Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 113 INJURIES LEAVE TRAUMA

" Who is Bella then ??? " I ventured to ask Bryant.

" You really want to know about my past ??? "

" Yes, "I answered.

" I used to love a girl, I love her so much. "

" Then ??? "

" He was my first love, but it had to end with a breakup that left me devastated and devastated. I never thought my first love would be this. I really love him with all my heart, love him for who he is. Even though I knew he was from a lower class family, I didn't care. I really love him. "

" What did you break up with him for ??? "

" He was betrothed by his family to a man of his family's choice. "

" So she accepted the match ??? "

" Yes he accepted the matchmaking on the grounds that he wanted to be devoted to his parents and did not want to be an ungodly child. He knows that both he and I love each other. But he prefers the matchmaking request of his family. "

" How long have you guys been dating ??? "

" Over six years, I've known him since he was Junior High. And when we graduated High School yesterday, he sent me off because of that matchmaking. "

" Then Cassandra ??? Don't tell me he's your only escape ??? "

" Cassandra was originally my best friend, I've known her for a long time. I've been friends with him since I was in Junior High, so I can say I've known him a lot. "

" How can you be with him ??? "

" Cassandra has loved me for a long time, so when she found out I was heartbroken she immediately offered to fill my heart. So I gave him a chance until the affair he did. ''

" So for that reason you hate poor people like me ???? "

'' Yes because for me, poor people like Lo can't appreciate love. The poor think only of their stomachs, and for money they sacrifice everything including their own happiness. "

" As long as you know, not all poor people behave like Bella. There are still a lot of poor people out there who are still fighting for their self-esteem over money !! So not necessarily all poor people like you have in mind."

" I don't know but for sure when I lost my first love, I was really hurt and traumatized. Plus when I was yesterday surrounded by Cassandra, really I was completely destroyed. But I can what ??? I can only accept what has happened even though I am really very angry. "

" I can understand how you feel, but don't stigmatize the poor. Not all poor people are the same as your former first love, Bella. "

" Yes, I know. Then I can ask you something. "

" What ?? "

" Farrell's not your dead girlfriend, is he ??? "

" Farrell was my best friend, he was always there for me both joy and sorrow. And I'm pretty sure there won't be another man as good as him in this world. He always helps me when I have a lot of problems. Unfortunately when he said he loved me so much, I couldn't return his love. It was only when she had an accident and was about to die that I realized that I loved her too. And you know ??? I only realized that feeling of love when it was too late. Isn't that the biggest regret I've ever felt ??? "

" Yes I know, maybe I also won't be able to be like Farrell, lo's best friend. "

" Yes Bryant. "

" How much does Farrell mean to you, Rissa ??? "

" Yes he meant a lot to me, and unfortunately God took it from me. If only I could choose, I want God to let Farrell come back to life and accompany my hard life."

" Lo has to really let go of him, pity he won't calm down there. You should have hoped that God would send a man as good as Farrell. Even a much better man. "

" I'm sure there won't be a man as good as Farrel, there won't be, "I replied in despair.

" Don't be like that, you have to be optimistic there will be men as good as Farrell's. "

" Do you mean Lo ???? "

" Are you also optimistic about your love ??? "

Bryant silently nodded and lowered his head.

" I also don't know my love and feelings. This love really killed my life. A Wound That Left This Trauma is really devastating for me !!! "

" Patience yes, I know you are a strong man. "

" Lo's wrong Riss, I'm not as strong as you can see. "

" What do you mean ??? "

" I look strong physically, but not with my heart. "

" I'm sorry I don't know, because we're also new."

" yes. "

The breeze of the night made us really cold, especially Bryant who did not wear a jacket.

" You wear the jacket, I can't bear to see you're cold without the jacket. "

" Don't just wear it. "

" But you're really cold right ???? "

" It's okay. "

And all of a sudden Bryant was sitting close to me, shivering in the cold. So I split the jacket with Bryant. Not only was it between conscious and unconscious suddenly Bryant hugged me tightly. I was confused, how could I hug this man who has nothing to do with me ???.

" Let go of Bryant, we can't be like this. "

" Let's not think macem-macem, I'm like this because I'm really cold and need warmth. "

" Warm ???? "

" yes. "

" Don't take a chance in narrowness huh. Your perverted brain base ??? "

" It's up to Lo, but if I freeze to death here you have to take responsibility. "

" Don't talk weird about you here. "

" I'm cold Riss, "Bryant shivers with cold.

" That means you're really cold Bryant ??? "

" Yes Riss, I'm not strong. "

I tidied up the jacket we were both wearing, and now I'm really scared of anything happening with Bryant. Because after all he's here trying to help me. If he didn't care about me, maybe tonight I'm alone in this place.

With a little hesitation I hugged Bryant and it turned out that he returned my embrace very tightly. We both closed our eyes tonight and hoped to fall asleep so that we could slightly reduce the cold that was hunting us.

I hope tomorrow morning we can wake up and there's a miracle. I hope someone can help us get out of here. I can't stay in a place like this for long. I don't know when we can survive in these conditions.

" I love you, I love you so much, "Bryant seems to be dreaming.

I don't know for whom he said those words in the cradle of his dream.