The Rhyme of the Depositary

SEVENS

After Anson and Alice share the night, Anson is always cold and keeps her distance. Alice stared at Anson's back. Anson never once hugged her. There was no warmth left from the man for her. For Anson, Alice only serves to warm the bed, nothing more. The only communication that is in harmony is only the superficial relationship of their agreement.

Maybe at first Alice did not expect anything from her contact partner. He just needs money. And he deals in a practical way. As long as money flows, anything can be dealt with.

After he gets to know Anson, Alice's alien emotions grow very fast and frightening. He wanted Anson in a very extraordinary way. All of Anson's actions gave him a deeper meaning.

Alice begins to wish she could embrace Anson, get her hug and notice. He just wants to get Anson's real warmth.

The emotions Alice had were getting more and more terrifying to herself. He doesn't even have this strong emotion for Alex or Daniel. Only Anson was able to stir up this foreign feeling.

But Alice was aware of all her limitations. In Anson's eyes he was just a mouthful of meaningless meat. Unworthless. Valueless.

He would only be mocked even more deeply if he expressed his emotions. Considered a stupid woman who does not know herself.

Love is a strong emotion. Able to destroy and be able to be destroyed.

No. gabe. Don't again. He doesn't want to be destroyed. Alice must continue on as usual, hiding her feelings and pretending to be a cheap woman.

Let's just say he's crazy, call it that. He wants love, for people he shouldn't. In her eyes, Alice was just a lump of meat with no meaning. There is no feeling, no soul, nothing worth appreciating.

Alice can't blame Anson. However it was he himself who had come to the man and set a sky-high price just to escape the bondage of debt. Anyone who is in the position of Anson will surely humble himself.

Remembering the debt, Alice's heart filled with endless anger with Alex. Alice's ex-husband had managed to overturn her life in such a short time. If only there was an award for the most potential troublemaker, Alice would definitely appoint Alex as the leading candidate.

In all things, the man had made his life lose its way. He was like a paper doll that was bobbing around without direction. Easy to destroy and easy to use. Unfortunately, from the destruction Alice chose Anson as her sole savior. He gave up everything, even his soul to the man. Something he shouldn't have done.

Alice opened her eyes, worried. Love is the most fragile feeling. Could it be that he foolishly handed his weakness just like that to this fellow? Where's your common sense Alice? Where's sanity?

Alice laughed bitterly. He mocks himself for falling so deeply into people he shouldn't touch. If only he could repeat the time, he would have chosen another man as a partner to do his crazy deal. A man who has no influence as deep as Anson.

Maybe it's karma. It may also be a game of fate. He had taken easy steps just to cover all of his debt dependents. Now, it all seems to backfire on itself.