Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 15 JEALOUSY

That day Rayhan decided to move the seat, from the one that was originally right behind me, to the other bench that was a bit away from me. What does it mean I don't know, maybe looking for a new atmosphere.

Just contact Farrel who moved to sit right behind me. At that time it was an art lesson and will be divided into groups and each group numbered 4 people. And it turns out that the division of the group is based on the order number of attendance and it is true that I am one group with Rayhan, Raysa and Farrel. We also have to sit in one group, I really want to move to another group.

The task of the group for art at that time was to make handicrafts from used materials that could be recycled. We also started a discussion.

" What do you think is the idea for our group, "Rayhan started the conversation.

" I think yes how if we make a statue of clay or newspaper, "Raysa conveys his idea.

" Ruwet, because it is still thought for the mold in addition to the way it is made which is also complicated. We better make it from plastic materials such as drink bottles we make what it is because it is more practical, "Farrel chimed.

" If you're Raysa, you might have an idea, "Rayhan asked me.

" Yes if I think I agree with Farrel who uses plastic bottles as the main ingredient we make this craft, he said, because plastic is garbage that is not easily decomposed so that we can use plastic as goods that can be recycled into something useful later, "I try to be professional and put forward my idea.

" Well, then I agree with Farrel and Rissa's opinion, because plastic bottles are easy to get and by using these plastic bottle bottles we can reduce plastic bottle waste into useful and valuable items, " Rayhan also decided on the main material idea for our second-hand goods this time.

The results of our group agreed to make flower crafts and stems from plastic bottles. And for the pot we use glass bottles that are high in shape.

The making event is done on Sunday, because the school is off so that it can be done from morning to finish because next Sunday must be collected.

" About where do we do this craft work ? Oiya how about if In Rissa's house, I want to know what kind of house she is, "Raysa gives his opinion.

" No, Rissa's most distant home, we take our middle home, "Farrel protects me because he knows Raysa wants to insult me.

" Okay, it's decided that on Sunday you gather at my house at 07:00 am and don't be late for our task to be completed quickly. "

The Sunday when I was getting ready to leave on my bike, Farrell suddenly came to my house. He intended to pick me up on his motorcycle, Farrel paid a farewell to my mother and permission that we would do art. I allowed it but couldn't go home too late.

On the way, Farrel asked me something.

" Riss, Rayhan never played at your house. "

" What's Rell. "

" It never will. "

" yes. "

" I guessed it, the guts are small to be able to defend you. "

" Bariin. "

" I'm sorry Riss, don't be mad. "

" Yes rell. "

Arriving at Rayhan's house, it seems Raysa was there first.

" You guys are so sweet the two of you are like gini, "Raysa seemed to tease us.

We started making our craft, Rayhan made a vase for flowers from a long used bottle and started painting, Farrel made a flower stalk from a used wire coated with colorful paper. I got a part of making flowers from plastic drink bottles and also used crackles. Raysa ??? Don't ask her the busiest part of the comment and stick it straight to Rayhan's kayak stamps.

Especially when Rayhan's parents greeted us and brought us drinks and snacks he was also busy looking for face and busy just to get the attention of Rayhan's parents. Rayhan's parents also seem to like Raysa, and Raysa was smart to take the heart of Rayhan's parents.

What makes me feel low as low as low is when Rayhan's parents think Raysa is "The Ideal Son-in-law Candidate ". Honestly there was a strange feeling I had back then, I also wanted to be treated that way. I felt wasted for not feeling valuable and unattractive at the time.

Our work was almost done that afternoon. We also sorted out cleaning the remnants of unused craft tasks. When we said goodbye and got home to Rayhan's parents I saw Rayhan's parents offer to drive Raysa home in their car, with his typical style shy but want him to agree to Rayhan's parents' offer.

Which makes me not like and do not accept Rayhan actually helped deliver Raysa in the car. Where his heart at least wait for me to leave his house, then he took Raysa home. Yes I know myself, me and Raysa are two different women. I'm such a bad duck and Raysa is like a swan. Any family would choose a beautiful, classy goose over a bad duck like me.

Along the way home I kept thinking about what happened. All I keep in mind is Raysa said he said that the poor should know his place. Defying him, the rich man scornfully insulted me, the Unable.

" Riss, "Sontak Farrel broke my daydream.

" Yes, rell why. "

" You're jealous. "

" Jealous why. "

" Jealous because Rayhan's parents prefer Raysa as a prospective daughter-in-law. "

" Yes I know myself Rell. "

" Don't be so Riss, which distinguishes you and Raysa only one, social status only. "

" Yes Rell. "

" But there's one thing that's even more important and Raysa can't have it. "

" What's rell. "

" You have a sincere and kind heart, not even Raysa has one. His heart is full of falsehoods. "

" I'm not that good as Rell. "

" If you do not have a sincere heart, you will surely reclaim what is yours and will not allow others to be happy in your suffering. "

" Because I believe in Karma Rell, karma will work by itself and over time. "

" You are amazing, Riss. "

" From childhood I was used to losing Rell, I was also used to losing my rights. "

" Patience Riss. "

" Jealousy as you said it was common for me to feel, jealousy is painful and there is no cure "