Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 18 NEW CHAPTER

I do not want to continue living in adversity, I must rise, rise and rise. My life is long, I am young. I do not want my youth wasted, with all the limitations that exist I must be eager to start today with something new. I have to make a new leaf, open a new life.

I've decided to enroll in Favorite High School in the city, I'll stay and boarding near my school.

At first, my wish was about my own father because he was afraid that I would go to school in the city just like Nita, one of her stepchildren was forced to quit school because she was pregnant out of wedlock with her boyfriend.

I've got a spell and no one will be able to stop me. I got a scholarship track of achievement which of course the cost of my education will be fully borne by the school. I'll try to find the cost for the cost of boarding, eating and buying books. I can sell small or find a part-time job later to connect.

Armed with a makeshift savings and my mother's blessing, I was desperate to go to the city to enroll for school there. My new hope is there, my ideals are there. I was looking for a place to live close to my school, I left alone without any family to take me. Sad, don't ask for my pain at this time. I've gotten used to my loneliness and it's precisely this that makes me more independent.

I also found very close costs from my new prospective school, I was sure I would be accepted at this school because of my charter of appreciation.

The next day, registration began. I enrolled and the school really accepted me with open arms because of the achievements I had. To re-list also free stay for sewing costs sewing this uniform that makes me confused. I went home and thank God my mother helped me to sew my uniform in her friend. And he promised to deliver my uniform when it's done.

I returned to the city quietly. Mumpung still did not go to school, I was looking for a side job that could be paid daily. All day I traveled around the city and finally someone wanted to accept me to work in his place. Laundry, yes only in that place I can work. The daily wage system depends on the amount of laundry that enters each day.

That day was the first time I entered work for the first time and it turned out that the laundry at work was crowded as well. I'm used to this job because even at home this is my daily job.

It turned out that day there was really a lot of laundry coming in, until almost noon I had not had time to eat breakfast. I was with two other friends very busy, I was ironing clothes and two of my friends were washing their clothes with a washing machine. Sweat drenched my face and clothes. I'll take the time to drink a glass of water.

When the clock was showing at 12 noon we took a break and bought a packet of rice to fill the stomach that was already very rumbling. Really enjoy eating in a very hungry stomach condition. After the break we continued our work. By late afternoon, the work was done and I returned to the boarding house.

I hope that in this city, in a new place, a new life. Suddenly my phone rings. Farrel called.

" Hello. "

" Riss your boarding address where. "

" Why Rell. "

" Smrt give me the address. "

" Why first. "

" I'm in town now. "

" What ???? "

" Well, where do you cost. "

" Ok, I'm texting the address. "

I turned off the phone too.

" Fuck-ass, "My inner man.

After I sent my full boarding address and suddenly my phone rang again, I saw Farrel again calling. He said he got to my front door. I rushed out to meet Farrel.

" Hey Riss, this is for you, "Rayhan gave me a bunch of pink roses.

" Thank you Rayhan, "I bow my head, very sad.

" Riss, why are you. "

" It's okay, Rell. "

" You don't like the flowers, do you ?? "

" Why was Rell dumped ?? "

" Because I don't want to see you sad anymore, Riss. "

" But dearly discarded Rell. "

" I'll change a new one, a different color. "

" Sorry rell. "

" Am sorry for the riss ?? "

" I can't open my heart to you. "

" Riss even though we can't be girlfriends, we can be best friends ?? "

" Yes Rell. "

" Have you had dinner yet to riss ? "

" No, why Rell ? "

" Yuk dinner. "

" Dinner ?? "

'' Yes dinner, why Riss ??? "

" Gak ah, I'm tired, " Actually even though I'm tired, I'm also awkward dinner for the first time. I've never had dinner with any guy, I'm nervous.

" Halah tired of what !!! A day at kos ngapa-gapain kok tired anyway. "

Farrel's words just made me emotional and maybe high blood he didn't know I was working all day for a bite of rice.

" Rell, you and I are different!!!!! You who may be the Crown Prince to your parents, ask for anything directly obeyed without difficulty and my kayaking work !!! Whatever you want maybe you can get directly, while I ???? work from morning to afternoon just get money and that's not much !!!! You will not know the struggle of the poor as I am, you will not know the cry of the poor who are hungry and cannot even eat. "

I immediately left Farrel crying and Farrel grabbed my hand and hugged me to calm me down.

" I'm sorry I'm Riss, I don't mean I'm like that, you have to believe me. I promise I won't make you angry again. "

" Yes Rell, maybe I'm too sensitive as a girl, "I'm still crying in Farrel's arms.

" Yes I've wiped away your tears, yes, but honestly Riss since I knew you made me realize the other side of girls from a different point of view. All I know is girls are matre but you're different Riss. "

" Iy Rell's. "

" Yes already to calm your heart how about we go for a walk while looking for food outside ?? "

" Yes, I am ready first. "

" Ok I wait, don't wait long. "

" Yes Rell. "

I rushed to get ready and change my clothes because it was impossible for me to wear this Hello Kitty negligee. I also wear a white shirt and light blue trousers. After that, I sprinkle a little thin powder and put on a little lip balm. In my time at that time there was still no Skincare, if there was also I could not afford it.