My Love is Wrong

my old love that never goes away

PREMATURE

I sent Ara a message, just greeting her. To know that Ara is in good shape. Ever since I found Ara, I have never missed 1 day to greet Ara.

I sent some messages, but Ara didn't open them either. I don't see him active. I got worried.

I'm watching Ara online or not. And when I looked again, I was grateful that Ara had read my message.But Ara did not reply to my message. I'm getting worried.

Then I ventured to call him. But Ara didn't even take my phone calls. I'm getting worried.

Shortly after, Ara received my phone call. Hearing her voice made me feel like I had comfort. But I heard a slightly lemeshed voice. I thought something was wrong.

After the phone call I found out Ara was sick again, her vertigo was cramped. We called shortly. I didn't realize I was calling "honey" when Ara asked permission to rest first. I got nervous and then turned off the phone.

This morning I will also rush to leave with Mr. Amin. But on the way I did not concentrate on talking ma pak Amin.

"Why Mr Pram? I looked at it like something was thinking. How is Joseph's mother." Said Mr. Amin.

"It's getting better sir." I said while looking at Ara's profile picture.

I didn't realize Mr. Amin was watching my phone.

"Who is Mr Pram?" Ask Mr. Amin .

I was shocked, then smiled shyly and nervously.

"Hmmm... This is my High School, sir." I said honestly.

"Oh... It looks special sir." Mr. Amin said while smiling at me.

I breathed deeply....

"Special yes sir..." Mr. Amin said again.

I nodded and said, "He's my old love sir...A love that never dies." I said, looking far ahead.

"Oh yeah??? " Amin nodded his head.

I just smiled, and my memories of Ara in High School danced through my mind.

" Kalo said still a girl certainly not, because if women are as gentle as it is not possible to miss for men... Or she's a widow, sir..." Ask Mr. Amin further.

" His name is Ara Pak. Ara is married sir..If she was a widow I'd pick her up." I said mean it.

Mr. Amin laughed out loud.

"The real ni... How was Joseph's mother? What about Pipin?" Said Mr. Amin.

Mr. Amin listened to my words.

"Yeah.that's destiny, sir. Which we don't know what's written and outlined for us."

"Yeah... We're just going through it." I said.

It didn't feel like we were at the X company we were headed to. Our conversation stalled, and then we walked into the company's office.

About 1 hour we were there and everything finally settled. We headed back to the office.

As usual, I got to the office and got permission to Mr. Amin to pick up my son Yusuf.

Before Yusuf and I got home, we stopped by at a side dish for lunch. Because my wife Pipin is still not well. After that I went home.

Up home, I saw my wife sweeping the floor. I immediately reprimanded him.

"Hmmm Ma'am... Papa said anything, I don't do anything first, I have a lot of rest to get well. Later if there is nothing ma mother here how, will the house again deserted." I said as I took the broom my wife was holding.

I gave the side dish I had bought to Joseph to put on the food container. And I continued sweeping.

When I finished, I helped prepare a meal for Joseph and my wife. Sabila and Rahma have not returned. My wife refused me a bribe because she felt better.

"Why not eat?" Ask wife.

"Father hurry Mom... Papa wait for mom to finish eating, then Papa left for the office again."

After my wife had finished eating, I asked Joseph to clean the dirty dishes. Then I went back to the office.

Until my office immediately completed the work that was asked by Mr. Amin to be completed at 3 pm. Before going to pick up Yusuf earlier I had divided his work with Andre so that he could finish. About half an hour, the job assigned to me was done. I ask for help Andre who handed it to Mr. Amin, because my stomach was rumbling from earlier.

I stopped by the office deket shop. I ordered an omelet rice and a warm orange drink. While waiting for the egg to fry I called Ara.

Thank goodness Ara picked up my phone, and we were engrossed in the phone. I asked about Ara's situation. And when my order came, I wanted to show you what I ate so I switched my phone to video call mode. But Ara refused with shame.

Not long into the video call from Ara, but I did not accept because I was talking to the father who was eating next to me.

Sepang 2 minutes I made a video call to Ara, and immediately Ara received it. There is a very happy feeling to see my beloved girl after 20 years. There is a longing for Ara.

I also showed my omelet rice to Ara. Well, that's actually mode, because I just want to see Ara. It turned out that Ara was still like before, still sweet and soft. Even now Ara seemed wiser and charismatic.

We're not long after the video call, because I want Ara to rest in the past to really be healthy.

After I finished the video call, I sat down to enjoy my warm orange. My mind is still on Ara...

I'm happy to see Ara again. A beautiful feeling enveloped my heart.