Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 186 RETURN ROUTINE

I was finally allowed to go home after being treated for three days in the hospital. Arsel's brother who drove me home to the boarding house. Our relationship improved once Arsel realized that he was too jealous. He doesn't want me to get too close to other people.

" Dear, don't forget to eat and take your medicine. " Kak Arsel's message reminds me.

" Yes, baby, thank you. "

" Oh yes, I went back first, right ? "

" Yes, baby, be careful. "

I immediately went into my boarding house to rest. I miss her in my room. The most comfortable place of any kind, certainly the room itself.

The next day I started the Routine. I went back to college and taught as an Assistant Lecturer. But this time I have to take extra care of health and divide the time as well as possible. I don't want to drop a second time. Stabbed infusion is very painful, so it is better to take care of health.

I was sitting in class reading one of the books, and suddenly Bryant came up to me.

" Lo's cured Riss ??? "

" Yes, thank God. "

" Keep your health, don't get sick again. "

" Bryant, Brother Arsel knows that you love me, Erika yesterday came and told me everything. "

" Then ????? "

" I want us to keep our distance, just talk as necessary. I don't want Brother Arsel to misunderstand me again. So please understand me. "

" Long time you become the robot Arsel Riss. You have the right to associate with anyone. Now I ask you, you are comfortable not living like this ??? Are you depressed not treated like this ???? "

I was silent, and far from the bottom of my heart I was not as free as I used to be. Now I am like a bird in a cage, imprisoned and unable to find freedom.

" This is all a consequence that I have to accept. I've decided to get engaged to Brother Arsel, at least I have to accept it as it is. "

" Now ask your heart, until when do you feel strong like gini continue ???. I think because I care about you. I don't want money in the end. But before it was too late Riss, you think about whether you can be happy with Arsel. "

" I am still confident in my decision for now. I'm sure Brother Arsel will bring me happiness. But thank you, Bryant, for caring about you as much as I do. "

" yes. Yes already if you are still tight with your decision. I go first, " Bryant said as he looked at me with a meaningful gaze that I did not know.

" Riss, you should know things. Although you and Arsel are already engaged, but you will never be able to get it completely. You are like the heavens and the earth. Know what ????. It doesn't fit !!!! " Said Erika.

" What do you mean ???? " I asked.

" However we used to be friends, really good friends even. So as your former best friend, I just want to learn one thing before you regret it. Let go of Arsel, find a man and his family who will accept you and your family as they are. "

" Why should I obey your words ??? "

" You will regret it, before you get sick from being dumped so you better end your relationship with Arsel. "

" I'm sorry, but I have no reason to do what you suggest. "

" As long as Mama Arsel will never accept you, she will make every effort to get rid of you Riss. He never wanted to accept you as his son-in-law. He'll make your life hell if you stay with Arsel. "

" Why do you care so much about me ??? "

" Because.. because... " Answer Erika.

" Because you still love Arsel, right ??? That's why you want me to break off my engagement with him right ???. You are indeed cunning Rik, you are selfish by pretending to care about me. In fact, there are shrimp behind the rock. "

" Riss, all this time I've been mean to you. But anyway I have a good side too, I just don't want to see you suffer living with Arsel and Mama. You can never be happy as long as Mama Arsel does not approve of your relationship. "

" If you want to see me happy, get out of our lives Rik. Especially Mama Kak Arsel, never again affect him. At least that way he can accept me a little. "

" I can't Riss, because I love Arsel so much. I can't be far from him. You're still perfect Riss, there are still plenty of men who want to be with you. Unlike me, I have lost my honor. I've lost something very valuable as a woman. "

" I'm sorry Rik, I can't. I love Arsel very much too. Moreover, we are already engaged, how could I just cut off our relationship. It's not fair to Arsel, again I'm sorry to you. "

" I've tried to ask you well, so don't blame me if I use violent means later. I've tried negotiating with you, but in fact you're still stubborn. "

" Riss, what Erika said has a point too, try to think back to living with Arsel. Arsel is a good man and loves you. But he could never understand your feelings. Even his mother was not willing to accept you as her son-in-law's candidate. Before it's too late Riss, I'm always here waiting for you. I will give that happiness to Lo Riss. I love you, even my family must all be able to accept you and your family as they are, " said Brother Arsel.

" I don't know what to say, I don't know. I was in a difficult choice. I love Arsel very much, and I have no feelings for you Bryant. How can I be happy with you ??? And now this ring on the ring finger is proof that I've been in a relationship with Arsel's sister. And I can't seem to break this relationship. I'm sorry I can't, "I answered while crying running away leaving them both.

I don't know what Erika meant by acting like that, she persuaded me to leave Brother Arsel. So did Bryant, doing the same thing to tell me to rethink my engagement to break with Arsel. How could I possibly do all that ????

Why do so many people disagree with me with my fiancee, Brother Arsel ?????