Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 200 DILEMMA

Today our group has a community empowerment program where the place is in one of the hamlets that enter the village far away he said. It is beyond belief that the place is very remote and the terrain is very difficult.

During the trip, we held each other. Where the leader of the group is Bryant walking at the front of himself, while at the back is the representative of the group, Rayhan. I was in the middle, but I had to be careful.

Finally after passing through various difficult road terrain, we arrived at the intended place. We were amazed because in suguhi the scenery is amazingly beautiful, I also really enjoy the nuances of nature here.

Rayhan approached me and asked about my situation. I knew Rayhan had a hard time meeting me because Bryant was always in his way. Every time Rayhan approached me, Bryant would always block him by giving him some group assignment or being told to do things that would otherwise never see me again.

" Riss, how was his trip here. It's exciting, isn't it ??? " Said Rayhan.

" So exciting Ray, did not expect the journey could be as far and as heavy as this. "

" But you're a grin, right ?? "

" Yes Ray, I'm so happy. At least by being here reminds me of my house which is also in the village. Yes, although the journey is not the same as here. "

" Yes, while I was in this village, I remembered my house. I miss the time at home. "

" Yes Ray. Oh yeah Ray, how's Mama doing with your dad ??? Is it okay, right ??? "

" You still care about Riss being equal to them after their treatment of you ??? "

" Rayhan, it's all the past and it's long gone. And you know for yourself that I have a new life here."

" Yes Riss. But can I ask you one thing not the same Riss ??? "

" What Ray, just say. "

" Do you really love that guy ??? Sorry not what, why do I feel he is overprotective is it the same with you ???. Just as different a man as Farrell I know. "

" Yes, you know for yourself, all because of love. "

" I think it's a lot better for Bryant. Although she sucks, I know she cares and cares about her people. Why don't you choose Bryant ??? "

" I told you earlier, it was all because of love. "

" Yes, you have the right to choose. "

" Yes Ray. "

Actually I was a little washed away by Rayhan's words, it's true that Bryant is much more caring and caring for me. Even small things like a bed for me while in this KKN place, he noticed. While Brother Arsel is just busy going to be afraid of losing myself.

Suddenly Bryant approached us and as usual his annoying and slightly arrogant attitude made me or Rayhan have to listen to his lecture.

" What are you doing here together ????. You guys here KKN is not told to date. I'm the chairman here, do you want me to tarnish your name in this group list and declared a failure and have to repeat next year ??? "

" You as representatives and secretaries here should be able to give a real example. Let's start this show. "

The three of us immediately walked towards the destination of our group work program. We were busy starting our show. As a form of our gratitude, at the end of the event we provide cash and non-cash assistance to them.

And in the end we had to go back to the village hall where we were staying. This time it was raining on our way home. We had to go even further along this very heavy terrain. The road became even more slippery and made us have to be even more careful.

In the middle of the journey when we had to cross the river, suddenly from the opposite direction the river flow became bigger and dragged us. Just as I was in the middle of getting the effect, my hand slipped from my friends. I rolled up the river ripples and almost drowned. I tried to ask them for help.

In the midst of my panic that was unable to swim, I kept praying that someone would come to my aid and save me. Even I had a moment to think, is this the time I am facing the Divine ????. Could this be the end of my life, and the time has come for me to catch up with the faithful Farrell waiting for me in Heaven ????.

When I was almost overwhelmed with despair accompanied by fear and crying and breathing that indeed began to dashed because of having to enter the water, there came an angel who tried to save me from death. He embraced me while continuing to swim to take me to the edge of the river where the water suddenly overflowed.

I was barely conscious because I had already put in a lot of water. Someone was trying to pull out the water that entered my body, until in the end I managed to get it out. I started to open my eyes and when I came to my senses the angel who had saved my life from death, my tears flowed.

Do you know who my savior angel from death is ???? "

" Bryant's. "

He is the man who saved me from death. I really owe him my life. I don't even know how I can repay all his kindness.

" Bryant, "Say me crying.

" Yes Riss, you're okay, right ???. I'm sorry I can't take care of you. I can't imagine how it would feel if you drifted and drowned earlier, "His reply while directly hugging me and crying.

" I should be grateful to you Bryant, I owe you my life. Once again thank Bryant because thanks to you, I am still alive today, "My sobs while continuing to shed tears.

" Yes Riss. "

" How do I repay all your kindness Bryant ??? "

" Stay to live and be happy" Bryant replied.

" Why ??? That's all it is ??? "

" Yes, because by watching you live and be happy, I also have the spirit to continue living, "Answer Bryant answered that made me baper.

With the incident that happened just now, it gave me a dilemma. I was afraid subconsciously, I started to put my heart on Bryant. Can love come and go as it pleases ????.

I was confused, on one side I was Kak Arsel's fiancee but on one side I somehow felt the most comfortable point was beside Bryant.

Then what should I do ?????.