
Alice felt bad. This morning he just sipped a few sips of lemon tea and left his stomach empty. For some reason, he felt pulled by a very stifling feeling. Especially when he thinks about Klayver. Is that guy okay? Or could something happen to her that Alice doesn't know about? All this made him worry more.
Being away from a partner, in a pregnant condition, makes it always easy to stress and think badly. Especially considering who Klayver really is. The identity of her husband makes her vulnerable to danger at any time. It was as if life was watching him with squeaky eyes to give a surprise and a bad surprise.
Only a month and a half less Alice separated. But that time felt very long for him.he felt that time was going very slowly. Like an old animal that was shaken because of the circumstances.
Every day Alice thought was how Klayver was doing? Is she okay? Did something happen to her? Something bad? It was like an unanswered question.
Tired of his own thoughts, he decided to head downstairs, enjoying the autumn breeze in the backyard. Axel was playing with Helena in the garden near the house. Alice spends a lot of time alone.
"Madam" said William as Alice arrived at the end of the stairs.
"Hi, William! How are you today?"
"Good, Mistress. Need some company?" William offered himself.
"no need. I just want to go to the backyard for a minute. Oh, where's Jasmine? I haven't seen that woman since this morning."
William smiled slightly, feeling a little guilty. The woman says goodbye will come out for a while. William has allowed and thought it won't be long. But it turns out that he hasn't returned yet.
"He said goodbye last night will .. emh .. have a little fun. Looks like the woman forgot the time." Willaim cleared his throat uncomfortably. He looked at the floor and thought roughly where Jasmine was.
"It's okay, William. Let it. Jasmine deserves to have fun once in a while. He's been around me too many times to take care of me all this time." Alice smiled understandingly. For a woman like Jasmine, it must not be easy for her to live a closed life and too often be at home like Alice. That woman needs a release to occasionally see the outside world.
"Okay, Madam." William bowed deeply and passed away from in front of Alice. He brought a stack of maps about the household's monthly expense reports. He was thinking of adding a household budget to increase home security. Somehow, lately he felt the security of Alice's house needs to be improved. Crime can happen at any time. How much better to be alert from an early age. Usually William's instincts include sharp to understand the situation.
Alice walked slowly towards the backyard and stared at the pond that had a large collection of fish. He admired every movement of the finned creature that swam here and there making irregular rippling water.
How free the beast is. Does being an animal pave the way for new freedoms? It was as if his life was light and there were no burdens. How wonderful it would be if humans had that.
Alice pondered for a long time. He sat by the pool, soaking in the cool autumn wind. Life has taught him many lessons. He lived thirty-one years. Lots of colors and things he went through.
"Alice." Jasmine's voice shocked Alice. He turned around and was surprised to find the woman behind him wearing ... a man's shirt?
Alice's eyes narrowed inexplicably. Since when did Jasmine have this kind of men's clothing? As Alice knows, the entire collection of Jasmine clothes is only in the form of mini and sexy clothes that accentuate her body. The pants he was wearing right now .. like men.
A conclusion began to form in Alice's head. There was only one possibility that Jasmine was wearing this kind of clothing. Somehow, he must have stayed at the man's residence last night and put on the man's clothes.
"It looks like you had a good time last night." Alice smiled understandably, understanding what happened last night without needing to be revealed by Jasmine.
Jasmine's face suddenly darkened. There was no joy in his expression. It seems like last night wasn't a good night for him.
Jasmine grumbled in her heart. If he hadn't had to, he would have worn Daniel's clothes.
The dress is being washed by Daniel. There was no way she would wear the man's bathrobe. What would happen if he came home dressed like that?
"Evenings a little beyond my expectations." Jasmine smiled slightly. She held onto her stomach, feeling the nausea she felt from the rest of the night re-incarnated.
"Forget over. I really don't want to remember that." Jasmine flicked her shoulders lightly. He felt lazy to remember about what happened last night. Daniel was again a topic he wanted to avoid. It's just that sometimes what you want to avoid actually appears continuously.
"What are you doing, Alice?" jasmine asked to switch the conversation. He sat on the stone chair beside Alice by the pond, looking at the fish that were busy swimming here and there.
"Enjoying atmosphere. I was bored in my room. Axel is currently being taken by Helena to the city park. I don't know why I felt so lonely this morning." Alice grimaced, looking at Jasmine with a pitiful look.
Who is the woman in this world who is not lonely with her husband and live the day alone? Anyone would find it hard to get through. Jasmine could understand this well. She looked at Alice, patted her arm slowly and understood what her friend was feeling.
That is the meaning of loneliness. When one feels alone because the primary focus on others is gone. Although Klayver's absence hasn't been too long, for those who harbored longing, it's been a trial in itself. Jasmine could only hope that Alice was strong enough to go through this kind of situation.
"Alice, I'm sure God will somehow arrange it up there, but Klayver will definitely be fine. He's a strong man. After all, he was quite good at handling things."
Alice smiled slightly. His eyes dimmed, thinking of something.
No matter how strong a human being is, it is still a creature. God created a creature designed to experience many shortcomings here and there. No man will always survive, no matter how strong he is. Everyone brings their own luck. Alice hoped that the luck her husband had would not be eroded.
Nothing is eternal. Every thing is created to have two sides. Strong and weak. Advantages and disadvantages. It is impossible to have only a strong side without a weakness. Such was the law in this world to stabilize nature.
"I can only pray the best for her every day as I can, Jasmine. The end result always stops at the Power. Here, my role is only as a wife and a waiter. If he comes home, I'll welcome him back. If not, God will welcome him. Didn't we? Nothing is certain in this world, even if I wish otherwise. I'm just trying to be realistic."
This is the real function of Alice. He is nothing more than a waiter whose fate has already been determined. It was impossible for him to impose God's will. He could only seduce her in every prayer he made. But God is not a substance that can be dictated according to our will. His power and His Will surpass all of us. Whether it's a bad thing, or even a good thing.
"Alice, you just have to believe Klayver's coming back. He wouldn't like it if you started getting desperate like this." Jasmine reminded her friend.
Klayver needs a strong companion, who will still wait for him even in impossible situations. Alice should not doubt her husband's abilities. He needs to be reassured if Kalyver's abilities are qualified enough to take care of everything.
"I'm not desperate, Jasmine. I was just trying to open my eyes. I'll wait for him, for whatever it is. I just hope my wait leads to something good. However, even if there was uncertainty from him, I would still be waiting for him as well. I no longer have room to open up to another man, Jasmine. He was the last for me." Alice smiled slightly. He stared at the morning sky that did not feel hot and let the next side of his face be drenched in light on one side so as to form a perfect silhouette. This angle made Alice look like a goddess. Very holy and pure.
Could it be that someone as pure as Alice would experience the pain again caused by waiting and hope? Could it be that there will be pain that he has to endure?
Life is the biggest gamble. Everyone can bet, everyone can get lucky, and everyone can lose too. How the game will happen. We just have to be brave to face every risk.
"Alice, you're a pretty good woman. God doesn't want to ignore every prayer you pray and just leave it to waste." Jasmine rubbed her friend's back.
If there is happiness that someone deserves, then Alice deserves it. She's a very amazingly great woman, strong, and has great confidence. Jasmine sometimes envied him. The woman's hand line seemed to have its own luck.
Fate will never be so cruel as to play tricks on someone. Jasmine wishes everything was okay.
"We'll never know what path God has ahead, Jasmine. Good or bad, easy or difficult, in the end, we can only accept it with a chest of air. That's how life goes on."
Because too often many expectations are not made reality, because too often dreams are not realized, in the end man can only rely on God. He is the one who has the highest authority in all things. All our efforts will never produce anything if he himself does not allow it.
"You're right, Alice." Jasmine looked down, deeply stuck.
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