Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 28 I AM NOT A BETTING ITEM !!!

Actually I am still curious about the words of Kak Steffan to want to take me somewhere about the secret between Kak Steffan and Kak Morgan. I can't even attend work today, I take occasional breaks to calm my heart and mind.

Unfortunately today the laundry is so crowded that I can not go home quickly to the boarding house. Until the clock shows at 21:00 WIB I can just go home to the boarding house.

I stopped by the stall for a bit to buy a pack of rice and warm tea and I ate at the kosan.

Arriving in front of me was surprised by the figure of the person sitting on the terrace.

" raisa. "

" Sister Morgan. "

" How did Brother Morgan know that I'm boarding here ? "

" I'm tailing you after school. "

" What does it take, brother Morgan here ?? "

" Riss, you better stay away from Steffan. "

" But why brother ??? "

" Anyway, you stay away from Steffan. "

" Yes but I also need a reason why I should stay away from Steffan's sister. "

" I can't explain now Riss, I'm talking gini also for your own good Riss. "

" Why are you all staying away from Steffan for no apparent reason. "

" Let's not regret being close to Steffan Riss. "

" Yes but why the hell brother Morgan ?? "

" He's not Riss's good guy, he's hiding from his bookworm nature so people who just knew him would think he's a good guy. "

" I don't believe in Morgan. "

" Riss, you have to trust your sister because you don't want anything to get too close to Steffan. "

" I don't want to judge someone from someone else's point of view, I judge someone from my own point of view. So please Brother Morgan don't force me to punish people with Morgan's own eyes. "

" How the hell do I make you understand Riss !!!! "

" It's better that Brother Morgan comes home, I'm tired. I'm gonna take a break. "

I almost left Brother Morgan but my steps stopped when Brother Morgan said something.

" I don't want you to suffer the fate of the man I love so much, Riss. "

I'm speechless..

" Whatever the problems of you two, between Brother Morgan and Brother Steffan in the past don't take me with you. At school, only Steffan's sister would be friends with me. Even though he was a person he was not ashamed of being friends with me, which was only this poor fellow. "

" I don't want you why-why Riss. "

" My life is complicated please don't complicate my life anymore sister. I beg. "

" How do I explain to you that you understand Riss. "

" I'm tired, brother, I need a break.. Brother will not know the tiredness of poor people like me who are tired of working to find a bite of rice. I'm tired physically do not add tired heart. "

I went into the boarding house without any concern for Brother Morgan anymore. I'm really tired tonight, not just physically tired but also heart-wrenching.

Even a packet of rice and warm tea I ignored and I slept in a dream. In the dream I saw a beautiful woman smiling at me. Surprisingly he asked me for help. He asked me to reconcile Steffan's sister and Morgan's sister. When I wanted to ask her what she had to do with brother Morgan and brother Steffan I woke up to the sound of the dawn prayer.

" Athaghfirullah what the dream meant just now, O Allah, who is the woman in my dream, "Tanyaku in my heart.

To quiet the turmoil of my heart, I took the water of ablution and the dawn prayer. Feeling this peaceful heart, only God can cool the heart of his servant when there is a problem.

Along the road in front of the school gate were private cars lined up delivering rich children to study at school. Without them bothering to walk like me.

" How does it feel to ride a nice private car like that, God must be very comfortable because there is an AC in it, "My inner heart in the heart.

I smiled to myself where maybe someone like me could ride in a car like that, it was all just a dream. But just by looking at the car, I'm actually happy.

Today I took the exam smoothly, I was able to answer all the questions very well. I hope I'm always given this kind of ease until the exam is over.

Before school I went to the toilet for a while, but next to the male toilet I heard two guys talking. It turns out that Brother Steffan and Brother Morgan are there. I don't know what they were talking about at first, which they must have been there for a long time. But I shed my eyes when I heard them say something.

" Steff, now let's just bet who can get his heart. "

" I don't want to. "

" Why ??? " You don't love him !!!! "

" What the hell !!! "

" It's been honest you deketin Rissa because you just want to playin he doang right, because for you Rissa only runaway right. "

" What do you want to say. "

" You are indeed the unlucky carrier guy, irresponsible, murderer !!!!! "

" What do you mean by that, watch your mouth !!!! "

" The reality is like that, you guys are not gentle !!!!! "

" Ok I accept your challenge, we bet who can get Rissa's heart. Me or you !!!!!! "

" Simple !!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes, yes, yes !!!!!!! " Shouted me

" That's Rissa !!! " Sister Steffan and brother Morgan were shocked to see me there

" I'm Not a Bet !!!!! " Tega y'all doing this all the same to me huh!!!! What's wrong with me!!! what!!!! " I began to cry, shedding tears proof of my pain at that moment.

" Riss, Rissa this isn't what you've heard. Me and Steffan don't mean anything like that. "

" Enough is enough !!!! I know you rich people have everything. But don't treat me like this, I also have feelings even though I'm a poor person!!!

"

" Riss, you misunderstood. "

" Just don't explain it anymore. Guys everywhere are the same !!! same fuck !!!! Is it because here I'm poor that you rich kids can trample on my pride, "My tears are pouring down my cheeks.

" Riss I can explain everything from the beginning. "

" No need, from now on you no longer need to see me. Please don't bother my life anymore, "I wiped my tears and left them both gone.

Along the way I cried, how miserable my life was. I was so despicable in front of those rich kids. I was made a toy by them, how much they played me. Suddenly someone grabbed my shoulder.

" Riss. "

" Rayhan. "

" This, "Rayhan thrust a handkerchief at me

" This handkerchief ?????? "

" Yes, handkerchief given to you first, I still keep. "

" But. "

" You wiped your tears, but I'm sorry I couldn't keep you company because I didn't want Raysa to misunderstand us, "Rayhan passed by leaving me alone.

I shed my tears, so complicated is my life and also my love affair..