My Love is Wrong

Looks like someone missed

The next day I was healthy and my vertigo was gone. I went to the store as usual. And Siti nimbly handled the incoming orders.

From morning until noon, I waited for a message from Pram, but it did not come. There is a feeling of sadness and anxiety. I don't know why I have that feeling.

Since meeting again with Pram, even though it was just chatting and phone but I felt there was a different feeling that should not exist. Because I realized, it was wrong.

I tried to calm myself down and look for busyness so as not to expect a message or a phone call from Pram. But my efforts failed.

I watched my phone for a while, especially if there was a notification of incoming messages, I thought maybe it was a message from Pram. But it didn't. I'm disappointed.

Finally I intend to send a message first to Pram, I will apologize for my jokes last night. But I doubt, hesitating.

There is an incoming notification from SMA-Bio Group. I nimrung retorted. But Pram did not participate in the group. I saw it again online.

Because there is a job that I have to finish, I permit in the group to settle the order first.

In the afternoon when Siti again sorted out the goods, There was a notification of incoming messages. But I ignored it, because I finished 1 more order.

Shortly after, my phone rang, there was a call coming in. And I see, the one who called was Pram.

I lifted her up, and there was a Pram voice at the end.

"Hey.. Ara..."

"Hi." I replied briefly.

"How is Ara, many orders... Busy truss from earlier."

" Thank God there's some pram."

"Why is Ar... Why doesn't it seem like spirit?"

I just shut up.

"Ar... why?"

I still don't answer. Then Pram switched the phone call to a video call. But I refuse because there is still Siti. And my phone calls shut down too.

Then I sent a message to Pram.

"There's still a siti of my employees."

After all, Siti said goodbye to go home first, and I was also getting ready to go home.

My phone rang again, it was Pram who called.

"Yes Pram.."

"Fra.. Why does it sound like a slit?"

"Nothing."

"Why do you look at his face... Hmm something seems to be missing..." Pram.

"No, GR... Who misses." I said as I washed my lips. I'm really happy to see Pram.

"Fra... Sorry I am... Last morning I was busy being invited by my boss to 3 companies at once, and then picked up my son Yusuf. So I can't send you a message this morning."

" Hmm why should I apologize? It's nothing Pram. No problem for me." I said.

"Tell?"

"Eee you're Pram nyebelin." I said spoiled.

"Why.. How do you say I'm a bummer? I told you I was busy from morning to evening. Na this just loosened I'm calling you right away." Pram smile.

I just shut up.

"Fra... I was so sad to see you pouting so much, but I'd be even more pleased to see you smile. More beautiful."

"eee Gombal." I said.

Pram laughs.

"Ara... Can I say, baby, you?"

"May I say I love you?"

Hearing that Pram's words, there was a beautiful feeling raging in my heart. I deg-degan. And can't answer.

"Fra... Answer my question." Said Pram while looking at me.

I am still confused as to what to answer.

"Mom..."

"Yes Pram.."

"I want to tell you frankly. Honestly, I can't hide my feelings for you. Since we first met in High School until now we have been reunited with God, my feelings for you have never changed. You occupy my deepest heart. I'm trying to get rid of this feeling but I can't Ara. Ii'm sorry. I'm aware of the situation we each have a family, so seeing you happy I'm already happy Ar... I just want to take care of you. I wouldn't

ruin your happiness with your family. Like I said, seeing you happy, I'm happy."

I listened to Pram's words, but the bottom of my mind was crybaby, suddenly my tears dripped I could not stand it anymore.

"Why are you crying Ar? Are my words wrong? Please excuse me Ar.."

I wiped my tears. I calmed myself down. Because if I cry like a hiccup and can not talk.

"Fra... I'm sorry." Said Pram who then looked down.