Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 79 IS LIKE A DREAM

I went back to my bedroom. I'm still trying to think about what I just saw. Am I dreaming and unconscious ???.

" Oh !!!!! " My screams as I try to pinch my cheeks.

I felt pain as I pinched my cheek. I didn't dream or hallucinate what I saw just now.

But I went back to thinking how could Farrell come to my boarding house without contacting me first, early in the morning like this ???. Or am I just wrong to look ???.

It's possible that I'm thinking too much about Farrell that I'm looking at Farrell. But to confirm it once again I tried to contact Farrell, but still the number was off and could not be reached.

Because I did not get any certainty at all I finally decided to pray one third of the night or pray tahajjud. There I prayed for Farrell's salvation, I gave it all to the almighty.

I didn't feel like I was sleeping in my bed. At first glance I dreamed Farrell came wearing a white shirt. His face looked radiant. She smiled so sweetly at me.

He said, "Take me, I'm happy right now, Riss."

After that he waved at me and disappeared from my sight. I sobbed after Farrell. I'm not ready to lose Farrell for now.

In the end, I woke up from my sleep. I just realized that the dream just now also made me shed tears. I immediately wiped the tears on my cheek.

I called Farrell again, but his number could not be reached. What really happened is that Farrell didn't contact me at all until now. I'm confused who to contact, I'm so worried about Farrell.

I stayed awake until the morning. Withstands sleepiness I finally cleaned myself up. After that when I changed my clothes suddenly there was a phone call coming in my phone. I saw it was Farrell's brother, and I thought it was important that Farrell's sister called me this early in the morning ??????.

I immediately picked up the phone with trembling hands.

" Hello, Brother. "

" Hall Hall, hello Rissa, this is Brother Riss. "

" Yes Kak, what's wrong Brother. And why do you say that brother stammering Kak ???? "

" Yes Riss, I just want to tell you about Farrell, and I hope you are sincere and patient when you hear this bad news Riss. "

" Yes Kak, what happened to Farrell Kak ??? Why didn't he contact me at all ???. He promised me he'd call me when he got to his house. "

" He would never do that Riss. "

" Yes but why Brother ??? "

" Because Farrell was in a terrible accident with Riss, "His older brother Farrell replied, crying as he pleased.

Like being struck by lightning in the morning like this I was immediately shocked. I speak a thousand languages and have not been able to make peace with reality. I don't believe in the words of his brother Kak Farrell. There is no way Farrell had a terrible accident that almost took his life.

" Riss, you're okay, right ??? " Task his brother Farrell breaking my daydream.

" Is it true what Brother said just now ??? I didn't hear wrong, did you ??? "

" Yes right Riss, Big Brother didn't lie to Riss. "

" What time did Farrell get in an accident ??? "

" At 02.00 am Riss. "

" Hour 02. 00 Brother ??? "

I was shocked to hear it, and I didn't feel like crying and sobbing.

'' Yes Brother, "I answered while crying.

" This Brother is already on his way home, oiya Farrell is currently already taken to a public hospital in the city. We'll just meet you there, Riss. "

" Yes Brother. "

'' Yes, my sister closed first, her phone. "

" Yes Brother. "

My phone fell to the floor, my legs were limp and my body fell to the floor. I still can't make peace with this harsh reality. To me, it's like a dream. I still can't believe the news I heard today.

I was sobbing, my tears were getting so hard on my cheeks. Now the only person who is always there when I am sad is not there beside me anymore. I realized how stupid I had kept this feeling of love for Farrell for too long, and now it was too late !!!!.

I should have said earlier to my feelings that I was beginning to love, so that I would never regret my whole life like this. Farrell will never know that I love him so much. I'm really sorry Farrell didn't know the truth.

I started getting ready to go to the public hospital where Farrell was being treated. I limped while waiting for an ojek on the big road. My eyes are still puffy and my lips are ceaseless for Istighfar.

Until finally I got the ojek on time because it happened that the ojek base looked quiet. It turned out that the carpenter was very nice and a little comforting to me.

" I'm sorry, son, if you can ask why does it look so cry ?? "

" My best friend had an accident, sir. "

" Kiddo's boy ??? "

" Yes sir, how can you guess ??? "

" Yes son, it seems once again very sad Son."

" Yes sir, because he means so much to me sir. There is no man as good as him in this world sir. "

" Just pray for the best for him, son, God willing will be given the way. "

" Yes sir, I always pray the best for him Sir. But I'm pessimistic he can make a full recovery sir. Because the accident he had was very severe and severe sir. "

" Yes, son, listen to the words of Father. If indeed later your friend can be cured, he will not be fully healed and can not be as ready as ever again. But.... ''

" But what, sir ??? "

" But I'm sorry, son yes, if suppose your friend can not be saved, believe that someday you will meet the replacement of your friend and he is much better. "

" Just hope he can survive sir, I can't be far from him sir. "

" Patience Son, all these trials will make you stronger. "

" Thank you sir, your words have greatly comforted my heart Sir. Ask for help, sir for my friend. "

" Yes, son, I'm sure you're praying. May there be a miracle from God that your love may be united. "

'' Love ??? "

" Yes love son, don't you love each other ??? "

I could only smile hearing the taxi driver.