Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 55 I WAS SELECTED AS A PARTICIPANT OF THE SCHOOL OLYMPICS

Today the school held a selection in various competitions for the Olympic championships of various subjects. Among them are chemistry, geography, informatics, biology, economics, earth, physics, mathematics, astronomy. Participants of the Olympic competition are students/school students/madrasah Muhammadiyah SD/MI level, SMP/MTS, and SMA/MA/SMK. Participants are individuals without distinguishing sons and daughters.

IPA and IPS Olympics is one of the annual agenda of the Directorate of High School Development (SMA) under the Ministry of Education and Culture in an effort to create and improve education services at the High School level. Other activities are in the form of festivals and various kinds of competitions both at school, sub-district, district, and national and even international levels. This activity is expected to encourage the improvement of basic literacy, thinking competence, critical, creative, communicative, and collaboration of learners as a young generation.

This competition is to evaluate the extent of students' absorption of the subjects their teachers provide.

This time I was selected as a participant in the Geography study competition in representing the school. So I have a lot to learn and practice working on various problems or questions about geography.

That afternoon I went home from school and was taken by Farrell. I'm tired of learning all day to win the Olympics.

" Riss, have lunch, "Take Axel.

" I'm so tired of Rell, I want to sleep. "

" But you haven't had lunch Riss, you'll be sick. "

" Yes come on. Where do we eat ??? "

" We're looking for a food depot. "

" Yes Rell. "

We were at one of the food depots not far from our school.

" What do you want Riss to eat, "Farrell asked me.

" I want to eat chicken soto and Rell's iced tea. "

" Yes the same, I also want to eat chicken soto. "

" Yes Rell. "

" Riss, looks like you're really tired today. Looks really tangled your face Riss. "

" Yes Rell, I've been chasing the target all day to learn to win the Olympic race Rell. "

" You want to win this Olympics, Riss. "

" Yes Rell, I want to get a winning trophy and if I win I can get the money I can save Rell. "

" Yes Riss, I always support you and pray that you can win. "

" So far your real father hasn't called you and hasn't paid for your school needs, Riss. "

" Not Rell, I don't know what's on his mind. I'm here desperately fighting for school with my own efforts and efforts. But until this moment my real father wouldn't call me just to know about my news. I was always wrong in Rell's eyes. From childhood I never felt his affection, even just in the hug I never got. I've always been different from Rell's other children, my childhood was unhappy. Maybe if I die, maybe he just realized that he still has one child who also needs his attention, "It doesn't feel like I'm shedding my tears.

There was a pain I felt at the time. Maybe now I am really tired so I have to take out my heart which I always keep tight all this time. The wounds of my heart because of my childhood experiences to this day still remain in my soul. Until now I have felt the trauma of building a serious relationship with men. I'm afraid that someday the edges will have to separate.

I looked at my fingers, there was a slight burn from accidentally being exposed to the heat of the iron while working in the laundry. Even my hands were also very rough due to overwork. Tired, don't ask me again it's amazing. I want to stop it and just focus on school. But how do I get money for my living expenses and pay Kosan if I don't work ???????.

Inadvertently it turned out that Farrell also realized what I was feeling. He stroked my fingers and palms. I'm ashamed because he would know that my skin is very rough.

But unexpectedly, she kissed my hand and there were tears falling right on my hand. Well Farrell is crying !!!!!!!!!. How could a man seem to be moved like that. I couldn't believe it, but Farrell's words left me speechless.

" This hand is an amazingly great hand, a lot of evidence in it. Although from the outside of this hand there are many wounds, but inside this hand holds a very beautiful future" said Farrell.

" Thank you for Rell's encouragement, it turns out you still care about me a lot. "

" I've cared so much for you Riss, I love you so much even though I know you'll never repay me. But honestly I feel pain watching you work so hard that your hands become like this. You're an amazingly great woman Riss, you're a powerful woman who will never be defeated. I believe that someday you will be able to become a successful woman. "

" Amin's. Yes Rell. "

" Please promise me Riss, whether or not I am you have to keep fighting until you become a successful person. "

" Don't say that, Rell, we'll be friends forever. We will always be together at any time. "

I hugged Farrell, for some reason I was afraid Farrell would leave me. I cried and asked Farrell to promise to stay by my side.

A few days later....

Today is an Olympic race done, I fought to bring my school's good name. Who would have thought that I could win this Olympic Games at the Provincial Level.

Thank God I believe that results will never betray my efforts. I can make and carry the name of my school. I cried when my name was announced as Champion 2 at the Provincial level.

I'm a teenager with a divorced family background who managed to be a child that I can probably be proud of. I don't know who's happy to have a kid like me. Maybe only my mom was happy to see me carry my family's good name. Although it is far from the bottom of my heart, I want my Father to contact me and hold me.

But all was hope, I could only cry when I saw all my comrades in arms with their parents. They are lucky children who have parents who love them very much. I wiped away the tears that were pouring down my cheeks, as I struggled desperately I was accompanied only by my guiding teacher. And he understood my situation so as to give me a hug. I immediately cried in the arms of his teacher.

" Don't be discouraged Rissa, you're a gifted child, I'm sure one day you'll be a successful child. "

" Amin yes Ma'am, thank you, "I answered while wiping my tears.