
"M-this evening?" Alice stammered.
"Why? You can't?" klayver asked, not understanding.
"I'm ... There's a monthly guest."
Alice looked at Klayver with a guilty face. The man blinked a few times, then lightened.
"You mean monthly cycles?" tanyanya.
Alice felt all her face heat up. Even the skin under her hair was also able to endure the embarrassment.
"Yes" he answered softly. Alice moved uncomfortably on the bed, looking in any direction other than her own husband.
"How many days are you clean?" klayver asked lightly, trying to investigate in a vague manner.
"I just started yesterday. Maybe for the next five days" Alice replied softly. He toyed with the end of the bed with his lentic fingers.
"Do you need to see a doctor to take off kb first or something?" Klayver was still flocking Alice with questions.
"No. I haven't installed a kb or anything since Anson's death. So my hormones are fine. In other words, I'm quite fertile."
Clayver looked at Alice intensely. He touched Alice's chin and jerked it so they would look at each other.
"Do you mean you were celibate after Anson's death?" tanyanya seriously.
In any case, Alice was a very beautiful person. It was easy for him to immerse himself in many social events and get another man to simply peddle.
This is Manhattan. A city that offers a paradise and freedom to anyone. It is not taboo for a widow to enjoy life and have a little fun.
"I didn't throw myself into another man's bed, if that's what you mean." Alice noticed the shock that read in Klayver's eyes and answered him honestly. Well, it's up to him if he's gonna call him a colossal woman or something. Clearly, he was quite comfortable with the principles he held.
Lately, several times Klayver's expression could Alice read. Could it be that the man lowered his guard? Or did Alice begin to learn little by little to reveal the expressions of others? I don't know. Clearly, her husband now feels emotionally closer to her. Alice is grateful for this fact. Although, only a few standard expressions were able to catch from Klayver. The rest, the man was still a cold, covered man.
"good. I like that." Klayver smiled slightly and gently rubbed the side of Alice's face.
During this time, Klayver often touches cheap women who are self-inflicted. They are beautiful and charming. But long ago, he was disgusted too. That's why they didn't want to end their lives.
Alice is different. He takes care of himself in such a way. It would be very interesting if he could conquer it in full. It all felt beautiful and unparalleled.
"Klayers." Alice's voice was soft, resembling a mouse squeak. He looked at Klayver uncertainly and asked a question.
"Didn't you often finish women off in bed? I ... I don't want to be one of them." Alice's eyes turned red, imagining all the bad scenarios.
Even up to this moment, being close to Klayver still carried a huge amount of fear. Afraid that he might accidentally make a mistake and end his life at any moment. Judging from Klayver's personality, it's not impossible if the man did all that.
Her husband was like a figure carrying a dominant and dark aura. His laughter is like the laughter of the devil. His breath brought about a lot of sense of death. His hands have also been washed with blood hundreds of times.
Dealing with him is not easy. There's a life Klayver would take if Alice missteps. Being on Klayver's side, like being on the very edge of a cliff. He could fall and die without preparation.
That guy is so unique. A combination of all the scarcities that exist in the world. Cruel, deadly, but also full of charm. Sometimes, Alice even found it hard to put herself. He is vulnerable to being hurt and removed.
"You know what kind of woman I'm killing?" klayver asked in a cruel whisper.
Hearing Klayver's voice that was like a demonic whisper, Alice shriveled at the end of the bed. His heart beat pounded the chest cavity with an unusually hard. Cold sweat started flowing down his temple.
This kind of man will take his night and the future father of his son? Life is really making a punishment on Alice.
"Whoever they are, they are lives worth cherishing." Alice responded softly. He shouted the rest of the morals he still had. For the sake of lives that had already been lost, he would defend them a little. At least, it was the inner voice that he was still able to shout.
"Part of them are lowly women who can sell my identity to the other party after seeing all my special tattoos. Others, like hired women, could be agents, spies, or emissaries from dark organizations ordered to search for my identity in all sorts of ways. The way I mean is the special way on the bed. Try to position yourself for me, Alice. Are you going to risk your life for the sake of those who can stick a dagger in your back?
"If you're willing, then not with me. I'd rather be the devil who stabbed them than be the angel they stabbed. It's about life. I have to prioritize whose lives I care about. My life, or their lives. If I had to take out the whole world to guarantee my life, I would. It doesn't matter even if it has to spill a river of blood and thousands of bodies under my feet. That's my principle."
Klayver gently touched the side of Alice's face and traced her fingertips to all the sensitive spots of the woman. This touch was very gentle, contrary to Klayver's cruel demon-like eyes. Alice felt the touch. He closed his eyes, feeling helpless.
"I don't know where you're going to stand, Alice. If you are realistic enough to keep a secret and stand loyal behind me, then I will not hurt you at all. I will treat you sweetly, protect you, and spoil you for the appointed time. Throughout our years together, I was able to create a little paradise for you. Whatever you want, even things beyond reason, I will try to give it away.
"Trust Alice, it will be easier to stand with me. However, if you're crazy enough to take a hostile stance with me and dismantle my identity, I don't mind creating hell to torment your life. I am two sides of the coin. Depends what you're gonna behave like. So, where is your position exactly? To be my woman or to be my eternal enemy?"
Klayver has poured out his heart. That's what he offered Alice. He was the one who never did anything by half. There's only black and white. Light and dark. Rough and soft.
If he has decided something, then it is a whole hearted decision. Now, he gave this choice to Alice. Let this woman take the road. He would stay with her, or betray her.
Klayver no longer wants to be treated the way Holy treated him. His heart will not be vulnerable. His soul will not be fragile. If Alice feels unable to take a step, she does not mind at all losing Alice. Before everything ends badly, it would be better for everything to be neatly trimmed.
Klayver's character is very loud. Alice must begin to open her eyes and realize this reality. He's a man who can't compromise. The woman should look at the whole side she has and let her make a decision.
Klayver said what it was. Although their deal only formed for a few years, but a few years it can be quite a long and heavy time. Klayver wouldn't be surprised if Alice decided to back down and reject all forms of agreement. Of course there are some consequences that he will bear, for example the death of Daniel and the abandonment of the old grudge of Anson's death. Well, Alice had to really think if she had to decide all of this.
"How long is this going to go on, Klayver? How many years will we live together before you take our sons away and live apart?" Alice felt a very sharp pain.
Not-yet, imagining Klayver taking their child makes his life wretched. There is unbearable sadness. Hopefully if Klayver takes their child away, he still keeps his promise to make joint visitation and custody arrangements.
"I estimate four years at most. But if you can give birth to a boy in the first year, maybe two years is enough."
Klayver has taken everything into account. She was meant to marry Alice and use William's organization for a while. But after he reunites with his extended family, he can forget about William's organization and form a new, more powerful organization through his Violin connections. So, two years is a pretty realistic time estimate.
Two years.
Alice pursed her lips. Two years was the time he had to be with Klayver. Very brief.
If it were to end later, could it be that his heart would bleed and be torn formless?
Surrender everything. Heart and physical. Just for a two-year deal. Which woman is healthy enough to do all this?
If anyone says Alice's crazy, yeah. He will justify the person who said it. He crazy. Trapped in a demonic charm that took away all of her sanity.
Perhaps, for Klayver, two years will have no marks at all. It was only a very small investment of time for the sake of his ambition. But, for Alice, two years can be a devastating time.
Alice stupid.
His senses begin to laugh. She's the dumbest woman in the world. The good woman who tasted the honey of the devil, drunk with romance, drowned in her charm, and would be abandoned after all her souls were wiped out.
If anyone blames you, blame the feelings that fall out of control. Just blame his complicated and chaotic emotions. Blame his heart for making Klayver a mecca.
"Where, Alice? What did you decide?" klayver asked pulling Alice's consciousness back into the real world.
Alice looked at Klayver with her magnificent golden netra. His eyes shone with fragility. Makes Klayver want to embrace and offer protection.
"You're really going to offer heaven for me as long as we're together?" alice asked demanding back Klayver's previous statement.
Klayver nodded in confirming. He never played with words. What he promises is what he will do. That is the life formula he holds.
"I'll give you everything you want. Even if I had to dirty myself with thousands of lives in the process. But, you must also pledge absolute loyalty to me in return. Everything has to be worth it. If you want to be my woman, you have to be my woman as a whole. There is no room for you to change your mind again. With me, you need to be clear whether to go forward or back.
"I am too. If I go forward to grab you and claim you, there is no longer any desire for me to change my mind until the time we have set. I can be everything to you, Alice. And you will be everything to me. There's no place for anyone else."
Alice swallowed with difficulty. Hearing Klayver say all that, made his heart fly and fall simultaneously.
Flying because he believed Klayver could do all that, fell because he knew he only got all of it during a very limited vulnerable time. Should he scream happily? Or hysterical crying? Nature is making jokes.
Alice thought through all of Klayver's words very deeply. If this was the only thing he got Klayver in full, perhaps, he would have to break through all the boundaries and accept this offer.
Getting heaven from Klayver for two years. Alice will take that chance, though after Klayver leaves, she can fall into endless hells for a lifetime.
"For two years, will you touch another woman?" Alice asked a question that still stuck. He looked at Klayver seriously, guessing at all the answers.
"I told you there's no gap for anyone else between us." Klayver looked at Alice, reassuring this woman.
"How can you guarantee this, Klayver? Men are easily bored." Alice said stubbornly.
It is no secret that handsome men will always be hunted by women. Usually, the adam will also find it fun and do not mind playing with them. Who rejects beauty?
"You're gonna teach me how to use a gun."
"For what?"
"For you to kill any woman I touch during my marriage to you" Klayver replied casually. Alice who heard it could only stare at Klayver in disbelief. Just be right. For whatever reason, Alice doesn't want to be a killer.
"Oh, very funny. I don't have to do that. You yourself will kill your woman" Alice said in a skeptical tone.
"I'm serious, Alice. You can finish him off if anyone dares to approach me. Because that's what I'm gonna do to you. If any other man touches you and acts immoral, you'll find his body the next day. So beware! Don't bring up my dark side. My woman is only mine! Only I will touch and adore you!"
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