Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 17 HAPPY MEMORY

" Thank you, God. "

God has always been with me, he was always there when I needed him and he was the one who knew better what I needed and not what I wanted.

I enjoyed my days off before I entered my gray-white days. I took care of the unused books and kept them neat.

I accidentally nudged a box containing gifts of memories from my ex, ex-lover and first girlfriend. There are pictures of me and Rayhan, pink dolls, pink roses, R-initial letter bracelet, Pink wallet, pink watch, butterfly flops, butterfly pinches, butterfly poster and last memory of this phone. Aided mobile phone bought by Rayhan, well maybe it's time I have to change the model of a better phone again. I closed the memory box again and I put it in the drawer under my desk.

" Mum, can change the phone add no, "I asked one of the sellers at the HP outlet.

" Can mbak, I check the phone first yes mbk. "

" It's mas. "

" Ok the phone is still good, want to exchange the same phone what mbk. "

" There is a camera feature approximately increase how much mas. "

" If this model should be added Rp 700,000, but if this one should be added Rp 850,000. How to choose which. "

" Ehm, below that there is no ta mas.. My money is not enough. "

" This is there mbak stock only one if mbaknya want to add enough Rp 600,000 only mbk. "

" My savings money is only Rp 500,000 mas, how about. "

" Ehmm. how about. "

" It cannot be less than mas. "

" Waduh here the price of mbak, can not be bargained. It is here selling vegetables, can be fresh. Hahaha I can do it anyway. "

" Hahaha time can be bargained for. "

" Yes already gini mbak, mbak looking for a loan first Rp 50,000 only mbak, so the total mbak only added Rp 550,000 only mbk. I give you a discount for her beautiful mom. "

" Hehehe could have been this mas. "

" Okay, I went home to get a loan. "

" Ok mbak's. "

My beloved granddaughter arrived, before I came out of the Counter hp it turned out there was my real father and he asked me what I was doing there. I told him everything and it turns out I was even told to exchange an additional Rp 850,000. I added Rp 350,000 with just. Praise be to Allah, for there is no sustenance.

" New phone, "My inner heart.

I tried the pictures at home, with my sisters.

When my phone rang, Farrel called me.

" Hello. "

" Hello yes Farrel what's up. "

" Where is your school, Riss?? "

" It looks like at 1 rell High School, the favorite school in town. "

" Oh, yes, then. "

" Why Rell. "

" It's okay, I just wanted to ask. "

" Where do you go to school. "

" School where yes. "

" You can't know. "

" Yes actually because I want to continue with you Riss, but I'm afraid my grades don't meet the standards there. "

" Rell, the future is in your own hands, you can't mess with your future just because of me. "

" Yes Riss, because my future is you. "

" Halah, you little tombalist. "

" Seriously Riss, I'm sorry now. "

" Insaf fuck. "

" Seriously don't want to play girls anymore, seriously the same as you. "

" Oh yes, I do not want to be eaten by your sweet promises. "

" Riss. "

" I'm closing up, bye. "

I closed the phone before our conversation went too far. I actually knew Farrel was a good man. It's just that I'm not the same as him, he's too lebai and his eyes like to be nice when he sees a beautiful girl, understand ya guys mostly like that.

Not long ago I was holding my phone, ringing back.. The phone was from Rayhan, Tumben Rayhan called me.

" Hello.. "

" yes. "

" I want to see you. "

" No. "

" Please once, for the last time. "

" Last time ??? "

" Yes, because I don't know what after this I can still meet you. "

" That means ???? "

" The answer will be after we meet. "

" Meet where. "

" Monday Sunday at 06:00 am Behind our Junior High School. "

" okay. "

I also closed the phone. I was confused I shouldn't have picked up the phone and ignored it. But I also wonder why Rayhan seems to want to go forever.

On Sunday morning I woke up at dawn to pray first, after which I was getting ready to leave for my meeting place with Rayhan.

I have permission to be with Mom and she allows. Along the way I was worried about whether or not to meet Rayhan, but it was also unfair that I did not fulfill Rayhan's request to meet with me.

Arriving at the designated place, I have seen Rayhan there, he was always on time as usual when we still have the feeling of love at that time.

" Riss. "

" yes. "

" I want to talk to you. "

" Yes, by the way. "

" I'll let you take a break from your life. "

" What a majsudnya. "

" I want you to know this from my own mouth, not from anyone else. "

" What's up. "

" I've been with Raysa. "

" What. "

" Yes Riss, I want to open a new page. "

" With Raysa. "

" Yes Riss, I want to give him a chance just like you, I wish I could love him just as much as when we loved each other. "

" Why you should go with Raysa Ray. "

" Because both of my Parents agreed with Raysa Riss. "

" Yes, it's true that even the rich have a soul mate with the rich. "

" You don't misunderstand Riss, I used to love you as much as I do. I accept all your shortcomings. "

" Love knows no caste, it's just stories in fairy tales !!!! Love also sees social status. "

" No Riss, you don't misunderstand me. "

" You've been honest you left me because you finally realized that I'm poor, right."

" No Riss, it's just........ "

" What is it ???? "

" It's just that my parents don't approve. "

" It is true that our love is hindered by social status. I knew Ray I was a poor boy, I had nothing. To your parents, maybe I'm just a ugly, ugly, shabby, shabby, poor duckling. "

" It's not like that Riss. "

" You take notes and you hear my words Ray, someday I'll prove to you that I can be successful, at that time your parents will know who I really am and will not look me one eye again, "Wiping my tears that fall down my cheeks.

" Riss, please excuse me. "

" Okay, just get here for our meeting this time, goodbye. "

" Riss .... "

I just left Rayhan, my pride that only the poor felt torn apart. The poor have no price in front of the rich.

I decided to completely forget about Rayhan and his memories. Goodbye Memories, Goodbye. Only tears speak that it is enough that this heart is hurting.