Wingless Butterfly

CHAPTER 133 MISCARRIAGE

Erika retreated slowly away from Brother Arsel, Erika continued to cry as Brother Arsel tried to apologize to her.

" I'm sorry Erika, I know I was wrong. "

" I've forgiven you since you left me, and now you deserve to be happy with Rissa. Because what ??? Because now that I've been destroyed, I already have no future and even now I'm pregnant with the child of a criminal who has already raped me !! "

" Yes Rik, I know. "

" You will never know how I fought to get through this. It is very hard to face all this. You can only say the word patiently, without you understanding when you are in my position. It feels in rape that physical and inner pain. And even the incident traumatized me and always remembered in my mind.

" You don't say that Rik, I'll try to help you get Cassandra to take the prison sentence. "

" I don't need pity, and you Arsel don't have to be busy dealing with me. Take care of Rissa, she's better than me. He is still holy, and I am stained and broken. "

" You don't talk like that Rik, as long as you know between me and Brother Arsel there's nothing to do. Brother Arsel only thinks of me as a friend. So you don't misunderstand us Rik, "I'm trying to clarify.

" But you actually like it, don't you Arsel ?? "

I fell silent because I did not know my own feelings.

" I don't have any feelings for Arsel Rik, trust me. "

" Liar, I can see from your eyes that you love each other. Don't lie to me, because like I told you I don't need to be pitied.

" Rik, Erika's not lying. I was the one who loved her, but she rejected me. He just thinks of me as a friend. So don't misunderstand him. "

" You lied to me. "

Suddenly Erika retreated backwards away from us, and suddenly Erika was almost about to run until her shoes slipped and fell in a sitting position. In an instant Erika immediately cried and cried out in pain while holding her stomach.

" Okay.... My stomach. "

And suddenly blood came out and more and more, I was afraid of blood almost fainting but as hard as I could strengthen myself to immediately take Erika to the Hospital.

Along the way, I did not stop praying for my friend's safety. I was really worried about him. No matter how he behaves to me, I still consider him my best friend. Forever a friend I love.

" Erika, you have to hold on. We'll be in the hospital soon. I always pray that you can be safe and we can kayak first huh. I love you Rik, my best friend. "

It was not long before Erika's parents came, and just immediately donated their blood who knew it was suitable. But unfortunately there is no match, even Kak Arsel also said that his blood type is different.

Now the only hope for Erika to recover is to look at my blood type. Dare not to dare is the only way I can save my best friend.

With all my might I gathered my strength to donate my blood for Erika, and we are all grateful that our blood types match. At least this is one way and maybe a little way to make amends to Erika.

After a blood transfusion, we got some bad news. That the fetus in Erika's stomach can not be maintained anymore in other words Miscarriage. The innocent and unexpected fetus is now gone forever. I don't know what Erika felt when she found out her fetus wasn't there. And through the approval of Erika's family had to undergo a curette.

I stared at Brother Arsel, I knew Erika loved Brother Arsel very much. And right now Erika really really needs Brother Arsel beside her. Now I have to let Brother Arsel go back to Erika.

" Brother Arsel, may I ask for help ??? "

" Yes what's the matter Riss ??? "

" Sister, I ask Brother Arsel to accompany Erika at this time. Because I know Erika really needs Arsel right now. He's been destroyed, brother, but at least if Kak Arsel is nearby he'll calm down a little. Therefore, from now on, Brother Arsel must exist for Erika. "

" And what about you, Riss ??? "

" Sister don't worry about me, I'm fine. I know Erika still loves Arsel very much. Brother Arsel also must still have a little love, right Erika ???. Brother Arsel wants to accept Erika's situation is it ??? "

" I don't know I don't know Riss, I'll try it on your request. Because I don't want to disappoint you. "

" But don't do this just for my sake Brother must do it sincerely and for the love of Brother who had lost. I know that Arsel and Erika used to love each other. Now it's time for Brother Arsel to prove to Erika that Brother Arsel still loves her.

" Yes that was Riss, but now I love you so much. I can't lie about my feelings. "

" For my sake, sister, Erika currently needs Arsel more than me. He would have been able to get through this if Brother Arsel was next to him. And in the meantime I'll keep my distance from you. "

" I did all this for your sake Riss, because I didn't want to hurt you. And one thing you should know, I used to love Erika so much that even the feeling remained. But that love changed when I met you Riss. I love you for who you are, and I love everything about you. If only I could choose, I love you more Riss. I'm sorry, I'm not a plan man. But I'm serious about you. "

" But I'm sorry Brother, I don't love Brother at all, I'm sorry. "

I went by leaving Brother Arsel with Erika. I don't know if my decision is right, but I definitely want to see Erika happy next to Arsel. I did this merely wanting to reunite them to the exclusion of my own happiness.