Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 14 OF THE JOMBLO

From now on my status is "JOMBLO ". Slowly I began to accept Rayhan's decision, although it was very difficult because we met every day in class. When I passed by I still did not dare to look into his eyes, I could only look down. Her current trend term is still learning for "MOVE ON ".

Days change, love and wounds because of my broken heart have not healed but there is a guy who tried to approach me, classmate also his name is Farrel. She is known for Playboy and likes to play with girls but on the bright side she is very humorous and likes to sing.

Many times Farrel sang romantic love songs in front of me to attract my attention, but instead of me being moved or his slang term is now Baper, I laughed unapologetically. It is a comfort and a diversion from my heartache.

Once upon a time when the lesson time was empty, Farrel went to the front of the class while singing love songs and specials were addressed to me. My classmates were excited but different from Rayhan he actually went out of class. I don't know maybe he was jealous or even fed up with the behavior of Farrel whose beach was empty.

" Assalamualaikum friends, I am Farrel here let me express my love for the most beautiful girl in our class Rissa Mahardika Pertiwi, "Contact classmates in a scene and crowded.

I just kept quiet while holding back the laughter. Intan, my best friend who is currently my best friend can only laugh out loud at Farrel's anti-shame behavior.

" Rissa Mahardika Pertiwi will you be my companion forever and I will make you my queen consort. "

At that instant Rayhan walked into the classroom back and acted indifferently. Friends yelled asking me to accept Farrel's offer to be his partner.

So that the drama is not sustainable I also replied,

" I no longer have the heart to love. "

" How can you refuse my love, my beauty, "Farrel keeps pushing.

" Because I'd rather have my future than my love" I glanced at Rayhan and he looked at me, maybe he wouldn't have thought I could say this.

" My beauty, even if you can't be my lover at least make me the most beautiful memory of your life, " While singing and dancing in front of me Farrel keeps on acting.

" There are no memories whatsoever, nor will I bury them in my heart. "

" Hahaha I was rejected by Rissa rec, "Farrel laughed out loud and said my words out of my heart. Well all the words that came out were indeed from the heart, representing my current feelings.

For now I can't open my heart anymore, I still lock the meetings. Want to restore the heart that has been torn, repair it and keep it from getting sick again. Love, don't talk love anymore. I'm tired of hearing that.

We better talk about the future, the beautiful future. Well soon I graduate Junior High School and I will enter the white ash school. Well High School, which he says is the most beautiful time. I always wait for him.

Today it was a sports lesson, and this time we will learn the sport of football. Initially the game was done by male students first, after that female students. We played happily and tried to get the ball into the net as a sign of our victory. And when I was in control of the ball and I almost put the ball into the goal, I suddenly tripped over a rock that caused me to fall to the ground. I looked around in the dark and I fainted. I also didn't realize what happened next.

When I opened my eyes I was already in the UKS, It seemed that Farrel and Intan were accompanying me. I felt pain in my legs and arms, but it was even more painful for me not to see Rayhan beside me. It turns out that Rayhan doesn't care about me anymore, he doesn't want me in his memory anymore.

" Thank you, Farrel, you've helped me. "

" Together "Intan answered.

" What about you Riss. "

" It's been a little bit confusing, rell. "

" Have you been strong Riss back into class ?? "

" It's Rell, let's get to class. "

" Let me help ya. "

I went back to class walking a bit limp because I was still sick, and luckily Farrel helped me. Arriving at class, it seemed that my friends cared about me, except Rayhan and Raysa. They were completely indifferent to my situation.

I hate Rayhan more and more and I promise to forget him. Farrel kept looking for my attention every day, but I couldn't open my heart to him. I'm enjoying my new status right now "Jomblo ".

" Riss, why the hell don't you want to be my girlfriend ??? "

" I consider you a friend of Rell's, nothing more. "

" Is it because you still have love for Rayhan ??? "

" No, not Rell at all. I don't feel anything like him anymore. "

" Riss, people call me a playboy, likes to play with girls or whatever but don't know why I feel for you different Riss, different not like my feelings for other girls who are just idle and playful. The more days I see you I want to be close to you, Riss. "

" Rell, for now I still can't open my heart to anyone, I'm enjoying my solitude right now. "

" Give me one chance Riss. "

" Rell, please you understand me. I don't want to get hurt one more time, Lukaku hasn't healed Rell. "

" I'll wait for you Riss until you accept my love. "

" I still want us to be friends with Rell, anytime. "

" For the first time I was rejected by a Riss chick, it felt shame and pain. Because usually I can always get the girl I want. You are different from Riss with others, stupid Rayhan who actually left you. "

" Don't talk about Rayhan anymore, Rell, I want to open a new page. "

" Yes sorry Riss. "

After that Rayhan seemed to enter the classroom and looked at us with a view that I could not understand, and I did not want to know anymore. We have no relationship anymore. I went out of class and sat in front of the class waiting for the bell to ring. Intan accompanied me.

" Riss. "

" Yes Tan. "

" I was worried about when you fell. "

" Thank you for your concern with me Tan. "

" You're a good guy Riss, I'm lucky to know you. "

" Ah you can you are also good with me Tan. "

" I'm afraid someday you won't be friends with me anymore Riss. "

" Not to say that, where maybe I don't want to be friends with a friend of Solehah like you Tan. "

" ........ " Inan just looked down. And don't know why it seems like there's something he's hiding but I don't dare to ask.