Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 8 GRAVEL LOVE

" A painful sight, "My inner heart is in my heart.

How not, in front of my eyes I immediately saw Rayhan who looked busy repainting the classroom door seemed bribed and given a different service to the others. Raysa seemed busy feeding Rayhan with various foods and given cold drinks and wiping Rayhan's sweat.

Perhaps others saw it was a very romantic sight and a matching couple. There are even those who take pictures of them, of course, who have mobile phones so are rich people.

" Patience riss, "Mella told me to be patient.

" How can I be patient seeing Raysa's behavior like that. "

" Yes I know, but you should be able to restrain yourself. "

" Yes Mell, do you think I have the courage to hit them ?? "

" Don't Riss, don't fight just because of love and men. "

" I don't have the courage to do such an unimportant thing Mell. "

" Yes Riss, let's go, "Mella is taking me away from that place.

And then Rayhan saw me and tried to call me but I ignored him. It hurts so much in my heart, I don't know why.

I don't even want to see Rayhan. I fell silent in the corner of the classroom while looking at the friends who were painting the walls.

" Riss,, "

" Boy, what's up ?? "

" Can I say something important to you ?? "

" What's boy, by the way ??? "

" But I hope you don't get me wrong let alone misunderstand me huh Riss ? "

" Yes boy, why ?? "

" Promise ??? "

" Yes, a promise. "

" Riss, I just want to keep you more careful with Raysa.. "

" Raysa ??? "

" Yes Raysa.he was in the same class as me and I understand the nature of it like how. I say this because I care for you. "

" Why is he, Boy ?? "

" He likes guys who already have boyfriends including your girlfriend Riss. "

" Why do you know. "

" Yes that's when we practice drumband only I was surprised that Rayhan's girlfriend is you what Raysa, who is often with even Raysa. "

" Yes Boy, but what can I do ??? "

" Yes you just say Rayhan in order to keep a distance from Raysa, at least know yourself and the limits. "

" Yes boy, thank you for being told. "

" Yes Riss. "

Since that incident I have not had time to meet Rayhan because we are both busy.

During drumband training I saw Rayhan looking busy chatting with Raysa, and it made me feel good about it. After training I went and went to class without seeing Rayhan again.

A friend seemed to call me that Rayhan was waiting for me in front of the class. But I still don't want to see him. Rayhan finally came to my class and met me. At that instant Rayhan pulled me out of class, forced me to obey him out of class.

" You why the hell the piss, from yesterday so strange anyway ?? "

" What's weird ??? "

" I call you silent and just leave, I just called you not to hear either. "

" Why do you think I am ?? "

" You should know I'm like this too because of you. "

" Because of me, it's my fault why the hell riss ?"

" You don't realize that your attitude towards Raysa has passed !!! "

" So far from where ??? " i'm just like Raysa as a friend no more. "

" Just as a friend ??? Friends who use bribes, sweat everything. "

" That's why you're worrying ??? "

" That's all you think ??? That's too much to know !!! "

" Riss I'm just in the same position as him, nothing more. "

" Ray, right now where there are really pure friends with no purpose. "

" I don't have any feelings for Raysa Riss, you have to trust me. "

" Yes you don't have any feelings for Raysa, but Raysa can you guarantee that she really has no feelings at all for you ?? "

Rayhan just kept quiet, I left him in front of my class. It felt like this heart was exploding and wanted to explode. But I put up with all that because I didn't want to find the thrill in class.

Today is the last week of filial work beautifying the classroom and the garden. Looks like my garden is flowering colorful. Painting the wall was just finishing and accompanied by painting the windows and doors.

I was deliberately in class to help my friends paint the windows because they do not want to see the sights that make my heart hurt.

Suddenly the next class was crowded and excited and people saw it.

Turns out...

It's better that I don't see it, that I stay in class or that I don't even join this service than that my heart breaks like this. This is too late and cannot be forgiven. My eyes glazed over to see for themselves this extremely painful sight.

" Rayhan, you can't do this to me, "I want to feel like I'm crying right then and there. But I left right then and went straight to class.

I accidentally shed a tear, and I cried. For too long I have held back these tears, it is time for these tears to fall and flow.

" Riss, don't cry, "Mella tried to comfort me.

" Hiks hiks hyks, "My crying is even more broken.

" You're talking to me, Riss, don't be damned in the heart. "

" I have to how did Mell see what just happened??? Passed ??? "

" All the decisions are in your hands Riss, because you're the ones going through all this. "

" Yes Mell "

It feels heavy today and maybe I'll never forget it. Whether intentionally or not only God knows.

I don't know where the courage came from when I came to Rayhan in his class, I brought him a glass of cold drinking water. Everyone looked at me and at that moment I wished everyone knew who I was.

I clasped Rayhan's hand, I looked him in the eye and subconsciously said a word.

" I know you're a good guy, I know you can take care of a girl who can't keep her pride. "

" Rissa, you can't misunderstand what happened just now. "

" No Ray, only God knows everything. "

" Raysa fell off the table and I tried to help her. "

" Ray, a real man will only keep his heart to one heart and will always ignore the heart of the other. "

" Riss,, "

I left just like that and I deliberately glanced at Raysa, whose face was red at the time, and whose eyes were hateful to me.

I hope he soon realizes what he's doing. Love will not be forever beautiful, there will certainly be Sharp Gravel in it. And I am also now in this time.