and embrace me. Mom was crying while stroking my hair. Instantly the atmosphere became haru and sad.

" Mother's Prayer is always with you, son, only prayer that I can give you all this time. You can't give more than just a prayer, son. "

" But Mother's prayer is very important, Miss, Rissa really expects Mom to always pray the best for Rissa Bu. "

" Kiddo, all this time I couldn't help you. You go to school in the city with your own efforts and struggles. You fought alone there without anyone's help. You go to school while working. I can imagine the rigors of your struggle and how tired you are. You hope Mother is the only child, I hope you will become a successful person. May your fatigue now be a blessing, son. "

" Yes Mom, thank you Mom, may God always hear and grant Mother's prayer. Rissa wants to make Mom happy, make everyone's family happy. "

" Yes son, Mother's prayers and blessings are always with you, son. Rissa had to keep fighting to succeed. I'm sure Rissa will be the best. "

" Yes, ma'am, thank you. "

" Yes, Son. Riss, can't you ask Rissa for something ??? "

" What Mom, just say Mom. As long as Rissa can, surely Rissa will do Ma'am. "

" Go to your father's house, ask him for prayers and blessings. After all, he is your real father. Forget everything that's happened so far. Because no matter how bad your father is, inside you this is flowing blood, son. "

" But I'm afraid Dad won't accept me Mom. "

" Try it once, son, the important thing is that you have come to ask him for his blessing. Problems are not accepted, unappreciated is a recent affair. What matters is that you've come to him, son. "

" Yes, then Rissa will try it, Mom, Rissa will go to Daddy's house. May you also give your blessing to Rissa. "

" Yes, Son. "

" I'm sorry Mom, Rissa said goodbye and couldn't stay because Rissa had to work again later in the afternoon, Mom."

" Yes son, it's okay Mom knows Nak. Take care of yourself and your health, son. I can't help you, son, but trust me I always pray for you the best. "

" Yes Ma'am. "

I said goodbye and prepared to my father's house, Farrell always faithfully accompanied me. When I got to my father's house, I tried several times to knock on his door but there was no answer at all.

When I wanted to leave, suddenly my father's door opened. It was my father who opened the door for me. I didn't think she would still accept me at her house.

Then what happened ???? Did I get her blessing from him or was I kicked out of there ????

" Well, can Rissa come in for a second ???. I'm sorry that Rissa's arrival here has disrupted Dad's comfort, "I started talking.

" Yes, " Daddy said briefly.

" Rissa's goal here is to ask Dad for prayers and blessings. Hopefully by getting prayers and blessings from Rissa's father given the ease and smoothness of doing the final exam of school Well. "

Father's words just made my heart ache, not that I got the spirit to be motivated instead I was down and sad.

" Dad's still mad at Rissa, "I asked to be clear.

" No, because you also have the right to determine your own future. Some of you go to school with your own efforts and your own money without any interference from me. So it's up to you to do what. Oh yes, prayer, I will definitely doain. Just chill. "

" How should I go, Dad, so Dad doesn't get mad at Rissa??? "

" Why am I mad at you, what's your fault ???? Already now gini, you just focus on your school it does not need to think of me. Just show if you can graduate with the best grades in that school or even you fail to go there. "

" God willing, Rissa will show that Rissa can graduate from there with the best grades and can get a scholarship to go to college. "

" Yes, please dream. "

" What do you mean ????. Why don't you want to support Rissa ??? After all this Rissa is the son of Father, the biological son of father, the flesh blood of father !!!!!!!! " I've started to lose control of my emotions.

" You are a rebellious child, unwilling to obey your parents. Always feel right yourself, so yes you are free to determine your own life as you please. So why would I bother taking care of you !!! "

" Sometimes Rissa will show you that Rissa can be proud of both parents. At that time hopefully the eyes of your heart will be open to appreciate the struggle and sacrifice of Rissa alone all this time. "

" Yes up to you. "

Rather than widening the problem, I finally went home and previously remained alone with my father. My mind feels chaotic today, my father's words only make me more down once.

Farrell tried to calm me down, he must know how I feel right now.

" I'll just take the bus home, yeah, Rell. "

" Why Riss ???? "

" Pity you'll go back and forth to Rell. "

" How could I have left you and let you go home alone with this kind of situation Riss. "

" I'm fine Rell, you don't worry, "I tried to convince Farrell.

" No, let me just take you. ''

" But Rell, "

" Don't be reckless, I won't let you cry alone. I don't have the heart of Riss. "

" I won't cry Rell, I promise. "

" I'm sorry for the moment I don't trust Riss. "

" Okay, Rell, then.

I stared into Farrell's eyes, sincere and deeply worried about my situation. He understands my situation very well.