My Love is Wrong

Lord, strengthen me

I prepared dinner as usual, but whatever I did was not clear. I cooked vegetables, apparently less salt. Make the fried chicken, salty.

"Mama, the fried chicken is a bit salty..." Arini said while biting her fried chicken.

" Ooh salty, son... Duh how is this mama... How can I get it... Sorry Mama yaa.... Ntar Mama makein the others...How's it?"I said.

"No pa kok Ma... It's still good..." Arini said smiling.

I smile. " Mama's son is indeed mmmmuah... " I said while kissing Arini's head.

"Arini loves my mom.. Kasian right, mama was tired of cooking, but really Ma... The chicken is indeed salty, but it fits mixed with delicious rice, Ma..."Arini.

I was moved to hear it, I felt happy because Arini was grateful for what I had provided.

Azka ynag from earlier warned us, just kamit kamat only.

"Ma... Papa hasn't come home yet... Papa where's Ma?" Ask Azka.

"Papa there was a gathering of his friends in S2 college. Papa's gonna be home soon." I said as I watched Azka who was growing her fried chicken.

"Oohs... It's good to be Papa... He often gathers with his friends. How come you never get together with your mama friends? " Task Azka again.

I smile.

" Mama rarely get together, because many of Mama's friends are outside the Nak area. So it's hard to gather." Said explain.

"Ooh yaa actually Ma... Like Temen Mama, what is his name that we used to meet Ma... When we go on vacation, Ma... That big high one..." Azka.

I took a breath and tried to smile.

" Ooh it's called Om Pram... Why?" My toot.

"Yes, Om Pram, his name is. Om Pram has never been here, Ma?" Ask Azka.

"But the time of the earthquake. Om Pram and his friends here bring help for earthquake victims." Said explain.

"Yeah... Om Pram bring help to areas with severe damage in place. To a place that needs more ."

"Ooh... How not to visit my mom." Azka.

"Hmmm... Om Pram is busy, don't have much time, son. In addition, Om Pram came to the entourage, so can not stop by to visit Azka." I lied to Azka.

Azka....

"Have now eaten cepet... Cold is not good. "

"Yes Ma...." The words Azka and Arini are almost at the same time.

Now we're home with only four of us if Aldi and Arjun have started active college. So we got together when they had their semester off.

I take care of my children's plates. Azka did not help me because tomorrow there is a repeat of Physics.

After cleaning up in the kitchen, I went straight to my room. I'll see my phone soon. My net was immediately fixed on Pram's new contact.

" Hmmm no message from Pram." Bathink.

The worry and anxiety came back with me.

Actually I regret, why Pram had to force himself to leave the house first if it hurts again. He should really have to take a complete break to get well quickly.

But it was Pram's circumstances that required him to do that. He was the backbone of the family, so Pipin's wife was seriously ill, so he took her place to finish homework too.

Notification of incoming messages from my phone. I opened it, it was from Pram. I'll open.

"Fra..I've been to the doctor. This just came home ..Ara, I love you..."

I felt like I was reading a message from Pram. There is an uncomfortable feeling. I feel like Pram's not okay. I'm concerned... Oh my God, strengthen me...I cried